So Near YeT sO FaR...in LovE...

To find out where i have gone...there you go...

2006-08-17T16:50:00.000+08:00

07 miss bball le...

2006-02-24T22:57:00.000+08:00

Many things happen for a reason...like i always say...

It seems to me that my feelings are gone...i'm starting to be more n more like a numbless person le...quite sad hor...hee but bo bian la... 人是会变的...regard to the good or the bad...they still are the same...to some people it might be a bad thing to change...but to me...maybe it's a good start... :)

Basketball i miss you alot sia...duno y...i think becos i starting to turn FAT again? Sob* comon do i look like i care abt my size...i think i cant bear to part with nana & some others ba...my darlings...for nana, she's still in RP...but she's like my soul mate...crap with me everything...anything under the sun...the trust she haf for me....thank u... ^^ though she's busy with her own stuff...i'm also not in a mentally good mood to hang out with anybody...she still talks to me like we used to...we might not meet as often as anybody...but she's reali a best pal of my life... *smile* of course...F4s will shine...forever n ever~

Yesterday my mood was so damn good...but today it turns out to be sucky...i think class stress and it's getting boring ba... Lately also getting easily flare up...but hope tml i will haf an enjoyable day outside ba...

Short and sweet blog is my style...haha to find out more...WAIT BA...

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha :P

Cheer up & I believe you can... :)

2006-02-17T00:37:00.000+08:00

Once the thing is lost...it will never come back again... Cherish the people around you before it's too late...knowing that life will come and go in a flash...you never know at the very next moment, he/she will suddenly be in a coma and leave you forever...

Check out my new blog skin...hee

情人节一点都不快乐。。。

2006-02-15T00:26:00.000+08:00

Everybody know the word Happy Valentine's Day but what actually is happy? Getting a bouquet of flower from your love ones? Had a candlelight dinner with your love ones? Or so long that you spend your time with your love ones is enough? I really dont understand what is the meaning of Happy V. Day. Should i be happy that i went out with my love one for a "candlelight" dinner at Sizzlers as there are real candle lighted up on the table? Yet when shopping for gift for roach pal, he uses the "bolster" to whack me which he never used to... Hai...

Anyway today we went out to tiong bahru sizzlers to have our v day celebration. As always, we hired for cab but failed to as all of them are hired in our area thus i asked my mum for the car key and drove out with him to tiong. It wasnt fun at all. Then we had our meal at the outdoor area where smokers are surrounding us. The moment we arrived, we heard complains from the customer that they waited for 1 hour for their meal and it's not even ready yet and they requested to leave. Sian liao. Do we have to wait till like 920pm plus before we can get our dinner? But thank god we finished our whole meal at around 950pm just before most of the outside shops are closed. We managed to get to Mini Toons (i think) and gotten a hello kitty bolster for roach. Hee~ we immediately send it over to her house but then when i finally get through her hp, then i realised she's at tiong. DIAO LO. Kk...then i sent gab home. Just before he leave the car, he took out a necklace and gave it to me. I say i thought we are not supposed to buy anything? Oh, i bought it long ago le. Haiz. -.-''' just get so turn off by the way he replied. Relatively disappointed. Sigh~ But what can i say other than the word thank you. Then i had a spin with sharon and kor. Arent really in the mood la but still chat quite a while with them.

你变了。我觉得你跟他们已没什么分别了。会骂爸妈，也敢顶嘴，你到底还是我认识的他吗？还是一切都已成为了过去。。。太令我失望了。如果一切能重新开始，我会学着管教管教你。

Utterly break down le...Mingz is no longer being loved by anyone anymore...

2006-02-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

Up till now there's still no plans for valentine's day yet. I wonder...has he forgotten his promise...or he simply just dont wanna meet le...? My heart hurts when people keep asking me...so where you planning to spend your v day...where? Even i myself also dont know...

Now i'm down with tears as my dad wanted me to help him record the New Year celebration on SCV channel 47 as my dad has headed off to KL few hours ago but my dvd recorder just nice...SPOILT...! Haiz... i didnt expect things to turn out to be so unlucky for me...i'm utterly sad to the extent that i cried cos just realized that the dvd recorder has broke down and i knew that if my dad found out that i didnt record for him, i'm sure dead...and just just just not long ago...he called...and i told him the truth...he reprimanded me... "How come everytime daddy ask you to record for me then it spoilt leh? Then why you all record never spoil leh?"

Comon...i really dont know what God wants from me...tomorrow i have fitness class and test...and now i'm down with fever and nobody cares about me...yet i still got scolded...why do you do this to me? WHY???!!!!

Happy CNY~! 1314 again! ^,^

2006-02-03T16:06:00.000+08:00

Happy Lunar New Year~ Spend my days driving, sleeping and MS-ing. Hee...

29/01
Did not go anywhere to 拜年 unlike in the past. We stayed at home till late afternoon then i drove out to hougang with my mum and sis. Lost my way as usual...haha but who cares... 兜风 lo... :P then came back at night playing ms 1/2 way, my relative came over. Then they say wanna go my aunt's place at commonwealth so i drove them down with my mum as my sis is piggy. Haha. *Free chauffeur*

30/01
Finally resume the usual routine that normally is on 初一. Haha~ My mum's ex neighbour family came over to 拜年 but left shortly. Just as they arrived, sis & i went out to wash car. (car wash song) HAHA. Then after they left, my aunt came over as a "return" of yesterday we went over. Then i drove again~~~to another relative house at henderson area. After all the 拜年 at the block (there are 2 relative in the same block), we drove all the way to choa chu kang (a.k.a yew tee) - my mum's best friend's house. Lost my way AGAIN! Cannot make it man...lolx first time go her house. Cool man! Damn nice lo. Hee...got a cute dog that dress like a tissue box...haha then initially wanna have dinner at somewhere else but in the end, still stayed at her house to have packed macdonalds. LOL.

31/01
Cny 3rd day. Me and my mum went to a close relative of mine so as to pick her to go to my 5th 老姑姑's house at somewhere near pasir panjang. Then we went off home to sleep... (i think)

01/02
Lousy 1st feb! So mad at them. Making me wanting to kill the gang man! Asked them got time a lot, all say yes. Then asked them to go watch movie, some say cannot make it then some say can. Change plans to clarke quay instead of watching movie but in the end, some cannot make it some late i SIAN liao. Just dun care le la. Continue play my MS ba. Keke@,@

02/02 (NICE DATE!)
I'm so happy! I went to gab's house after so long as i want to "dispose" my laptop somewhere thus i dispose it at his house. His parents are still as friendly as ever and his puppies are still so cute! They came playing with me until i forgot to take my angbao given by his parents home. Hee. Had a lot of fun yesterday @ marina square. Filled with sadness and laughter at the same time. Wonder what i do right? I went to watch "I not stupid too" yesterday. LOL. Make my mental breakdown lo. Suddenly cry suddenly laugh going to IMH lo. Hee~ I took back my seat no. 1314 sia. YEAH!!! Yesterday he gave me a piece of tissue when i cried in the cinema. How sweet... *Muacks* Learnt alot of things from the show --> "so cool" "so lame" "whatever". Haha~ still got other things that i learnt like giving praises to people daily will somehow motivate people yet people are so stingy to praise people. Quite true ah. Humans are really selfish man. So stingy sia. After the show already 11pm le. SO LATE LO! I started watching from 830...zzz we headed back home after the show as it's late already. Then i headed to his house and he drove me home. :)

03/02
Today Kevin Yap super nice la. Let us dont do rj then provide us with the answers to the quiz. Song bo! Then today we present things that is not really related to our today's problem trigger but it was so much fun as he already provided us with a pdf that has the 6p included le. Hee. Suddenly feel that he still have 人性 afterall. HAHA. Damn bo liao now in school posting blog lo. Zzz...

Love

2006-02-01T01:41:00.000+08:00

The most painful love there is,
is the love left unshown
A love that cannot be expressed,
affection left unknown
The love that withholds touching,
afraid of what it would say
And the most painful thing about unexpressed love is...
it never fades away

Her1314Him

2006-01-28T20:25:00.000+08:00

Now is a slightly long term break plus i self-declared holiday on fri, which means i have break till next thurs den haf class. :) Yesterday (fri) was a sleeping day for me as on thurs night i was busy playing maple story (ms) with kor. Haha. Lately become ms freak le la. Hee. Then on fri itself, i was so tired plus zann said she doesnt feel like attending class, thus i just simply stay @ home & sleep lo. Then kor came back around 2pm, tried playing a while then tio maintenance notice so we had to wait for another hour before chionging again. Zzz. After that we chiong till 615pm then yihang went off to meet me (by right) & sharon. But ended up, i had to have my early reunion dinner with my family as my dad parting to KL yesterday night flight with my sis & mum driving him to airport. Halfway while eating, gab & xiao xiang came over to my place and he passed me 8 mandarin oranges, 2 boxes of pineapple tarts & 1 packet of chocolate.

Then they went over to meet yihang & sharon. After gathering the people at great world, they bought tickets for "Memoirs of Geisha" at 830pm (2nd row from the front) just as planned. When i arrived, they were at Zion Road's food centre ordering their dinner. Our LARGE and WEIRD reunion dinner include gab, yihang, sharon, jia yang, rui song, jian ming, tommy, michelle and xiao xiang. Kind of weird ba somehow. Frankly speaking, yesterday i dare not speak to Michelle and i dont know why. My impression for her gradually getting bad yet i really dont know how to tell her and my gang. Sigh~ we went in to the cinema empty handed and in the midst of the show, i felt hungry. REAL HUNGRY~ Haiz. But something good, i was sitting with him side by side with the seat number 13 and 14. 1314 with him...hee 好兆头 for a new year! Yippy~ muacks! It was stupid to watch that show although i get to learn what is a geisha but i also know, it is like a "high class prostitute". Zzzz~

After the movie, it's already 11pm+ as Michelle have curfew, we had to go off already. We took bus 16 all the way to bukit merah while michelle alighted at tiong bahru plaza to take train back. But at bm, we started discussion what is the next activity and thus we went to our house area (7-eleven) for a drink and eat while jian ming & tommy had to be "abandon". Hee~ We bought the foods and beers and walked down to yihang's place and sit down talk talk. ^^ until 230pm then we walked back home. He sent me home and i passed him some of the things that my mum packed for him and his family.

This morning, i have piano at 8am. OMG. I barely can open my eyes man~ Zzz... Initially wanted to meet yihang, sharon and jia yang to play bball in the morning but we all are simply worn out le thus we chose to sleep longer and met up at 1pm with rui song too to go bugis and shop together. Thanks kor for driving us down as my mum simply dont let me use the car. *sad* then we walked from east to west of bugis...pretty tired but good thing is sharon and yihang managed to get their stuff. :) then from bugis we parted to queensway and down to buona vista just to get 余生 for kor and sharon's family.

Happy New Year to each and everyone out there. Hope everyone collect lots of angbao and dont spend them all out in this coming year k~ Remember dont owe people money...hee

Haiz...

2006-01-23T14:10:00.000+08:00

Life is full of ups and downs...i used to have everything right by my side...now all is gone... :'( i lost everything in a flash... *flood*

Nana: Just cheer up k...if u think u shd tell Jimmy to clarify stuff, to make urself feel better, i think u shd go ahead...dun just break becos he haf no time for u as it's not worth doing so or worst still is u nv tell him n u will regretted...but rem...do not every now n then go tell him how u feel...through my experience, he will no longer listen n will just make situations worst (he will think u keep complaining)...if u reali think u tried ur best, u reali tried to talk n b initiative trying to make him change yet there's nothing can b done, then perhaps u shd reconsider ur choice ba...

Suddenly my stupid cisco card siao siao one lo...damn sian...offline suddenly...i freaking stress out le...haiz

Everything is going down on my side...r/s...frenz...laptop...sch work...AHHHHHHH

MINGZ STAND UP!!!! WAKE UP!!!! IDIOT HIM!!!!

Sadness yet a relieve for me after so long...

2006-01-23T00:10:00.000+08:00

3 bball IVP gone like a wind man...suddenly e yr 3s r graduating from bball n might not b playing anymore as most of us will not continue in bball or some might not even further studies le...sigh time reali flies... 3 yrs of friendship with the team...from having exactly 12 players in the IVP to 15 pple...so glad to see that it's prospering unlike in the past... Now that the seniors are leaving, it's time for nana & hazel to grow up le...concentrate more on bball etc.

But sad to say is...char, nana & prata might b leaving e team as soon as e seniors r also leaving...haiz i know they love bball...just tt it's like missing alot of pple in e team suddenly...e bonding perhaps...r also not there for e juniors ba...sigh it might seems to be very bonded team...but out there, there might b back stabbing of players to players n also bad mouth-ing of pple...haiz wad to do...嘴长在人家的脸上 (hope i say correctly)...sad

For the past 1 wk plus, it's like a torture for me...wad is IVP to me man? A sense of achievement for e team...a sense of hardwork being relieve...but for me...is just a sense of torture to me mentally n physically... Went to c e chinese physician @ mei ling street...the doc actually told me tt...my leg injured duno wad la (she speaks in those china language sia)...but is inner part of e leg...which i haf to use CT scan to scan in order to c how serious is the injury...then i was like OMG! After telling me all that...she also say that my back bone abit out of place...she helped me crack it back...WTH! Pain like mad k...damn TMD lo...haiz

Nothing much to update la...quite sad of my life lately...duno y...maybe alot of things happen n all bomb at one time...but did had abit of fun on e last day of IVP as it's also kor's birthday... :) we went out to eat and chill out till 3am then reached home as we walked home from orchard! Haha...crazy la we...hee upload some pic to let u guys c... *smile* at the same time waiting for my IVP pics...den show u all too...

__The "Blacks" of the day__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

__The Friday "Blues"__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

__Sweetie "greens" + the bin__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

__The "blue black" guys__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

__Babes__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

__Moi frenz @ Taka__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

__Birthday boy - Kor (Happy Birthday)__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

__ Act Cool Birthday Boy__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

Coming up next will be more on studies n playing of Maple Story (MS)...haha hope i excel well in my studies...this sem just like yr 2 sem 1 or 2 like tt...ridiculous results...haiz all Cs...scare kana D or E or F soon sia...i will peng...finally got my GPA 3.0 dun let it drop back to 2.9+... :'(

__I no longer like the things i used to...

2006-01-07T13:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday skipped school with nana even though i headed off to school already as i was freaking tired n afraid that i might dozed off in lab for kevin's class so i would rather stay at home to rest. Messaged nana in the morning n realised that she overslept too...thus we both skipped sch together...haha first time invited her to my house but pretty messy la... *shy* she had her breakfast at my house downstairs the coffee shop before heading to my house.

After staying at my house for like 1 hour plus, we left n headed to school instead as nana realised that her Cisco slot really isnt working well le...thus she suggested going to IT helpdesk for help...but as usual, IT helpdesk is known for as IT helpless...thus they cant do anything but ask nana to go fujitsu to get it fixed instead. So nana n i headed down to Taka the fujitsu centre there to send in her laptop but as nana hasnt backed up the file, she decided to bring back first before bringing it down to service. So we went down to cityhall (funan) there via train to meet her mum, who's working at Ya Kun as well as to go peninsular to see the basketball team's new addidas shoe. After eating Ya Kun Loti, we went to "Challenger" to buy mouse together. Finally bought my mouse after so long that i have been grumbling...After purchasing the mouse, we went peninsular n shopped n realised tt e latest addidas shoe if we buy in bulk caused $75...not ex for an addidas shoe...thus it's worth buying... :) after walking for so long, we decided to head back to container by taking bus 111 n rest there...but instead of getting rest at the containers, the basketballers (guys) keep making so much noise at the container...but the most irritating one should be carl ba...keep disturbing nana n teasing her abt her new bf (jimmy)...what's wrong ah? Crazy guy...people cannot have bf meh...like u ah...choose a buffalo as a gf n treat her like 宝...kao...少恶心...
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Suddenly i feel that my world is so filled of darkness...life without alot of people...you can say i locked myself up in the darkness or you could say i'm really been left alone...

My used to be gang ever since i really had vent my long anger on them, i no longer feel like wanting to be bonded with them like i used to be...maybe because of him which really makes me feel like that...n what else could it be?

I'm not a pretty girl that love for branded or demand for expensive stuff, i just want a normal relationship, a normal basketball team whom i can happily play with n a gang of friends where i can hang out with when i'm free...but all these...seems to be drifting further n further apart...it's no longer there anymore...

Ever since i brought michelle into the gang, all cares about dota n nobody even rem that we had planned to meet up on this weekend to watch movie...haiz how upset can i not be...i really really really 洗手不干了...u guys do wadever u all want...i just want to be what i am...just leave me alone then...

Dont be disheartened...dont be despaired ming...how can i not be? All the happiness just leave me all of the sudden...

I want to cry but i told myself i got to be strong n not be like last time...whenever got things will go complain to kor, nana, ping or rosie n just cried my ass off me...but now i want to be strong...want to be the independent girl that i wished to be...

He is my life, my soul, my everything...but i dont ask for that anymore...

Basketball is my second life, my second soul yet not my everything...n now it's getting further n further away from me as i haf no more hearts to play the coming IVP for RP anymore even though i know i am fighting my injuries around my body due to non stop trainings n my muscle tear knee injury, 我真的想放弃了...even though all along i haf been sitting on the bench for most of the matches n i might be the weakest among all the seniors, i still feel that i am not the worst among all the juniors. But now i seriously feel that even coach look down on me which hurts me badly...a new coach that seems to be the crucial key to IVP...i hate to see myself being in the IVP team yet is the no 16-18 player sitting on the bench not allowing to play...i dont want!

In my whole entire life, what is the most proud thing i ever done which made my family, my friends n even him proud? I think nothing but making them miserable seeing me everyday or every other days...if ever i had a chance to say to everyone out there, i really wish to end my life now n just let myself go to the netherland n pray for all of you out there to be happy always when life is without me...

Thanks ah boy for being the first to realise that i'm feeling down...there to show your concern to me... *grateful*

Sweet start 2006...

2006-01-01T14:39:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year to everyone out there man! It's so much fun to have...spending your time with your loves one or your friends watching the beautiful firework ever... ^^

Goodness cool sia...yesterday had a great countdown fun @ marina shopping centre and way before that, i had lots of fun @ suntec too...eating and playing...hee first Michelle and I went to fish and co to meet up with gab, jm, rs, tommy and jy...super dumb...we sat inside and stared at the menu...less than 10 mins...we left fish and co and headed to sizzlers. Then at sizzlers...the price for the buffet for per person is minimum like $20+? Siao bo...haha so ended up we queued up for nydc for like 20 mins...? Freaking long...zzz haha...but so cool la... x)

Then after eating, we went to shop for a while at addidas and went to arcade see see look look...ended up...all of them spent their money at the machine where you try your skill on the machine and win a teddy home those kind of machine...haha dunno wad is that kind of machine called...just some machine lo...lolx then the guys went to shoot basketball...loser treat water...hmm...but where's the treat gone too? LOLX... then gab and i went to play time crisis III and i even get to see people playing house of the dead 4...cool sia...but i shy la...so many people looking at you play...might as well dont play... *怕出丑*

We left arcade and headed to cinema (Eng Wah) to see see look look again...haha jm, rs and tommy even took pictures with the posters and made a nuisance out of it...keke after which by right we are supposed to head down to esplanade...but we headed by left and ended up at marina...lolx... Nobody made any countdown notice but we managed to video down the 9 mins of firework...COOL! =) thanks gab for the camera and also michelle lao gong for her camera too... ^^ my memories are all inside there... *cheers*

After the countdown...we made lots of detours here and there (走了不少冤枉路) just to get back to Eng Wah Cinema...and there were jams everywhere not just traffic jam but escalator jam too...which nearly freak people out...haiz pathetic new year sia...finally we made it through and headed to eng wah for our movie - "The Chronicals of Narnia, the Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe". The movie was nice just like what rs had said...cool *o* thanks rs for watching it over and over again with us... :)

Happy New Year! A brand new year with a brand new start... *muacks*

Merry Xmas...First time ton @ sharon's place...

2005-12-26T15:01:00.000+08:00

Merry Xmas to you... :)

Yesterday 10 of us (Gab, jm, jy, tommy, rs, yh, ah boy, sharon, pw n i) went into sentosa...didnt really have much difficulty hiring cab into sentosa although we had 10 people...hee but haiz...first thing got in already made gab angry le...cos i told him is the other side of the sentosa to get to palawan beach. Ended up we at siloso instead...oops it was a fun yet sad day for me...although i had my tanning done at sentosa from 11+ near 12 all the way till sunset at 6+...but i wasnt really enjoying at all...just dont like beach life ba...sigh at about 4+ i think...sharon left for her friend's birthday party at simei...while just before we left siloso beach, we took a group picture together. *cheese* we had subway together at harbourfront...the funnie part is tearing down of the construction sealed "wall" by jian ming, rui song, jia yang and gabriel while walking to harbourfront as there was a road block after walking such a long way... :( ordered a footlong for dinner shared with gab and it's the same thing that we ate the other day on our first attempt...yesterday was second attempt at subway... ^^

After eating at subway, yh sent pw off to yew tee from harbourfront, tommy n ah boy left for home, while the remaining of us went to sit at MacDonalds to rot...as we plan to "ton" at sharon's place at night to have movie maranthon...but waited for very long...since 9 - 1145pm...zzz then at sharon's place...we did nothing much but watched "A date with vampire III"...then watched "Tom and Jerry"...soon jm & rs KO le...haha after which sharon suggested playing chinese chess with jy...then gab say he will take over whoever lose...but jy give the chance for gab to play instead. Gab won sharon so did jy...sharon say she need to practice more...hee me too...i really sucks at that though i know how to play...haha then they finished playing chess...we had rounds of "dai dee"...gab won the most ba...pro pro...hee

Rs and jm suddenly woke up le...so we watched "Band of brothers"...watched 1/2 way...i sleepy le...so went to sharon's sis's room to sleep...haha soon the guys also KO at the living room le... :) i woke up at 730 seeing "corpses" lying on the floor...whahahaha super funny...hee they finally woke up after another 1/2 hrs...at 8am we parted from sharon's house and headed home...zzz

-Merry Xmas to everyone...and a Happy New Year... =)

Him him him..love love love...aishiteru...

2005-12-14T22:51:00.000+08:00

Jie jie...thanks for the perlini silver necklace & bracelet...regardless for xmas or birthday...i love u k...haha

Thanks for the gang "green" gang for celebrating my birthday with me @ swensens orchard...hee this is the first time the celebration finally differ after 2 yrs of celebrating at ecp...haha thanks thanks. Thanks jian ming & tommy for coming down early just to get the seats for me...very touched...truly appreciate that... :)

You all have unique taste to get me a nike green tee...haha but not bad...it's nice...thanks thanks... special thanks to karen lee & joyce for getting me handbag...xiao qiang, arigato for the "mushroom" ear ring...choo & sharon for the disney tee... ^^

Lao gong gab...arigato! Arigato from the gift to the planning of the celebration at orchard...muack muack muack...i love ya...

Nothing more to say le...thanks alot of times liao...from msn nick...to friendster...now to blog...haha very naggy sia....lolx

Unforgettable 19th birthday... :(

2005-12-13T00:17:00.000+08:00

Congra nana for getting into the roll of honours! Ur hardwork really paid off... ^^

I'm really sad today as F4s only ended up F3 celebrating for my birthday...haiz even fang also not in sg...nana also...den rose sick...sigh all so coincidentally hit on my birthday... :'( my birthday only 9 people turned up...sobsob

But afterall, thanks bballers for the short n sweet celebration for me just before training today... Not really surprised as u guys' actions r so big la...perhaps becos of shortage in nos of helpers? Haha... kk...thanks alot... I love the baby winnie the pooh...gosh...it's so kawaii la...my sis & i keep playing with it when i got home...lolx (elder sis btw...whahahaha) but e creamy cake tt u guys bought...can kill me man...sad...lucky i did exercise today...to drain off my fats...hee :P

But sad thing is...i injured myself while playing 4on4 on court...haiz on my lunar birthday too...as in yest...haha 12/12 is 十一月十二 is my lunar birthday... :) but i dont blame anyone la...blame myself for being so fragile...sigh but hopefully i really din injured my knee + ankle tt serious as presently i still could leap my way...hope tml dun show bad signs can le...haiz
-Thanks guys for the piggyback, driving me home (ping & prata) : Thanks thanks-

Tml celebration with the gang at orchard...dunno wad they r up to...so fishy...haiz but doesnt really matters now...i'm a lamer...sigh

Happy birthday to me...happy birthday to me...happy birthday happy birthday...happy birthday to me...haiz

He din even wish me happy birthday...sigh~

Sadness 19...

2005-12-11T01:37:00.000+08:00

HAHA...got my real license le...but it's at post office now...as tt day e postman delivered e license over but nobody was home to accept it...hee bo bian la...not fated...sigh keke...anyway very happy tt i drove out on 6th dec (tue) to fetch my sis from work to suntec...hee initially mum dun let but eventually i still took e courage to roam around...haha it's so much more fun to drive auto den manual... :P

On the day itself, RP had a match with Unity Sec B division... It was such a slack match for us as we didnt really give our best...tt's wad i think la...n we lost by 3 pts as they were much more outnumbered in players than us...HAIZ where's our players man...argh~

Coming mon got trg again...at 3pm somemore...sian wonder got how many people will turn up sia...haiz thurs's trg tt just past...only 8 people turned up lo...cant even play a 5on5 match lor...sucks man...den we had to ask ben & wendy to join us to play...after which we went to eat at a market place at adam's road...e nasi lemak not bad...hee

Then on coming tue is my birthday le...finally turning 19 like wad nana say...haha not really excited at all...cos alot of things suddenly happen recently...not bad things la...shd b considered something gd...but i'm vexed abt it...haiz some people might know as i told them abt it...my plans so far havent really plan out yet...whahaha cos meant to celebrate with e team on tue one...but trg change to mon...so might change my plans lor...zzz as i might b meeting ck for dinner on monday...hmm...whereas for e gang, i think they planned to haf some fun on my birthday too...which i haf no idea...as i dun intend to contact them to find out or even talk to them at all...seems very disappointed & upset abt them le...being nice is not a gd thing indeed...haiz~
-Too vexed to be bothered about stuff-

Nana my dear...y r u in thai...sigh although i know u r sad not being able to celebrate with me...so do i...haiz it's really e last yr gonna haf my birthday at RP le...come to think abt it....sigh -unforgettable yet upset birthday'05-

I want to hear from u...not from him...yet...haiz...

如果你认为，我会一直等待，就为了你的那句话，我能告诉你，可能到你要说的那天，我已不再是当时的我了。

Paper license...to...sadness...~~

2005-11-30T20:03:00.000+08:00

I am no longer a PDL user!!! Woohoo~~~~ i'm a paper license driver for now...hee :P
Happy~ shalalala~ it's so nice to be happy...shalalala~~~whahahaha

Anyway, thanks for all my friends who supported n wished me luck before my driving test...special thanks to two people who treated me...arigato~

Ever since i got my paper license, people have been asking me to drive them around...but...can someone help me get a car please before asking me to be chauffeur...?!! Haiz...anyway my mum will be the first one to object me from driving ba...followed by my dad & sis...but wad can i say...it just sucks la...come to think abt it...if i didnt get to pass, i still can drive around in instructor's car...sigh~

Today went out with him to eat at bugis...by right promise ck to go out since sat le...but...sorry ck! Then we went to bugis to have Ajisen...like...eating maggie mee...haiz should have gone out with ck to eat sakae today...sian sian sian~~ went out at 3pm...530pm i reached home le...it's so bloody sucky! We didnt even go walk walk...eat finished...then went to four leaf and bought a cake for his mum...then we took train back to tiong and bus back home. He did not even invite me to his place even though i helped to buy cake for his mum...haiz sobsobsobsobsobsobsobsob~~~

Finally i dont have UT, no more projects for the time being...two more days than holiday liao... :) but my pp report i wrote wrongly at the end...quite sad...haiz but no choice la...cannot resubmit liao... :'( hope my presentation can do well ba... UT2 dont know whether can do well a not too...hope i can pass lor...sigh this semester is hard...

Tomorrow last two lessons for the semester le...worst thing is before the holiday...still need to 再见 kevin yap 一脸...triple sian~~~ he said that he's gonna screwed us up because we evaluated him badly...as in one of the person in the class...said that he's good for nothing...SHIT we are in deep shit from tomorrow...boohuhu~~

Post II for today... IQ qns...

2005-11-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

Two IQ qns:
1) The Missing $1:
Three person went into the hotel and checked in. The hotel person told them that they need to pay $30 to check in. So the three person happily said that they each can pay $10 and get to stay in the hotel. So cheap. So they checked in. But then when they checked in, the hotel person told the bell boy that the three person were supposed to pay only $25, so the hotel person asked the bell boy to pay them back $5. The bell boy went up to find the three person, realizing that it's hard to divide $5 among the three person, so he took $2 away, in order for each person to receive $1 each. Come to think about it, so now each person paid $9 for the hotel stay, which is in total, they paid for $(9 x 3) = $27 plus the $2 that the bell boy took away, where did the remaining $1 go?

2) The Murder Case:
Anthony and Cleopatra were found dead in the villa. At the crime scene, nearby there is a broken bowl, no marks found on the bodies n they were not poisoned. So how did Anthony and Cleopatra die?

Mummy's back!!! MUACK MUACK MUACK... To the finals...here i come~~~

2005-11-25T22:53:00.000+08:00

Haha...my dear mummy is BACK! WooHoo~ i miss her man...miss her food...miss her helping me to wash laundry...haiz thinking of my laundry i sad sia...i washed my jersey smell nice nice...but due to the stupid rain this early morning...the smell gone le...and now it STINKS! ARGH~ tml got match lor...how to wear... :'( gonna be smelly 7 liao... *sad*

Yest was cool man...our semi-finals with GESS...we got in with no sadness no anger...everything just went smoothly...hee i played very long yest...i'm happy to be significantly important in the team le...after so long...but perhaps because i'm the senior of the ISIBL team tt's y... :( but i really had fun...although eventually at the last quarter, i asked for a sub due to my leg injury...but i still had fun... :) - thanks nana for her support all along...n rosie for her to come down & support me... ^^ of course my dear princess wc...u r still my BEST blur queen! hee~

We had our score 44:20...a very gd fight...n everyone get to play except my dear char tao...but dun b sad k...tml u will get to play... :) battle!!!! =D anyway i feel a sense of unhappiness even though i really enjoyed the game n although i love e match yest...but i know deep down in the team, somebody is hiding at one corner...isolating herself...n thinking that she's no longer potentially needed in the team...haiz i felt bad...but i just dunno how to elaborate further to her... I told nana wad i seriously feel after the match yest...as it's e first time after 2 yrs knowing her...that just e two of us went out for dinner together...not as if we never eat before together la...but after an event or after sch hrs...perhaps tt's e first time... - thanks nana - i really dunno wad shd i do to make her feel more welcoming...n yet i still can get to play...sigh

Tml is the finals for the ISIBL...regardless we win or lose...we already got the second place medal...but just a matter of wad's going to happen tml at court... *stress* i really dun wan anything bad to happen since we already gone so far...but who can help to calm e situations down? Like wad wendy say, asked Big brenda to help to calm e situations down? At times i feel tt bb, she herself already has problem ensuring tt her performance will not be affected by any external factors...but...afterall, she's still a better player n has e more power to say things tt will encourage them ba...

Although deep down inside i hope to c him come down to support me tml...but i just feel weird if he actually bring e gang down...super duper extremely stupid...but...sigh anyway, hope he will still b there ba... :( but regardless whether he rems or whether is he coming down a not, doesnt really matters much to me tml le...i just wan to play well tml for e team...i dun wan them to b disappointed in any ways...

- I'm tired of doing things which i have been doing all along...pls pls pls...STOP HIDING!

Today super funny...went to fetch mum from train station with dad & sis...sis drove to the train station...n she was expected herself to be chauffeur throughout...but dad took over e wheel to fetch my big aunt home...n asked my sis to drive back later...so while driving to my aunt's hse...dad miss e turn to my aunt's hse...n ended up all e way to bukit timah...whereby i'm supposed to b heading to commonweath...HAHA silly dad... then when on e way home...to e carpark of my hse...my sis parked e car until...hee cmi la...so my dad demonstrated...super pro leh...at one go...i can say...but abit slanted...den there's one taxi uncle who's parking beside my dad...came down to assist...guide my dad?! OH MY GOD!!! whahahaha...super embrassing if i'm my dad...keke dun make fun of him la...guys is meant to b someone 死爱面子 one...so dun ever go tease a guy k...

Got back my UT1 for sports nutrition n pharm legislation le...
Sports Nutrition: B
Pharm Legis: C+
So far...3 results are back except pharm therapy le...
UT1:
Clinical Trials: C+
Sports Nutrition: B
Pharm Legis: C+
Pharm Therapy: ? (hope i do well...cos my daily grades arent as good...)

Oh ya...happy birthday to darling Xiu Ling... sorry for forgetting ur birthday...but lately i really damn busy...so... :(

多希望我能再说一次“我爱你”

2005-11-23T21:01:00.000+08:00

Today super bo liao...so i watched "再说一次我爱你" - All about love. It's a very nice & touching show...i cried when i watched the ending where andy lau's first wife said that she walked too fast and left earlier than him...haiz maybe girls would wish for someone like andy lau as a husband...but i would rather have a husband that isnt a doctor...who has more time than andy lau to 陪着我...i might be abit selfish...but if that's my husband...i dont mind 吃苦 with him...share the load with him and he's always with me...and not like 100+ times always 没赴约...sigh and i doubt i have the patient to keep waiting for him to get home to watch korean show with me... *sad*

:: A couple never gets to walk the same pace is hard to be a couple...if one choose to walk at a fast pace and the other choose is behind chasing after him / her at a slower pace...unless one choose to accomodate and walked slower or the other choose to walk faster...if not...they will never be a couple...

Another nice show i would recommend would be "Harry Potter Part IV". A very nice series of Harry Potter...i love it man! It's touching (nearly cried)...it's sweet (got love & romance in the story)...it's meaningful (people care about harry potter...and nobody wants him to die)...

About myself...
I'm feeling so down...but how down...only i myself will know ba...sigh alot of things i want an answer yet i will never get...alot of things i want people to care about me...yet nobody cares...why why why!!!! If only i disappear in the world then people cares...i dont mind leaving...
- I'm not in a mood to nast with...neither do i want to nast with anyone...so 你不做初一，我不做十五...

??Ever gonna be e same??

2005-11-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

Today went out with jj...
Had driving lesson in the morning...damn stupid la...wore the wrong shoe go out...hate it man...-.-zzz drove around ubi area...nothing much...left 1 week before driving le...this week must have more lesson ba... *stress*
After driving...came back & zzz till i ring jj...realizing that he's already out playing basketball since morning...whereas i still think that he was sleeping...silly me...
Then met up with him at 320pm...weird timing cos actually supposed to meet at 3pm one...LOL but i...hee...so~~~ we headed to harbourfront to eat pastamania...by left supposed to go out and buy wei xiong's present...but we chose by right la...keke cant seems to see anything nice...so asked zann to get instead lor... ^^
After eating, we went back home lor...chatted at house downstairs awhile...then my neighbour saw me...happened to see my mum...so told my mum about it...HAHA no wonder my mum called me saying that u r at house downstairs izzit...whahahaha~~~ i thought she can predict man...lolx
A short yet funny journey back home from harbourfront... :P jj got checked ID!!!!! song bo~~~ jj 你老了...haha everytime ID this kind of thing always u kana one...but this time is checked whether u r a pre-uni student a not...hee u r much OLDER liao... *blexh* i know la...my fault la...cos u SIT with an old grandma (me) mah...fine lor...k lor...my fault lor...sobsob~ but u still e one kana checked ID...haha :P
Keke...tml clinical trials...will get to know my UT grades for UT1 - Pharmlegislation... as i will be having UT2 on tue...haiz dunno whether can pass anot...LAW LAW LAW...zzz if cannot pass...must chiong tml night badly for my UT2 le... *sigh*
-Wish e dumb girl luck ba... :(

Lonely...lonesome...alone...

2005-11-19T19:29:00.000+08:00

Life is so unpredictable...it just pass and go...friendship, relationship never seems to last in my life...haiz i think i'm fated to be a lonesome forever ba...

Anyway i had been rather busy in some way or another...
The beginning of the weeks are mainly training and driving...but managed to watch one new movie - "Just like Heaven"... i can say that it's not bad...i love the show but while watching the show somehow something's missing...

Thurs (17/11):
Had a hard day...sigh
2nd UT for Clinical trials le...din really do well ba...yet yiwen still complaining that hers are bad...i think mine's worst...sobsob~ class didnt go well either...it's kevin's class (pharmtherapy)...there's video taking n i'm like a mute in the class... *zzz*
After having stupid class...i went for training at 5pm...thought that rose had problem with her laptop...i rushed down to find her...but she just said a few words n went off to shoot basketball with nana without informing me before hand...argh~ hai...wadever again ba...i'm always a lonesome in any ways...then i went down to play basketball with the seniors at court...then we had 5on5 with the juniors... F5s vs. Juniors... we were just trying out our formation but the juniors find it boring and keep complaining...haiz so forget it...we went to the other side to train the formation...just before we left for our "seniors" match at Nanyang Girls...we had another match with the juniors...which they used "heavy" the new formation... *yawn* after which the seniors (7 of us) left to play with Nanyang Girls...Shock lor...we go there ah...wah lao...alot of people lor...had their alumni team too...peng~ then we played like mad...having lots of leg injuries... :( we din lose badly...only 20 points diff...n we had fun...hee -i love e game-

Fri (18/11):
I had sports nutrition class...talking about fats...damn boring la...yawn the fac commented badly about my team's presentation...sucks la...anyway i also dont like my team also... *blexh* after school, i went out to train station without bringing umbrella...all drenched...from top to bottom as well as laptop also wet...haiz sucks la...hope it's not spoilt internally... :'( mum's going to msia coming Mon...sigh nobody help me do my laundry n cooking...sad sad...

Anyway, had an idiotic fight with an idiot...hmph super pissed with him...wad a guy...really hate guys now lor...not gentleman...expect people to go his house...yet refused to go pick her up...even though she know the way, but is you invited her...should have the manners to go fetch her...NO MANNERS GUY! HMPH... dun friend me...dun friend den...

Sat (today):
Happy birthday to Wei Xiong first... :) Grow an age older le...haha forgot u gonna report to school today for RP's open...sad case for u...hee hope u really had an enjoyable day with lay ting today k... *smile*

Today spent my whole day at Raffles City Convention from 830am - 5pm. I went there to be the voting personnel for 红星大奖 (star search) 2005...WHAHAHAHA so fun leh...now then i know how they get those votes from...not from anybody but from US...hee so cool sia... Go there do this kind of "sai gang"...still got money to earn...haha how nice... :P

- I'm bored to be alone... -

我想对你说。。。。。你永远是我最深爱的男人。。。

2005-11-13T11:41:00.000+08:00

I guess in life, every part of it will have a top peak and a very extreme low peak...now practically i'm facing the very extreme low peak...sigh

I have pp report to rush which has to be submitted by end of this month, i have a lot of movies to watch in my laptop...i have lots basketball trainings and matches to attend and even birthday celebrations to deal with...so many things to do yet i very reluctant to do...but keep thinking of...haiz

Yesterday went to Singapore Indoor Stadium to watch "Wildcats vs. Bullets" basketball match...wah seh...so cool la...lots of youngsters...hee lots of angmos...all watching the match... ^^ then before the Wildcats match, there was a match "国少 vs under 17 UWC guys"...there was lots of 3-points shot...perfect! Whereas for the Wildcats, they made ample of absolute passes...amazing man!!!! Hee~~~ everything to them is so easy...so passable...cool~
**They all can 灌篮 sia...帅帅帅... :)
At 1/2 time for the match of the Wildcats, my team and the UWC, world record holder of 52-hrs went down to play for "7 mins"...like so embarrassing...lolx just like so "zuo bo"...haha but they still went down and they are afterall the record holder...at times really envy them...but...~~~

We didnt watch finished the whole match for the Wildcats and we parted from the Indoor Stadium to Carol (a.k.a Rose)'s birthday chalet at East Coast Park (Coasta Sand)...not everyone turn up...quite sad la...haiz then when we arrived, peng sia...so many people lor...scary sia...lolx we are super exhausted and hungry wor...but when we saw the foods (which carol say it's alot)...we only saw 米粉 and 鱼圆 sia...nothing sia...funny wor...whahahaha alot... -.- then we realised what she meant alot...the bbq foods la...chey~ LOL we stayed there for about 1 hour+ then we parted from ECP...a group of "west" people called for cab while the rest of them took the fiddle bus to bedok mrt...while me & woodhead waited for people to come fetch us back... My sis drove gab and my mum down...but they overshot their way...whahahaha super funny...hee when they picked me up...it became gab driving while my sis sleeping at the back seat...whahahaha pig sia her... :P then we drove back home...gab drove us back home while he walked down himself...thanks~ cos my sis too tired to drive le... At that very moment...i wished i could be the one driving instead...but...that just sucks la...argh~ i just cant pass my TP... :'(

This coming week will have training and mainly match with Nanyang Girls High ba...nothing else le...sian hor...-.-zzz maybe will plan something out of it ba...go watch "Just like Heaven"...hee if i got company ba... ^^

你选择放手。。。

2005-11-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

一切都以不同了。。。

孤单的夜里，我一个人。。。

在那里痴痴的等待。。。等待你给我一个答复

正当我期待你的回应，你却一再的给我稀落的。。。回答。。。

如果一切能够从新开始，我宁肯当初从未来过。。。

小夫妻 - 韦先生，韦太太 :P

2005-11-09T23:03:00.000+08:00

Today went out to eat chicken rice at tiong market after having driving lesson in the morning and a talk in school at noon...with zann, jang and kai yie...by right yiwen is tagging along with us...but she saw the prawn noodle in sch...so she stayed in sch & eat with her bf...haha then the four of us took cab down and keep thinking of what's nice at tiong market...even the taxi uncle also chap in to talk with us...lolx in the end, we each have chicken rice and we shared zhui kua and carrot cake...but i came back hibernating in the toilet (diarrhoea)...

After eating at tiong market, we went to tiong plaza to walk walk...plan to go zann's house but eventually didnt go as zann had things to do...so we went to shop around from NTUC to Chameleon down to Watson...and i spent $40+ to 美美...siao bo right...whahaha but thanks to jang, zann & kai yie to be my advisor...hee you guys really super ladylike la...still so particular about those things...lolx now i broke le...asked dear to 养我...hee although i still mad at him la...but then alright la...夫妻没有隔夜愁...i see zann, yiwen and kor everytime say buay song or pissed off with their 另一半 yet they still talked to them...why cant i be like them leh...hee

Yesterday forgot to mention something quite sad...i didnt do well for my first UT for my Clinical Trials module...zann & jang got B+ while yiwen got A...then i range at C+ with my other classmates...am i dumb or what...sigh that day zann somemore didnt study...then i still make notes for her...sigh i'm so disappointed...why 老天要那样对我... :'(

Tomorrow is our LAST ISIBL match before the semi-finals...playing with the top school UWC again...sigh our team target is to whack Tara Menon...whoever gets the highest hit is the top winner for the match...lolx my team hate that gal to the core la...so...whahahaha we gonna play violent tomorrow...preparing my gears to battle them tomorrow....out to fight fight fight!!!!

[借口] Dont always take things for granted...it's there for reason...and it will also be gone for a reason too...

2005-11-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

Suddenly thought of changing song because i realised in life, everyone like to find 借口 to defend themselves...even i myself... I seriously dont know why people will go find 借口 either to win sympathy, or trying to run away from stuff...haiz why bother running away when it's there at reality? I just dont understand...

Lately basketball faced alot of problems...not say i dont like people who come telling me their problems, but...haiz i always hear bad things...sigh~ hope you all will understand my point of view ba...

Some times how i wished i could talk carefree like Nana or Fang or even Hui min...saying their view point to the team...voicing out...but i just like a 窝囊废 in the team...simply act as a clown in the team just to cheer them on...make them happy...just like my outside gang of friends ("disown" them yet i still got talk to them at times) nobody seriously cares about how i really feel at times...nobody seriously go think about why i always have to act like a clown to cheer people on even though i myself was also down...feeling dejected, upset...who knows? Haiz...not even the person i love and cherish the most knows... Dont always take things for granted...it's there for reason...and it will also be gone for a reason too...

Rose, one of my closest buddy in basketball, at times i really dont know what she really feels...she wants to quit basketball when she's of use in the team...she just simply has the mentality that yy is better than her in terms of getting rebound a.k.a the rebound queen...then say that big brenda can do things better than her... At times i seriously think that you only have two or three people better than you in the team yet you are already complaining that you dont wished to play for IVP...then what about me? I have the whole team right above me...being the most useless seniors...ever since i joined the team...perhaps slightly better than small brenda or penny...i really dont know who else i'm better than...HAIZ then should i just simply eat shit and die...quit the team long time ago...or what man?! It's just making me freaking pissed off by the way you think at times...haiz :(

Nana, another one of my closest buddy in the team...you are seriously down with lots of problem...facing the situation where people say you are arrogant, disrespectful...haiz i seriously also dont know what Wendy and Fang are thinking...perhaps...they just have the older version of mindset ba... I know you are faced with stress from both of them...but i think you should at times control your temper as you know, you are very important to the team...i can only say that if a point guard is down...no matter how many guards in the team, it will not be able to make it through the first 8-10 secs... Believe in yourself that you should not be venting anger to the team but more to absorb the stress and let it out yourself...serious...everyone has their own stress at court already...by adding your stress to them too, does not bring good performance but demoralization...hope you will get what i mean... ;)

To the people i respected in my team (seniors and juniors)...i hope you guys will not take things for granted that nana is the point guard, huimin is the 2nd point guard or guard...brenda & yy are the centers and tall forward and thinking that you guys have no roles to play...every single one of us make up the jigsaw puzzle in the RP Basketball (Woman)...believe it or not...it's your choice...if you all still think that you guys dont seems to play a part in the team, then what are moral supports? Substitution? Helpers? Score keepers? Manager? **Jia you~

In my school life, i faced situations whereby people i dont know or dont really like, suddenly become good friends of mine...haiz seriously i feel that at times i should pity her as she doesnt really have good friends but her attitude...haiz simply just turn me off la...pity her bf sia...but all the friends around me seriously have better bf than i do...sigh~ i think i did mention at my previous entry about what their bf's did...haiz how nice...~

Have been facing situations where i asked him go out, he ignored my sms or just tell me that it's his family day...can you tell me how the FARK should i accept this kind of reason man...it's just freaking making people pissed off...yet i screamed and yelled at him i have to apologize? FARKING SHIT MAN...who on earth as a girl will keep begging a guy to go out...to go see her match...to just...haiz i really really very disappointed le...with all his 借口...i really find that in life, i am not respected...not appreciated...not worth to be kept as memories to anyone...HAIZ

At home, i'm the youngest...being the venting machine to my family...when anyone in my family quarrels or argue...i will always be the one get scolded...for no good reason...my mum just quarreled with my dad as my mum just said that the medication is not worth buying...then my dad say just abit expensive (at a very loud tone) then you say not worth buying and stuff...then my mum argued back saying that i not saying it's expensive, i'm just saying that it's not worth buying such an expensive one when you can get cheaper ones outside...but i didnt say dont buy...just trying to find words to talk to you then you so angry for what...haiz i realised my dad super like me sia...whahahaha but i'm the one talking and also the one flare up...hee i'm more like a combi of my dad & mum...no wonder i'm born by their genes...hee

Take home message of the day...
** At times when you are the ones always talking, also does not bring you to anyway thus you will get flare up eventually as the person you are talking to is just a wall to you...
**Do not take things for granted...nothing is life long...not even your life...so dont think that the people you love will always love you like they always do...

你真的爱我吗?

2005-11-05T20:33:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went out with yiwen, jin peng (yiwen's bf) and zann to tiong bahru to have long john silver...yiwen and jin peng very 恩爱 that jin peng actually kiss yiwen in front of me & zann...so...haiz after eating, we went up to arcade...where me & zann played bomberman...haha while yiwen and jin peng stayed for a while and left eventually to Raffles Place to get their stuff ba...
Just as we stepped out of the arcade, Jackson (zann's bf) came...haiz he came just to say hihi to her...then he going back home liao...how nice...while i'm thinking...where's mine? When will i have this kind of scenario where he specially come down just to meet me bring me home? When will i have this lovely scenario...haiz i felt so lonely...so single...sigh

**Anyway got bomberman game? Can you please send me?!!!!**

Today so sian ah...~~~~ lately damn sian also la...*kun*

Today RP & UWC 52 hrs considered accomplised...although need another 6 weeks to fully determine that they had created the guiness world record...congra people~

Did nothing much today...but piano at noon...then at home waiting for the singtel people to come to my house and fixed my house phone wire...something that keep disconnect my house phone...finally get someone to come and fix it...now my mum can freely use the phone le... :)

Just had my dinner not long...watched my last episode of channel 8 show...hee don't like the ending...damn sucky...but...still like my 金世遗 (世遗哥哥)...haha~~~

I'm waiting for dear to ask me out...but...haiz he still didnt do anything...i think he went out havoc himself ba...hai~ whatever ba...let him be then...

你还爱我吗?

2005-11-03T22:26:00.001+08:00

Something weird has happen to my blog which i dont know what happen...perhaps i changed all of the things inside including my blogskin causing everything in my blog lagging and stuff...cant hear music...and things tend to hang at times...pretty disappointed sia...each time fixed e blog till nice nice...bound to have problems occurring...sian~

Did nothing much today...had my pp (professional profiling) semi done...by interviewing a pharmacist which is my sister's primary school friend...hee so nice wor... ^^ then i went to pack lunch at market...met up with kor at his house area to pass him banana...whahaha sound stupid...but is a banana full of gratitude by my sis...LOL
**PP is part of the criteria to graduate apart from FYP & CE points
**CE points are not equivalent to CCA points k...CE points are talk points or some activities held in school which we need to have at least 40 points
***The above three criterias are required in order to graduate~

Then i slept in the afternoon as seriously nothing to do...after which at about 630pm, i went out to pack dinner home with my sis (driving) and my mum (nagging). We went to chinatown hoping to pack "cha siew" and "shao rou" back...but the shop already finished selling liao...so we went to Tiong market instead...and managed to pack back...from there we went home to watch 同心圆II and waited for my sis to practice piano...by 9pm we reached UWC. My sis drove me & my mum there...together we 3 went in to the school and sat down...my mum enjoyed herself sitting at the osim chair...while i run around to say "hihi" to nana (sleeping beauty), yy (standing upstairs with sebas), carl (sleeping moo), kin sing and kim seng, janelle and ben...moi team look like semi-dead le...poor thing...they only just pass 12 hrs...still got 40 hrs to go...sad sia...~ jia you ba people!!!

Now dear having holi...yet yet yet...haiz i...haiz...

Me & you 永遠に愛する。

2005-11-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hello people. I'm once again updating my blog for fun. Haha~ nothing to do sia...so came online to crap awhile...then now offline writing blog before i go kun...tired le...hee had fun today sia...went out with dear, wei xiong, wei xiong's gf (lay ting), yiwen (mosquito), yiwen's bf (jin peng *i think), zann and zann's bf (jackson). We all went cycling at pulau ubin. It's been so long since i last cycled...i think it's on my birthday that i last cycle...and from what i remember, i did not pedal long...just like what happen today too...sigh wad to do...i fell down on a slope ride when i'm at ECP 1 or 2 years back...the fear still in me ba...haiz~ so from single bike ride, dear and i went back to the store and trade for a double bike...dear wasn't happy at all...but who will be man?! Haiz~ I'm so useless man...freak! But i guess all of us had fun riding...although alot of things cropped up...with 2 bikes broke down...me unable to ride...we still managed to have fun and riding our way...hee now all of us should be a part time lobster le ba...lolx "it's a sunny yellow...banana day..." (no link...but i just love the song...blexh)

Just yesterday, i had a match with OFS once again...WOOHOO~ we won!!!! Whahahaha just buay tahan...victory match man...that we scored so much at the first 2 quarters that at the last 2 quarters, we simply sub those newbie players in to play...hee it's fun la...to play with them...although they keep target our legs...my poor ankle tio stepped by people...:'( haiz...dear shake head when i tell him...haha as always la...without fail...sure here ache there ache whenever i go for a match...习惯了 hor dear? HAHA... :P

Lately nothing up for you guys to read la...just keep schooling...sleep if i got time...then nothing much liao lor...haiz UT1 are almost over...left one last UT which is Pharmacotherapy...the most idiotic fac's paper...oops~ but then really idiotic la...haiz teached stuff i simply dont understand...sigh~ gambatte for myself ba...hee back to last week...let me recall...hmm...

25/10 (Tue):
Went for strategy training at SM0103...by right is physical training but due to the rain, we had strategy talk and team goal set for UWC match...

26/10 (Wed):
I had my UT1 for Sports Nutrition...damn sucky can...write on paper leh...wah piang la...i really write rubbish lor...doubt can pass sia... *sad*

27/10 (Thurs):
Match with UWC. Not good la...we lost our first ISIBL match...our target to play with UWC is just to keep the score within less than 10 points...but ended up people were crying at basketball court...haiz but then...does crying helps? Sigh... my team people are giving up in a game???!!! When the match isn't over...when the referee hasn't even blow the whistle...haiz @#$%^&*() why do you guys just like to give up man....just because nana got foul out? Just because there's no one to help you...to assist you...just because is that bloody f***ing referee...??!!! Hai~~~ just disappointed la...
Then went out with F4s to eat...but perhaps only they all are really eating la...cos i didnt eat with them...i had my fishball noodles...while they shared the food something like....煮炒...sigh~ but thanks pingz for fetching us around that day... ^^

28/10 (Fri):
I got woke up at 5am as dad is going abroad for holiday with his friend...to Shanghai, Nanjing, etc etc. 8 days trip...so can't remember his schedule le...my sis and mum volunteered to fetch him to airport so i got woken up to say "bye" to my dad...dotz~~~~

29/10 (Sat):
Had my piano lesson then zuo bo whole day at home...snore snore snore...sleep sleep sleep...lolx

30/10 (Sun):
I had my first driving lesson after stopping for 1 month plus...i drove from my house to ubin and learn the ubin route...hee cool la...then i end class by 11am and went back home to online a while...then set off with mum and sis to Redhill area to visit my relative. Then relative and my mum's friend all went down together at that area to have 点心. After eating, my mum, sis and my mum's friend all went back home again to take medication for my relative and we drove back again to my relative place at redhill. I was supposed to go training by the time all these errands were done, but the time wasnt up yet...still got 1/2 hrs away...so my sis drove me & my mum around...from my school down to botanical garden then down to orchard to tiong bahru and back to school...lolx damn funny...like petrol free sia...whahaha i alighted and had my training then my sis also set off for her activity...then at 8pm, my sis came back to school opposite mobil to fetch me... :D

For my team:
Good job my dear basketballers! I love you guys when i see the smiles on all of your faces...dont let those smiles gone k...hee 3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for RP Basketball (Woman)!

To Dear:
1) ごめんなさい
2) ありがとう
I just want to tell you those two words and the title for this blog post...the meaning is only for me to know...for you to find out... :P

_ Total depress ^ Great disappointment _

2005-10-23T19:50:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since i last tagged...at least 2 weeks ba...sorry to keep my readers waiting...as lately has been down with on off fever plus flu...which make me feel super uncomfortable when i bend down, the feeling of vomiting...seriously sucks!
Anyway...there goes my story...
10/10 (Mon):
A very nice date to start with in a week...
Dear's still having his papers...and i'm still on with my ISIBL matches...
I was late for the coach to go for the G.E.S.S match...so Pingz and Rosie waited for me in school and Pingz drove us down to the school...hee and guess wad? It was a tyco luck game that we actually won...why do i say so? Hmm...cos we lost at the very first 2 quarters with a score of 4:9...we werent turn on like what Wendy says...i didnt really get to play for this match as i really was very nervous due to the losing score...thus it was a top 5 players match throughout. They fought and fought...which eventually lead to a victory score of 21:19. Congra my team...u guys are great! With the leaders, Nana and Grandma Huimin, they organized and get the balls rolling at court even though the referees were COCK COCK one...so many fouls yet none were blown...assholes! But wadever we do, they blew like mad...more asshole! Forget it la...that's the retribution...muahahaha
After the G.E.S.S match, we did not take the coach back...but Pingz drove the Fs out for dinner at Bukit Panjang Shopping Centre. Cool right...hee then my dear Pingz drove us back by alighting Fangz at Choa Chu Kang...and sending us all the way to Simei...lolx damn far sia...but it was a nice trip... ^^

11/10 (Tue):
This is the only continuous matches that we are scheduled...
Today is another ISIBL match with A.I.S (Australia International School), located at Braddel...near Serangoon...hee it was a easy game like Wendy and the rest said...but all we did was just slack playing as our winning score eventually was just 30:11~ it wasnt a big win as compared to UWC, they won more than 50 points...i did play for about 2 quarters for this match as our top 5 players, one of them...Ms Prata - Shi yun...injured her ankle...thus i took over her and played...but i myself was seriously down with fever already...hai as always...me & my clumsy-ness...i created 2 fouls...haha pro right...dun need u to say la...muahahaha
After the match, as we promised, we had our dinner together at Serangoon area...at S11 i think...we had our meal till 830...and we parted from there...those at the west side, took cab together and went off...while those who stayed at East and South, took NEL back...i took NEL with Nana, Wendy, Er lin...but they alighted at Dhoby Ghaut...i'm left alone to alight at Harbourfront. Luckily, daddy is at home...so he came down with mummy to fetch me...hee but i'm already down with fever liao... :'(

12/10 (Wed):
Suppose to attend the 3on3 in school...but i was sick...i missed out the fun there...and also the dispute there...haiz saw the picture they took after the match...like so nice...but i wasnt even there to play...ended up my team became erushi & pingz...totally just extremely sad... *hurts*

13/10 - 16/10:
I cant really remember what happen le...lalalalala~~~

17/10 (Mon):
Had a match with OFS...our victory match man...serious lor...we finally beat them! Woohoo~ Rachel and her friend came to see the match...but i wasnt playing anyway...i did not play as i was sick...but wendy forced me to change into the attire just to warm up with them...argh so mafan...idiot! Then she just want me to sit there and did not get to play sia...irritating asshole! Hmph... Abit disappointed down there as i felt like an idiot...yet...haiz nobody can understand...nana might be depressed about her score and how well she assist but no one appreciate...then me? I'm like even more worst ya...nobody can understand...sigh anyway...in the end, i went off with Rachel and her friend...but i misplaced my jeans there...haiz

18/10 (Tue):
Attended sports nutrition and ended class super duper early...haha so good...i love it man...hee cos that day's lesson was like nothing lor...boring sia...so ended early...before 3pm end liao...lolx so i just went back home and did not attend the talk that wendy wanted us to...

19/10 (Wed):
It's my offday finally...!!! Suppose to meet dear one...but raining like mad the whole day...so stayed at home and zzz...oink oink me...lolx

20/10 (Thurs):
Didnt go for training as i was down again...i think i'm just afraid to turn up for training at the basketball court as i feel that wendy sure make me do things which i dont like...i mean since i dont wan to do physical activities, why asked me to go run around and stuff...haiz very sian la...
I didnt go training but neither did i go home and rest...i went out to have my dinner with dear at harbourfront...haiz but very sian...just eat dinner then nothing liao...zzz

21/10 (Fri):
Had legislation class and spent my time in school till 7pm doing my FYP report...CHIONG AH~~~~ finally submitted my 1st / 2nd draft to Dr Tan...hope not much bad comments back... *scare*

22/10 (Sat):
I went for my piano lesson at 1pm, had my own lunch at bukit merah. After lesson, met up with mum to buy things at bm then went off to henderson area to see doctor again. Dont really like the doc la...abit sarcastic...haiz but he's well-known for his skill...so just bear with him then...
By the time i'm home, it's near 5pm and i met up with dear near 6pm. We left from his house and took bus 145 to Parco Bugis Junction. We went straight up to the 2nd storey to have our dinner at Pastamania. Both of us ordered baked rice, and as usual, i had 1/2 of it only. Then we sat there for almost an hour to discuss what to do after that. We called up the gang and planned for the activity...then we left Bugis to go to home and get car...head down to KS to play bowling with jm, rs & jy. We reached there near 10pm, and bowled till nearly 1130pm then we parted. But before we parted, i was already in my angry mood...pissed off with the gang & dear! Kor came down too for about 1/2 hr...then he drove jy, jm & rs back...while i took dear's car...in the car we both quarrel...haiz
I now dispatched from my gang le...friendless me...but i would rather be friendless than keep tolerating and doing all the sai gang & not getting appreciated! ARGH~
Thanks kor & lao ba upon spending your night talking to me till 3am...but i really cant take it le la...nobody appreciate...then even dear also like that...haiz wad can i do man...i'm just a failure in everything~

23/10 (Sun):
I stayed the whole day at home & did nothing but sleep sleep sleep...woke up and study abit...then now blogging...
I now in a situation where i feel that true friends and best pals never exist before in my life...i simply thinks that i'm a lonesome...haiz i might have this gang...who doesnt really cares about me...just sad...then in school...who do i really have to talk to? To rely to? To confine to? I just felt like a fool all along...thinking that i have alot of friends...but...

A good start for all // Love is something miracle yet unbelievable

2005-10-09T21:07:00.000+08:00

06/10 (thurs):
Our first match with G.E.S.S as what I have stated on my previous post, we had our first ISIBL match at their school. We WON! Haha... although there are only 7 players playing in the match, but the rest are very supportive especially to seniors and manager (Pingz) that came down personally to give their support to the team. Our score was 24:30 winning them by 6 points. It’s a very good start for us and also a very good match as we do well for our defense.

I’m very happy that I managed to get to play for 2 to 3 quarters of the game. I did not play well as I missed a lot of shots and that causes the team to miss out those few scores. Sorry team! Anyway nana did a fantastic shot which was taken way beyond the 3 point line. It was a very amazing shot~ I also managed to score 2 points...but it's a traveling shot yet considered in..."What an embarrassing shot..."

07/10 (fri):
I ended my first legislation (law) class that day and after school, I went out with wei xiong, yihang and pei wen for a meal at Tiong Bahru plaza for long john silver. It was just a small and short gathering...soon all of us departed and went back home...

08/10 (sat):
Early morning at 830am, I had basketball training in school. Promise F4s to go to school with our arranged outfit then also going out to Tiong Bahru Plaza later to buy first aid kit for the team. The weather wasn't that good because it’s drizzling and raining...having a very unpredictable weather. Wendy came to teach us new technique, we called it as "watermelon", it’s more for opponent if they are using zone defense on us. From the training, I realized I need to learn my bounce pass better as I don’t want to make anymore mis-pass.

After training, F4s and Anna went to Tiong Bahru Plaza food court to have our lunch together. Then I went off for my piano lesson after eating with them for 20 minutes. I came back around 215pm to meet them again at Tiong. They just came down from the food court wor...lolx guess they are big gossipers sia...whahahaha after which we walked around Tiong and bought the first aid kit from guardian and unity, then also bought pump from world of sports and bought first aid kit box from DIY shop. After which, we went to KFC and sat down to place our first aid kit box. Rose and I bought drinks and sat down together have a “senior” talk. Lolx. We talked about a lot of people in the team and our respective views about them.

We talked till 5pm and we parted from KFC. Rose and I took cab back home together while nana and pingz took train, and anna had her dad fetching her home. I alighted at telok blanagah cc to meet dear, jian ming, tommy, wen yang, daphne, rui song and jia yang at the pool table. They played very long at the basketball court le, so they hibernating at the pool area. I went up and rest there until 630pm, all of us parted and went back home while I go dear’s house to wait for him bathe and get changed before everyone of us meet back again at harbourfront for our dinner. At dear’s house, we had chicken rice for dinner as his family already prepared food for him. The gang met up again at 8pm outside pastamania but most of them objected the idea, so my poor dear can’t get to eat his baked rice. After long discussion, we went to food court for our dinner. Dear had his 版面 while I had my 鱼片米粉. We were already quite full yet we all still went to McDonald to have ice cream. Super funny la...we are like 大谓王...keep eating and eating yet still not full. We teased around at Mac until 1030pm, we went to cheers to buy jolly sandy before heading to dear’s house once again. Dear went back home to get his dad’s car not to drive me home, but to drive me, jia yang, rui song and Sharon to go out for a spin. We went to Telok Blangah Hill Park to look at hot spots but failed to see anything...so we set off to West Coast Mac for another round of supper. We went to Mac Café for coffee but it doesn’t seems to keep us awake, instead after the drink, we quickly went back home to rest. The time we parted from West Coast was already 1am in the morning. I got up dear’s car and saw my the number of missed calls from my dad and my sister, then I know, I’m dead. Sigh...dear alighted jia yang first, followed by rui song, me then Sharon. He waited for me at my house downstairs until he saw me got up to my house level, then he drove off. Thanks dear. I am now a fortunate girl which have a good dear that cares about me alot. *muacks*

I got home of course, in deep shit...as both my parents woke up and saw me coming back home at that hour. Hai... luckily mum wasn’t that angry I think because at least got dear to send me home...but my dad was still in his thunder, lightning climate. Hai~

09/10 (sun):
Today I stayed at home the whole day. I did nothing much but sleep, wake up eat and sleep back again then woke up again helping mum to fold the whole pile of clothes in my kitchen while watching 真情 at the same time. Lucky I did not go out as it’s the last episode which I missed last time. Hee...so happy...managed to watch the ending after so long… :)

Tomorrow is the second match for ISIBL and we are once again playing with the G.E.S.S...they might be coming up with new defensive moves or attacking moves, but we are also prepared to fight with them with our more forceful defense and more bounce passes attacks! ^^ wished me luck my friends...

The sad side of me

2005-10-05T21:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went for training I wasn’t happy at all. I seriously don’t like to be treated like a bai kar although I’m one…but I want to be like the mingz I always am at court…hopped around and bring joy to the team…but I just no longer can I guess. The team doesn’t need me…as no matter how hard I tried to be like in the team, I am still regarded as the devil to be out there to kill them as Wendy wants me to “hit” them with balls if they looked backwards, defense them like mad, made them lost their passes and restart the counts, as well as make them do suicides when they didn’t get their shots in. I doubt anyone knows how miserable it is to be standing outside of the court, seeing the teams running like mad. I’m just a useless freak. It hurts more to hit people and see them suffer than myself suffering at court k! I just don’t like to be at training when I can’t train. Rose might think that it’s great to stand there rather than training, why not you come and try sitting there and see?! Nana and the team might think that I can’t try and really happy to see you guys suffer, you think I really want?! Seriously, I feel like quitting the team since I can’t get my shots in, can run as fast as I used to…I’m worst than what I am in the past.

Sigh… I am such a useless senior of all… see the number of seniors available…
1) Annabelle – under physiotherapy, now had overcome her fears so she can just play like what she used to be…the point guard or a tall forward…
2) Rose – always thinking that she’s the most incapable person in the team, yet everyone regarded her as the top 5 person in the team…
3) Lifang – now seems to drop in terms of her stamina and shooting, but still highly regarded as the captain (a.k.a the mummy of the team)…dares to steal and make a lot of aggressive moves…
4) Erushi – the age might be the oldest in the team, but has the guts to lay up and able to steal shots in the team…
5) Wan chin – the blur queen in the team but has the nicest posture in shooting and has the mass upon banging opponents down…

Then what about me? The spare tire at court? My friends outside might think I am a school team player, someone that really know how to play basketball as I am in the team, but so what? In the team of the worst? I would rather don’t be in the team and just play my causal basketball…hai I’m so upset and hurt…but nobody can seriously understand how I feel… I want to find people to talk to…but who can I talk to? Dear now busy with his exams…certain people I don’t wish to bother…I think you should know who you are…then wanna find time to talk to F4s…but just no chance to…sigh…

Tomorrow is the day to play our first ISIBL (International School Invitational Basketball League) game. This is an invitation game against those angmo schools in Singapore. Tomorrow’s game will be playing against GESS which is not Gan Eng Seng Sec…haha but German European School Singapore. We are also allocated to play with United World College (UWC), Australian International School (AISS) and Overseas Family School (OFS). We are playing a total of 8 games with each school playing 2 rounds in total.

I can see from the ISIBL website (http://www.freewebs.com/isibl/Index.htm), UWC is presently in the lead with 4 games played and won all 4 games, accumulating the 12 points in total. The score is followed by OFS having 4 points as they played only 2 games with 1 win 1 lose. GESS has 3 points, having played 3 games and losing all 3 games. Last in the list was AISS with 1 point only as they only had 1 game and lost that game.

Reading the comments, GESS lost the first game with OFS with a close fight of 29:28. Followed by another game with UWC and they lost badly with a point of 50:14 and with a second round score of 53: 13. I think GESS standard is about the same as us last time based on the respective scores but our team now longer the same le…WE CAN BEAT THEM MAN! ARGH!!!!

Oh btw…to direct you guys to see the link as well as to know our results, you click on either ladder à senior girls to see the overall positions of the whole event or results à senior girls to see the report on how they commend on the game. :)

Wish my team luck k…I also don’t want to lose though I can’t contribute much…

A wOnDeRfuL sTaRt ^ fOreVeR lOvE

2005-10-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of school after 1 month of break sia…so not cool la…first lesson kana Kevin yap liao…the monster of the RP SAS facs…haha but today not bad la…just no breaks again lor…managed to get a branch break at 1030am then all the way from 1130 to 430 was his class…siao bo…hai but all the way he’s talking about his experience in IMH working as a pharmacist as well as in Tan Tock Seng Hospital. He also kept telling us about his life in NUS just that he forgotten to show us his NUS results when he got his first class honours bachelor certification. Cool hor…a young guy like him got lots of working experience as well as a certification of bachelor la….yaya la…lolx he’s now on his PHD and won’t be teaching us sometime in the middle of the semester as he’s having exams…wonder who’s gonna take over man…sigh

Had training today from 5pm all the way till nearly 8pm…wah seh…siao right…haha but I didn’t train at all due to my leg injury…but I’m still there to support my team…to “lecture” my team too… sebas they all just like to suan me…cos I standing by the baseline doing nothing but shouting at the team…wad can I do man…try wearing jeans and is a lame…cannot do anything but to shout at them…see whether you will look like a coach a not lor…idiot fatty bomb bomb!!!! !@#$%^&*()
We had a lot of trainings on a new formation training where we called it "netball" as well as physical trainings….they had a 10 mins full game of 2 quarters…plus they had lots of 3 on 2 and 3 on 3 games before the actual 5 on 5 game…where the guys team came down to the court wanting to get back to the basketball court from the phoenix park…where I let them say I’m like a coach…idiot! Anyway…just before the whole training ended, we had our usual penalty shots to determine whether how many suicides we have to do…2 tries whereby at least 1 shot has to get in if not it will be considered 1 suicide…thus the more people…the higher the possibility of getting more suicides…but luckily, we managed to get only 1 suicide in the end…but it’s a long one where we run the netball court…which is unusually longer than basketball court… I went in for the suicide with them… 有福同享，有难同党. I cannot be leaving you guys in a leash where I stood by the baseline and let you guys run like mad…I run with them and the last one to run back was shi yun or er lin which caused us to owe wendy 19 men’s push up. Goodness… all of us nearly died in the whole thing especially rose…hai but great perseverance rose!
After the training, nana, rose and I sat down at the toilet room and chit chatted for 1 hour before we headed to mobil to have a cup of Maggie noodles. It has been so long since we last had a bowl of cup noodle together. Although it’s not a fabulous meal, but it’s the meaning and the memories that we had upon sitting at the bus stop eating our cup noodles…

After eating, dear drove down to fetch me…so nice hor…hee dun jealous people…I think he just happen to be at home and doing nothing…by right supposed to be studying…but I think studying tend to be boring after some time…so he came to fetch me ba…hee thank u dear…very happy that u came down to fetch me…make u turn here and there just to fetch me home… muacks muacks!

Today is a very wonderful day as well as a good start for a new semester...and I love my dear more and more… although some things happen in between recently…but dear and I will always be forever love just like what my song title is…

Laptop back... The start of new sem a.k.a last sem

2005-10-02T11:50:00.000+08:00

Now the weather damn shiok ah…raining plus like thunderstorm…cooling yet cold…hee but nice la… :)

What have I been doing for the past few days…hmm…cant really rem much le la…cos rather busy…

Just some basic recap of what I have been doing…

Having trainings on mon, wed and thurs…from 830 all the way to 12 plus 1…shiok sia…I’m black already…whahahaha but turning back to my original color le…so I’m damn happy…hee had been having lunchie with nana and rose for the past three trainings…I think nana just missed having meals with me…whahahha *shy* all the trainings were tough like mad…and having a lot of physical as well as formation training as ISIBL first match will be on thurs…

Sad thing to say…coach is officially not my coach le…now wendy is my bball team temporary coach till ISIBL is near to end then they will be getting a new coach for IVP…I miss coach a lot…but other than that…I miss the leisure we have for training…now training we are always looking at time…hoping that it’s ending soon…but last time we are always saying…how come so fast ending liao…sigh things will never be the same anymore... although coach always nag at me…nag the way I made passes…nag the way I always do things…but I still misses him… :(

Just fri, kor and I went to toshiba to get my laptop back…by right should be dear acc la…but dear in sch…sian anyway this is the 2nd time I went there to fix the same problem…but not the 2nd trip… the problem has yet been seen by the Toshiba people thus my com can never get fixed…sian~ thinking whether I want to remove some of the programs in my laptop like the Mac pc style as well as my special taskbar…maybe it might lag my lappy…hmm… after going to Toshiba, we went to meet rs at bugis to have our lunch (katong laksa). Though I am having serious ulcer pain, yet I still go eat…whahahaha trying to kill myself I guess…

Then we went back around 430 to go home meet my mum and sis to go for physiotherapy. By right rs and kor supposed to tag along…but my sis just refused to drive if so many people in the car so I just asked them to go home. It was my first physiotherapy and it hurts badly sia…but still alright la…managed to get my leg abit heal…now still swollen though cos the muscle clot still exists…need at least another 2 more sessions then can get it cure but I doubt I have the time as fang wants me to still attend the trainings even though I cannot play…hai…

Early morning at 615, I left my house with mum and sis to send sis off to airport…then we went to NTUC to fetch kor…as my sis drove the car to airport and need someone to drive back…so have to ask kor cos dear not around mah…he need to work…poor fellow… so kor drove us back and we parked by the cc area and walked to market for breakfast together. Then home I went to practice my piano. At 330pm, dear, kor, my mum and I went out to great world together to have crystal jade kitchen. My mum says it is children’s day treat…lolx

Today rot at home the whole day I guess…as dear having exams in a few days time le…cannot play play le…important papers need a lot of studying…so I guai guai at home rot and sleep since the weather so nice…hee then I need to get ready for my class tomorrow le…tmr is the start of a new sch term…one last sem…

Tmr is Kevin yap’s class…same class as wei xiong and zann…as well as yiwen…hai dun really like yiwen la…but…nvm…cannot have this impression…if not super sian ah…whahahah dun kana same group can le…if not I can eat shit and die…lolx

Love is a very miracle thing. It could happen suddenly, yet could also be gone in a sudden, if u doesn’t cherish it. Cherish is the word that a couple should be with if you want to be in a long run. I have no idea how long my relationship can last, but I know if I don’t cherish, don’t do what I can to make my relationship last, there’s nothing I can do le. I’m just like a useless freak.

The super duper zuo-bo ride & the unbelievable 神话

2005-09-25T02:11:00.000+08:00

Reached home about 120am...

Today went out for piano at 115pm and i purposely late for class cos i rather sian with class le...hai but my mum just simply refused to let me off...sianz so i take my own sweet time and left home...when i was on my way there, kor sms me asking me whether later want to meet him to take free ride home...he and his mama were at tiong bahru plaza having lunchie together and will be spending time till 150pm there...so i told him later then see whether i end, you all still there a not lor...

I managed to get my free ride home...but in the end, i did not go home...lolx kor sent his mum back home and we went to chinatown and had chicken rice for my lunch and kor's second meal...haha~ then we drove off to rot about... We drove to telok blangah hill park and look at some dating spots up there...then we drove off...headed down to GESS and RP direction...and ended up at botanical garden...HAHA stupid right...how come drive to botanical garden at a super hot day man?! We took a stroll at botanical garden, then drove off again...to...SAJC area... We initially wanna go chill out but the place he wanted to go, not open yet...thus we rot again... We drove to labrador park...lolx another PARK?! Whahahaha~ this time even more zuo bo...drove in and stopped at the carpark...talk cock awhile..and drove away... *stupid* still got 1 more hour before he go fetch his mum & dad for dinner...so we went to bukit merah and had toast bread, teh ice & 泡泡茶...after the drive, it's just right for him to go fetch them...and i was finally sent home...hee

Reaching home for less than 1 hour, i went out again and sat in my dad's car to fetch my mum who returned from Malacca for her 2 day 1 night trip....damn lame...so short...haha but my mum had fun eating i guess...hee had a short chat with my parents in the car and i reached home, immediately sat by the tv and watched the last episode of 红衣手记. I just love the couples in the show, they are so funny and so lovely la...

The show ended in 1 hour and i rushed off to prepare to go out again for my movie show with kor, sharon, rui song, jia yang, xiao xiang and dear. We were catching "The Myth (神话)" at tiong bahru plaza at 930pm. Initially the time was at 850pm, but sharon wasnt able to make it, so i changed to 930pm show. I met up with rui song and reached tiong bahru plaza before 9pm. Kor, jia yang and xiao xiang were there already so we walked around and soon dear and sharon came. We went to buy cheesy combo and 4 more additional cheesy hotdog...hee then went in and sat down comfortably waiting for the show to start... :P the show isnt that bad but doesnt seems like Jackie would act this kind of show...hmm...but it's really a 神话...nobody will believe that this would happen lor...so...haha believe it or not...someday everyone will be flying and be immortals...whahahaha~~~

We took bus 195 to change to bus 124 as it's nearly midnight...afraid that there isnt any bus left...lolx rui song and xiao xiang went back home after the movie while the remaining of us went to 7-eleven and got ourselves some drinks and went to kor's condo's downstair and had a short chit chat together. The weather started to change and you could hear thunder and see lightning...scary man...so kor went up and took 4 umbrellas and all sent me and sharon home...then the three guys walked back home... -thanks alot jia yang, kor and dear-

My new show new target would be "Wait till you're older (童梦奇缘)" by Andy Lau. This show is about...
Twelve-year-old Kong (staring by Andy Lau) is an unhappy child, ever since his mother’s suicide three years ago, which he blames on his father and stepmother for.
He yearns for freedom as much as he yearns for love and he believes that he can finally find peace and happiness, should be able to outgrow his treacherous father.
One unspectacular evening Kong decides to run away from home after another customary tiff with his stepmother. He chances upon an eerie old man, who claims he has a potion that can speed up the life process. As much as he would like to believe it, this is all baloney to him. So when he accidentally taints his blood with the potion, he hardly expects his fate is about to change forever...
Here are some of the shots from the net...

__Wallpaper__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

__Kong's dad & his principal i guess__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

__Kong with his bag in school__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

__Kong @ his teenage years__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

__Kong & his step mum__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

That's the end of my journey today...tired le...yawnz time now is 2:54am le...haha tata~

_Life is never fair to us_ ++Happy Anniversary, Dear++ ___

2005-09-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

I would like to say a big thank you to all my basketballers babies even though i didnt not turn up for training like weeks, yet all of you still treat me as a team. You guys are great man! But sad to say that everything that comes upon my life will eventually come to an end. My fyp faced problems, my basketball faced problems...hai...i dont know how much more problems can occur in my life. Luckily, dear and i solved our problems and make things better for both of us. *Thanks dear*
Just two days ago, my fyp faced the problem of not having enough materials for our experiments thus we went down to NTU for nothing. Did nothing for the whole morning till 12pm and we simply just went off. We seeked help from our supervisors from RP, and the response we got from her was that we were rude to her and our attitude werent good. She also added that we should be STREET SMART and not always relying on others for help. I also dont know what to do man...having this kind of sacasticism from my favourite fyp supervisor. Sigh...
It's like just 一波未平，一波又起... My basketball team is changing a new coach and the coach is none other than our present advisor, Wendy Chia. Although she has the same surname as me, doesnt mean she has similar characteristics as the Chia family k! *sway* anyway...she's abit like will 公报私仇 so if you 得罪了她, she will make sure your life will be miserable at the basketball team. Hai~ How can somebody with no coaching license to be a coach man?! *idiot* then how can somebody with just less than a year being an advisor, bossing over the baskeball team?!

Anyway, regardless how tired and restless i am today, i still went meet up with dear at his house after he ended school. He reached his house few seconds earlier than me. We decided very long for our plans, ended up we cancelled our initial plan to watch "The Myth" as i'm not really very interested to watch that show, and went out with his family and grandma to eat Swensens at Holland Village.
"Dear Happy 25th Month Anniversary. Woohoo~ so long le wor...hee but i still find that 2 years 1 month aren't as long as others...still gonna work out more ya... *muacks* now you poor fellow sick le...although i'm also feeling unwell due to playing in the rain (oops...i didnt tell you that...now abit feverish and due to the scotching sun, i kana sun burn...), but i don't wish to make you more worried about me and affect your health now...you are already a sick cat le...hope you rest well and don't think too much k. ^^ thanks for driving me home even though i wanted to sneak off from your house without you noticing...cos i seriously dont wish to trouble you so much... -Love you lots-"

Life is never fair for us, so dont think that somebody is nice to you, will always be nice to you. But if ever someone really treats you badly suddenly, forgive and forget the person, it will make life easier to pass each day. 你不开心，也是要过一天。你开心，也是要过一天。那倒不如，开开心心得过一天？!

Mid-autumn festival 05

2005-09-18T23:40:00.000+08:00

In another 20 mins, the mid autumn festival is over for this year. I can still remember last year i spent my night at dear's house downstair burning candle and playing "pepsi cola 1, 2, 3". This year, similar things happen but just that i went up to his grandma's house first to pray then all the kids went down to play candle once again. After burning all the candles, all of them went back home but only left raphael, me and dear's mum, who went down to burn the incense paper.
After burning all the papers, dear initially plan to send his two cousins back, but ended up, his parents sent them back cos he had to stay put to keep me company. We sat at the living room teaching his brother and had some chats. At around 1030+, his parents returned with piece KFC chicken...yum yum~ but burp too~ i'm so full with lots of food yet still have to eat KFC...haha
By the time i finished eating, it was 11pm already. His parents both allowed dear to drive me home alone without them following him. Before he sent me off, his mum gave me some of the 发糕 she made and it's alot for my family. I think his mum slogged like mad for this 2 weeks as his maid went back to her country le. So his mum have to take over the maid's work. I think this few days if i got the time, i will go over his house to help ba. Although i also have FYP, but still can fork out some time i guess. =)
Anyway it was fun to sit on the car that dear drive. He kept teasing me say "got buy insurance a not? got buy insurance a not?" Haha~ funny fellow... i trust ur driving my dear...dun look down upon urself k! ^^ i love u...muacks!

--Happy mid-autumn forks!--

Bangkok trip (12th - 15th) was fun! I'm loving it~

2005-09-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK!!!! Haha...i guess a lot of people missed me badly wor...lolx see...i'm so important right...now you guys know...haha :P can say that this trip was so much more fun than we were in Kuala Lumpur last year. This year having this bunch of kids were so much fun and so much laughter though some of us might have generation gap with them, yet we all still click along with one another well enough that none of us requested for a room change even though we were saying that after the first night of junior and senior room, we planning to change back to seniors and seniors, juniors and juniors room.

12th Sept (Mon):
We were supposed to reach Changi Airport by 630am, but i left house at around 615am as my daddy knew that my flight was at 855am, so he took his own sweet time to drive me to the airport. SMART GUY MAN! Hee~ i was almost the last one to arrive at the airport. Haha~~ but i was just in time for the distribution of new jerseys and new polo tee. I introduced my parents to the team and also my teachers that will be going with us, which are Ben (basketball team male advisor), Wendy (basketball team female advisor), Janelle and Dr Loke (representative of the school teachers and also the in-charge of netball and overall).

Our flight was VF 302, a Valuair Fight. Initally i thought valuair was ticket-less flight and no seat allocation flight, but eventually i was wrong. We were told to check-in on counter no. 13 and entered into belt 48. We took pictures while waiting for the check-in of our laggages. All the pictures have not been distributed throughout the team thus i only have a few from my captain, LiFang.

__Yingyi, Erushi, Fangz, Nana & Mingz__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

When it was my turn to check-in, my laggage might be seems smaller than Rose's one, yet mine weigh heavier than hers. LOLX. My laggage bag weigh 8.3kg and my seat was allocated to 24A, which is a window seat. Hee~

Then we rushed into the belt no. 48 to get into the airplane. While on our way into the belt, our girl team were the first to enter, thus we slowed down and took pictures inside the airport once again.

__Team Photo @ Singapore Changi Airport [Blur]__
With luv *my darling boey always....*
Let me introduce my team members:
[Left to right] Front row (all the year 1s): Huimin (point guard, guard), sherylyn (center, tall forward), charmaine (short forward), ying yi (center) big brenda (tall forward)
[Left to right] Second row (mixture of year 2s & 3s): Lifang - captain (guard, short forward, tall forward), Erushi (tall forward), small brenda(short forward), Hazel (point guard / guard), Me (short forward), Wan Chin (tall forward, center), Rose (center), Nana - vice captain (point guard, guard)

We proceeded into the belt no and while waiting outside the belt, we saw a angmo reading a porn magazine. All of us were laughing at our captain who sit beside him, in case he gets too high and...haha~~~ we boarded up the plane and walked along the connecting part of the plane. We had no idea that there should not be any camera taking while walking into the plane, but fang, rose, nana and i took a picture together and got "chased" by the lady at the gate. LOL.

I sat at the window seat, while fang sat beside me and sherylyn sat beside her. Hee~

__Fangz & Mingz @ the Valuair Plane__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

Sitting behind me was Bao Sen, who always slept with his mouth opened. Damn funny. LOL. As usual, he slept with his mouth open and as usual, all of us made fun of him by taking pictures of him sleeping. Nana was among all the girls, the only one that sat with the guys team. Worst thing is, she was allocated to sit with ben and a guy who can slam dunk, Yong Jun. Funny thing was that, ben and kin seng they all keep teasing nana and yong jun, by singing a lot of love songs to irritate them. Haha~ everyone had a lot of stupid fun, laughing and giggling their way through in the plane.

The whole entire plane journey was 2 hours and 5 mins to reach bangkok. Bangkok was in a one hour earlier time (GMT +07:00), while Singapore was 1 hour faster than Thailand (GMT +08:00). So we reached at about (GMT +07:00) 10am. As basketball team was the fastest again, we went to help all the team members to collect their laggages. Anyway, one of the guys in the guy team lost his laggage and, the guys were busy helping him to find his laggage. But, it wasn't found and all we could do was to wait till they called our hotel. While waiting for the guys, we took pictures again. HAHA~

__Team Photo & Wendy @ Singapore Changi Airport__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

__Team Photo_Wendy_@ Singapore Changi Airport__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

We set off and boarded this comfortable double decker bus to head to our hotel, First Hotel. Basketball girls sat infront of the bus and, I sat with Rose while Nana sat beside us with Lifang. In the coach, the Thailand tour guide, Yong, taught us some Thai words that would be useful when we go shopping.
Yong - Tall, big guy
Sawatdee Kaa - Hello for female
Sawatdee Khrab - Hello for male
khorb koon - Thank you
Thao rai - How much
Mai ow - Dont want
Lot noi - Cheap cheap
Yong not just teached us thai, but also reminded us that we were not supposed to drink tap water but only bottles of water or cold drinks. He even told us that what colour cabs are more polite and better service. Haha~

The journey from the airport to our hotel is about 20 mins i guess...it was considered a short journey already. Hee~ when we arrived, we met the netball coach at the hotel, who was waiting for our arrival (dont mistaken...he's not a thai...haha). All of us waited at the lobby for the check-in and room allocation. I was allocated to the 16th floor with erushi and charmaine (room mates) - Room no. 1605 and Nana and Small Brenda (my neighbours in the same floor) - Room no. 1609, while the rest were allocated to the 19th floor.

__The area around my hotel__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

We had about 1 hour of rest and we were told to meet back at the lobby at about (GMT 07:00) 230pm. We set off when everyone arrived at the lobby to take Thailand's Skytrain from Ratchathewi to National Stadium stop, which cost us 20 baht and went to Mah Boon Krong (MBK) for lunch.

__MBK__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

__Map of the Skytrain__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

We walked around and settled at one of the store and had a plate of chicken rice (something like roasted chicken). Then, we walked to National Stadium and we went up to the basketball court where we were supposed to have our training, but instead of training, we sat down and watched the Thai Boxing which was held right now at the hall. It was cool to get to sit down and watched the game and Thai people are truly very sincere to God as before they could start the Thai Boxing, they would go around the four corners to pray first.hing. It was really an eye-opening thing to watch them fight.

While watching, there was this Thai guy who dressed like Batman, came to us and shouted, Thailand, Singapore, Thailand, Singapore, and made us clapped with his shouting and, he looked damn bloody retarded. He was like rocking his body forward shouting the country name and backward to clap. He really leave a damn deep impression in us~

We thought that since we had no court, we could just skipped the training time and let us off for our free and easy time, but Wendy did not let us off. She took our shopping time and gave us harsh physical training. We did many passes and thunders together. It was damn tiring. When the whole tough physical training ends, she made us do "suicide" but actually it was just spirinting, but we had to win her in the run or we will be ended up doing 15 push ups. It's obvious that none of us can beat her as she's a national rugby captain. Their trainings were so much tougher than us as we managed to experience one of their basic training and our team was already dead. By the time we finished our trainings, we were left with only 40 minutes to shop at MBK and we overshot the time. It was once again, the 1st scolding we got from Ben for being late as the whole team was waiting for us and also the 2nd scolding that we had got from Ben too, including KL trip. Then, we took train back to Hotel and, changed to get ready for dinner.

The dinner was buffet at the hotel. It was very spicy! Luckily, i was smart enough not to put in curry and stuff unlike nana and lifang, who were on fire. HAHA~ After dinner, we went out for a walk but all the shops were closed by then. Quite sad~

Once again, we took a skytrain down to the Night Market at Silom Street. When we alighted, we thought we only have those expensive shops but after more wandering around, we found a sports shop that sell Nike and adidas stuff for S$10. Big Brenda and Wendy went down further and saw the Night Market which we were told by the Coach of the netball team. I bought shirts and nothing else.

We went back to the hotel at around (GMT +07:00) 12am+. We thought we could sleep, but, we had team debrief of the day. We were told to put our stuffs but instead, we went to Lifang's room directly. We sat in a circle and, we go around stating the positive things for each and everyone, as we don't intend to spoil the moods of everyone in the trip. I was told that i'm like a bridge to everyone in the team and i had a very good temper at court, as no matter how bad my team performed or how much yelling i got from coach, i will still be in a smiley mood. I guess the reason why i am still so peaceful at court, probably because i'm not a good player like nana or michelle who will be pissed off when they players don't cooperate well or play well. - Time now was (GMT +07:00) 2am - It was time for bed finally~

13th Sept (Tue):
We had our breakfast buffet in the hotel anytime from (GMT +07:00) 7am to 745am in the morning. My room mates all of us barely could wake up till Rose and Sherylyn came to our room and wake us up. I had fried rice, ham, hotdog and coco crunch for breakfast. We set off from the hotel at (GMT +07:00) 745am for our City tour. We paid 160 baht for the whole of City tour. We went to the Erawan Shine temple to pray first. According to Yong, this temple is good! ^^

__Erawan Shrine (temple)__
With luv *my darling boey always....*
(this picture was taken from the internet, as i have not received the team photo taken at this venue)

From the temple, we set off to sit the boat to the temples near the river bay. At those places, I bought chopsticks back for my friends and horoscope animals for my family & dear. I managed to get a couple tiger back. Hee~ we sat on the boat and fed fish at the river. The fishes were damn big and they ate bread for their meals. We found a very unique fish breed which was white in color. A lot of them said that the unique fish was a bit "pa jiao" as it was slow upon seeing the food being thrown to it.

Then we headed back to the hotel. As we only had 15 minutes to get our training gear. We had amazing race between 16th floor and 19th floors. We reached the lift first but the bloody lift was so damn idiotic as the lift went up to the higher level first even though we pressed the lift first. Thus we lost. But poor Nana had a freaking out experience alone in the lift as the lift stopped at the levels where it's carpark level of the hotel. Then, we had a long journey for about 1 1/2 hours to reach one of the universities that we are playing against.

The sky was dark when we arrived and it seems like it was about to rain. Upon arrival after a long time, we saw the University hidden deep inside the mountainous area. In fact, the air was very fresh, but the outlook of the place was truly AWESOME. The flooring was dusty which make it rather hard for us to run (relatively slippery). Then we headed to the toilet. The toilet doors weren't working firstly, then we had to do manuel flushing secondly, and thirdly, the damn tap wasn't working and lastly, we saw a super duper big earthworm in the toilet. BELIEVE IT A NOT?! They can still study in this school?! Faint~

Forget about all the disgusting stuff, we had our game first instead of the guys while the netballers had their training at another court. We started with the lining up according to their numbers and exchanged gifts with them. We gave them our Team RP band and they gave us their polo tee! The size was super big though...i think they treated us as giant huh...hee anyway the game started with a bad start. Rose had 4 fouls in 2 minutes. OH MY GOD! The referee was very strict and, she blew the whistle like every second. It was horrible. In fact, the score was ok initially, but eventually, we lost by half. Then we watched the guys played while we had our dinner at the same time. The stray dogs were so closed to us that everyone climbed up to the highest level of the seats and the referee had to chase them off the area. They prepared boxes of food for us and we gave them ours in exchange since we can't be having two lunch boxes. They were very nice and super polite!

Then, we set off back to hotel room. It was around 11pm when we reached the hotel room. We had plans to celebrate Nana's birthday thus Wendy helped us by dragging time to have a captaincy meeting with Lifang and Nana at nana's room at (GMT +07:00) 1130pm and asked them to come up to Hazel's room by (GMT +07:00) 1155pm. The remaining of us left our respective hotel rooms at about (GMT +07:00) 1045pm. We headed to 7-11 to get candles for the celebration and bought hotdogs and cup noodles for our supper. We headed back to Hazel's room by (GMT +07:00) 1130pm and made all the necessary preparation and also get the guy's team, all the advisors and yun ru (the only netballer) up. We were super noisy in the room that the neighbour next door came to knocked at our room. Wendy came up late and we waited for more than 1/2 hours then they came up. Nana was touched by our preparation i guess. The candles were already melted by the time Nana came as we kept lighting up the candle due to false alarm. I told Kin Seng and Bao Sen to be the clown to make Nana laughed and they did by giving Nana a birthday present, the paintings taken from the walls of their room. Stupid joker sia. Then they put on their boxes which they bought and wore a bathing robe up.

After all the celebration, we had our debrief once again. It was (GMT +07:00) 1am in the morning. All of us talked about our goals for tomorrow and how our team can helped to achieve your goals. Then we had some formations talk where we used forks that we got from the restaurant at the lobby for our cup noodles. After the debrief, we escorted Wendy to her room and made amples of knocks and phone call to Janelle as Wendy and Janelle shared the rooms together. But still can't trace where is Janelle. So we went to ask the hotel people to help us open the door then realised that Janelle wasn't in her room. - Time now was (GMT +07:00) 3am - It was time for bed finally~

14th Sept (Wed):
Once again, we had our breakfast buffet in the hotel anytime from (GMT +07:00) 7am to 745am in the morning. The meeting time was at (GMT +07:00) 7.50am. It was the day for team bonding activity with all the IGs. The first game we played was Caterpillar. Everyone was told to sit on someone's lap and that someone will sit on another someone's lap. Then while sitting, we still had to shout out our names as loud as possible. The second game was Wacko. Janelle was the first person to get forfeit because she had become the Wacko for the third time and she had to dance pole dance using a Microphone stand! Oh man! Yun ru was sabo to accompany her. She's one of the boyish facs i knew in RP yet she danced pole dance...haha after Wacko, we had acting and guessing game. We had three respective themes that we could choose on - movies, artist/bands, and famous person. The basketball IGs will choose the theme for the netball IGs to guess and vice verse. Eventually the basketball IGs won and the netballs girls forfeited and they had to dance and sing at the same time. It wasn't a fair game to play though as we had more people than the netball IGs. Haha~

After all the games, we went out for lunch to MBK once again. We took cab to MBK and this was the first time, we have sufficient time for shopping yet insufficient time for lunch. As we shopped for till the time limit, we did not have time for lunch but to pack them up to the hotel. We took cab back once again and were the first to arrive at the lobby waiting for the other IGs to get down. We were having another match at another University which also took us 1 1/2 hours bus ride down. Most of us knocked out in the bus due to the long journey.

The impression of this school was so much better than the previous one. The school was so much bigger and looks more organized. But it was raining so heavily that the land was like ponds to us. Flooded~ we wasn't the first one to play but the netballers. The game of the netballers were boring, sorry to be so honest. As all they need is to ensure that their passes weren't intercepted and that's all they need as during attacked, nobody will blocked them upon shooting. No matter how many fouls you created, you will not get foul out. FAINT LA... No kick no kick. Haha~ so even though they won, i wasn't really impressed. Firstly, the netball team in Thai was a brand new team. And another reason would be the fact that it was such a no kick game, no big deal. =x

When it was our turn to play, ben realised that our jersey's number were repeated and he told us to go amend our jersey numbers by sticking tapes on to change the numbers. I wasn't happy to the idea as i love my number and yet i had to change the number to 17 due to Huimin who wore the same number as me. I was a bit distracted by that from the start. While i was in the game, Nana shouted at me out loud at court and that was the first time i heard her shouting out loud at me. I was pissed off too but i just simply don't wished to show that i am at court. I tried to help small brenda as her defense wasn't that fast and good so i helped her by easing off yet i got scolded. Another thing was that small brenda was number 3 player known as the short forward and i am the tall forward, so she was supposed to assist Nana and Huimin but in the end, i got scolded once again when i did not assist them. Hai~ i really got nothing to say... we lost by 1 point in this match. Although our points showed that we lost, but in our advisors' heart, we won this match. All praised us and hoped that we were happy even though we lost in scores.

The guys were next and i could see that they tried hard too but still lost. I watched the matches half way and went off to play at another side of the court as there were plenty of mosquito sucking my blood. Haha~ After all the three matches, we took the coach back once again and i slept at the coach, ignoring all the noises from behind.

When we arrived, we had a debrief by Dr Loke, telling us that we could go out shopping on our own free time. We rushed up and bathed and headed to Lifang's room by (GMT +07:00) 1230am to decide on where we should go. After much joking around by Charmaine with her "cheap cheap, Thai massage" in her Thai accent, we headed to the lobby and asked the people at the reception. They gave us an address at Silom Road and we took two cabs down. We reached Silom Road and the whole place was filled with night pubs and there were some transsexual to be seen.

We walked for quite a long distance through the Night Market and saw a Noodid shop, which was called Nooch in Singapore. I ordered ramen with omelette on top while sharing the duck noodle with Rose. The guys team eventually came to join us as Hazel asked them too i guessed. After eating, we all took cab back to hotel.

I thought finally i could get to sleep, but the group of kids (a.k.a the juniors) came knocking into my room while erushi and i were in bed talking. They just banged into our room and had pillow stacking. That was lame and stupid. Haha~ but was fun... - Time now was (GMT +07:00) 4am - It was time for bed finally~

15th Sept (Thurs):
We had breakfast once again at the same place at the same time. We were supposed to report by (GMT +07:00) 8am in the morning but eventually it was delayed due to Dr Loke losing his waist pouch which consist of his passport and our taxes money. The netballers cried for Dr Loke and basketballers were sad too. As we were back in time, the advisors and some of the guys team took mini van to the airport instead of the coach. We arrived at the airport later than the rest but we still managed to catch our flight. I still sat back with the same sitting partners but just that i swopped seat with fang.

__[Blur] full team photo @ Thai Airport__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

__All Seniors in the team [Blur]__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

__Mingz, Sher & Fangz @ Valuair Plane on Return Flight__
With luv *my darling boey always....*

When we arrived, we chiong to DFS to buy red wine and beer. I realised i don't have any sing dollars with me as i left them in my laggage, thus i asked fang and rose to return sing dollar which i lent them in Thai baht and i borrowed S$50 from Big Brenda to buy red wine for dear's family and 6 cans of beers for yihang. Out of which, i also helped Nana to buy liquor as i didn't make full use of the 3 categories. Haha~

Everyone waited for Nana, Rose and i to go out together. Then i saw my mum waiting at outside happily for me to return and my tiring dad sitting down at one corner resting. Haha~ first time my parents came to fetch me and first time i took planes without them. It's been so long since i last took a plane. Hee~

I love this trip if excluding the fact that i wasn't happy at all when on court, but overall it was fun shopping, playing in Thai accents, taking plane after so long and having parents coming to airport to fetch me...hee i gained the fact that Singapore is a super duper nice country to live in, having automated flush and a very clean environment with drinkable water. But if there's another chance to go Bangkok once again, i will sincerely go to the temple to pray again. ^^

My 2nd post of the day: Mingz want to be back @ court!!! ^^

2005-09-10T20:51:00.000+08:00

I have nothing to do today other than going for my piano lesson after stopping for 1 week. So practically zuo bo @ home. Just read up nana's blog then i realised i missed quite alot of basketball stuff and perhaps she should have dropped her interest upon knowing whether i will turn up for basketball etc. "I'm sorry nana."
Seriously i dont know what suddenly make me give up on sports which i used to fall in love deeply in. I hope it's not because of rose that caused me to change my mindset upon some stuff... Hai~ i wan to be like nana although felt pissed off and yet she still can picked up her interest back... "Happy for u! At least u found someone to 陪你了 when we graduate... ^^" but i apologize for not turning up on yesterday's match...as i'm feeling rather down with driving so i just want to go out and have fun rather than stepped down to court and let coach reprimand me more...i just dont want to make myself feel even more useless... :( but glad tt u guys won even though u all have only 9 players...WOAH! Impressed~ ISIBL should be something upcoming and fun for you guys ya...hee gambatte ba...RP bballers*
In two days time, we are going to thailand le...so it's time for some tough training / games there...hope we can still work as a team...i still want to be the mingz in the team~~~~~~

Miserable day yet all these brighten up my day! :)

2005-09-10T11:50:00.000+08:00

Sorry people to disappoint you guys. I did not manage to pass my driving in my first attempt, perhaps i really got freaked out during the test as everything went smoothly in the warm-up section. Hai~ but thanks to dear and kor supporting me yesterday to pass my miserable day after the test. I did badly for the test so dont bother asking me as it just make me upset. Hai~ but anyway, it's over. I will be having my re-test on 28th Nov. Hope to beat kor in passing the driving can already. :P

Yesterday had a lot of fun but feeling damn bad as i'm broke yet i went out and spent other people's money. I went to have free lunch, free arcade (played twice), even went to play bowling, free dinner and had free movies. All free as i had only $8 with me in my wallet. SO PATHETIC RIGHT! Hai...i also know la...DAMN IT! HAHA~ Went to Tiong Bahru Plaza with kor to have long john silver for lunch, then went to the arcade up at level 4 to play daytona for about $7 then went off to bowl at Kin Seng. My bowling score was to the average of 100. Haha...pretty much standardise...hee hope can improve more and get back my 130++ score. Although not expert as compared to CK who can bowl up to 260++, yet i feel tt over 100 is a form of satisfaction le. LOL~ cos kor also cannot score so high la...haha oops... :P then we went over to Great World City after playing 3 rounds of bowling...we were almost broken wrist le...hee at Great World, we had a drink then went up to arcade and played some game to 打发时间. Had lots of fun playing in the arcade although it's still daytona la, photo hunt etc. but it seems quite long since i really play arcade and bowling le. :(
After spending our time at great world for quite sometime, we made a phonecall to the gang and all came down and meet us for a movie at 940pm. Late show once again but it's consecutively the 2nd week that we watched a movie at 940pm at Tiong Bahru and also about convicts show. Hee... Here are some of the screenshoots that i taken from the net and would like to share with you guys. Damn funnie this show! Nice show! ^^ recommended to watch~

~ Nice caretaker that take care of the Cons Team (a.k.a Mean Machine), yet got killed by one idiot bastard who's helping the Guards Team to spy on the Cons Team. Set up this whole prank to deal with Paul Crewe (the captain of the Mean Machine).
With luv *my darling boey always....*

~ The Chios Cheerleading team for the Mean Machine! WooHoo*
With luv *my darling boey always....*

~ The cheeseburger machine dancer...hee he's the guy that provide cheeseburger to the people in the jail...so shiok hor...can eat cheeseburger in jaill...lolx
With luv *my darling boey always....*

~ Nate Coach ^ Captain Paul - the start of Mean Machine*
With luv *my darling boey always....*

~ Mr. Estrogen - why i called him that? He's actually Guard Engleheart, the Guards Team player, who consumed steroids pills but the steroids pills had been changed to estrogen pills by the caretaker of the Mean Machine. HAHA*
With luv *my darling boey always....*

~ Mean Machine ROCKS! Team photo*
With luv *my darling boey always....*

~ The old maid that just love Paul Crewe WooHoo* too bad i cant find the sexy pics where she & Paul took together...LOL
With luv *my darling boey always....*

~ Warden Hazen - The worst guy in the show who initially just want fame for himself and doesn't really cares about anyone in his eyes...he dont give a SHIT to anything* he's just an ASSSSSSHOOOOOLLLLLEEEEE :P
With luv *my darling boey always....*

~ The tallest and toughest freaks in the team! This scene is one of the lamest because Turley (the one who wear Allenville shirt) knocked on Hank (the guy that back faced) and made his nose crooked. Hank demanded an apology from Turley and Turley did. Can you imagine someone that looked so HUGE and SCARY yet apologize to u?! Hank was so happy after the apology from Turley...LOL
With luv *my darling boey always....*

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王力宏 - Forever Love

o~~~
爱你,
不是因为你的美和影
我越来越爱你,
每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见forever
才了解自己,
未来这些日子
要好好珍惜

爱我
有些痛苦有些不公平
如果真的爱我
不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边
像微风深情
温柔的安抚,
我的不安定
所以我要
每年研究你的笑容
wo~~
多么自然

forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后,
你会是所有
幸福的理由

爱情,
是场最美最远的旅行
沿途遇经泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进
感到你的体温在我怀里
像阳光和煦
巧妙的熔化
我的不安定
不可思议
证明我爱你的理由
wo
多么自然
你感动的眼睛,
我沉默的声音,
仿佛就是最好的证明
就让我再说一次
ilove you ~~
直到永远
oh
forever love
forever love
forever love

Driving in another 12 hrs...

2005-09-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

Tmr is the day! In another 12 hrs exactly, i will be in the circuit driving. What am i feeling right now? Only can say, there's lots of butterfly in my stomach. Making my heart to pump faster than usual. I wonder how i perform tomorrow man! Every wishes i received are that "你行的!" or "我等你载我哦!"...diao...i never received any good comments from my instructor so how well i drive i think u guys roughly know la...so stop adding pressure to me k? Hee... i will try my best n if i really pass, i promise i will try my best to give u guys a ride k! SET!

"我会带着你们的祝福去考车的...谢谢你们!" :)

Time for bed...tmr warm up round from 830am... ^^

Happy Birthday Daddy * Mummy~ Muacks

2005-09-06T22:09:00.000+08:00

First day at NTU today for FYP...can say not bad la...quite fun lor...get to know this guy call Chee Hao...sounds like...Chee Hong...lolx oops...so mean la...anyway he's a nice guy also doing his FYP but he's a student in NTU which is doing the same experiment as us just that we helped him to do the beginning stage but he helped us deal with the back stage of FYP. Can say help la...but actually we are doing most of the works even in NTU. Hai...
The process is super damn long lor...and only 6 samples at one go sia...damn stupid la...can make u slp especially waiting for the furnace (something like a 火炉 that burns up to 3000 degree celcius but we are only burning at 600 degree celcius) to get pre-heated...so damn hot lor when u deal with it. The pre-heating itself takes about 1 hour 15 mins...so before we start to do anything, pre-heat e furnace first...after pre-heating the furnace, we have to rot la...do nothing but wait till the furnace reach 600 degrees. So in the mean time, we can go for breakfast break la...or do labelling and some other preparation work. Then when the furnace is done, we put the ceramic cups into it where we already placed our samples in it. After placing the samples, we have to wait for about 60 mins to 75 mins for the ashing of our plant samples. This whole process, is the first step of the furnace that takes the longest. After the ashing of the plants, let it cool for 15 mins then bring them over to measure the ash weights then transfer them to a beaker up to 1g. After transfering them to the beaker, then it's time for digestion. Bowl 6 tubes of water in 2 rounds, then pour them into the 6 beakers of 6 samples. After that, inject nitrate acid into the beaker too. Then let it react for 15 mins. Then do the last step which is the filtering of the solutes from those undigested solids like soil etc. The filtering is a 5-10 mins procedures. Basically the cycle just keep going for the day from 9am-5pm. Hope i can get my spider lily (only 5 plants) & lemon grass (11 plants) done by tomorrow. Then thurs can start new set of plant which is the bougainvillea...then friday can go weigh dry weights for spider lily (2nd batch), yellow-vein plant and also kenneth's plant (dont know what plant species is that man...). Hope to get things done then can get over and done with at NTU. Still got a long way to go in NTU as there's so many plants yet so little time in NTU. SIAN LA...

Since father's day, this is the following outing that my family have together. We went to soup restaurant at Suntec City for dinner as it's my dad & mum's birthday. "Happy Birthday, daddy & mummy!" It was both my sister and i's treat but i didnt fork out a cent as i'm presently broke plus it's my sister who used the credit card to make the payment first. Hee... We had a traditional chinese dinner meal and i guess my dad loved it as compared to the father's day meal at 天天火锅. Haha... Then when we were about to finish eating our dinner, my sister use her K750i (must give credit to her camera) to snap pictures for my family except her... *sad case*

~ Dad & Mum [My beloved parents]
With luv *my darling boey always....*

~ Birthday mum & her monkey daughter [mum's not ready yet]
With luv *my darling boey always....*

~ Me & mummy!!!! [Smile birthday ger ^^]
With luv *my darling boey always....*

Nice? I think should be la...bad comments not accepted as very disrespectful for my beloved parents! I will bashed whoever say negative comments up!

Hooray HOLIDAY! Driving test~

2005-09-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

Finally it's the end of this semester le! Going to the final semester...GRADUATION HERE I COME!!! Hee~ Gonna miss some people in this school especially Nana & my buddy Zann. Hopely Zann can managed to persuade her mama, to go Aust to study with me, and hopefully i can get into Sg Uni then won't have to part with dear. :)

This whole entire week is super busy plus super broke week...i spent finished my weekly allowance + withdrawn $30 bucks from my empty bank... :'( recalling what i spent...hmm...
1) Pingz's present - bought a ring engraved with F1 - F4 & our names X Linz, X Fenz, X Ping, X Ming
2) Seoul garden meal
3) Jm's present - bought a shirt for him at adidas shop

I guess i screwed up for my last tue's piano exams although everyone told me that cant possibly failed but i'm still worried tt i will fail & my mum will sure scold me like mad...sigh but i doubt i will failed my other two UTs papers on e very same day. ^^

Pingz birthday was a belated celebration at Causeway Point - Seoul Garden. Lucky pingz driving as we have UT that day so we set off from school which took us about 1 hour???? to reach...due to jam...hee cant really rem wad time we reached but roughly there la...lolx kor told me tt he was at causeway too with da sao...haha not fated to meet each other la...too bad la...bleah anyway the followings are the pics we took together... XD

++ :: Fs [X Ping, X Linz, X Ming, X Fen] :: ++
With luv *my darling boey always....*

++ :: Pingz ^ Mingz :: ++
With luv *my darling boey always....*

++ :: Nana ^ Rosie :: ++
With luv *my darling boey always....*

Yummy Seoul Garden!!!! Food food food~~~
With luv *my darling boey always....*

++ :: Queen of the PRAWN :: ++
With luv *my darling boey always....*

++ :: Act cute ah Rosie :: ++
With luv *my darling boey always....*

++ :: In deep thoughts Pingz :: ++
With luv *my darling boey always....*

++ :: "TU" Mingz :: ++
With luv *my darling boey always....*

After celebration, pingz drove us to clementi to take bus back home. Thanks pingz! "Happy birthday to you!"

Then on thursday, it was the first time i realised how useless i am. At court, i am useless as simple passes i can still missed but can someone just spare a thought for me...i can only pass to people like hui min and brenda as the other two players just stay put at their respective places, wat the hell does coach want me to do?! Bounce pass also must see who i can pass to, and if i cannot bounce pass, obviously i will throw high angle. For no reason i keep kana nag by that! !@#^&*() forget it...i dont give a shit to him anyway...he just turns me off lately...hate trainings and matches nowadays...argh~ i am already feeling like an idiot fool at court n simply just wanting to give up on bball as i will b e only senior playing ISIBL (International School Invitation Basketball League...i think tt's wad it stands for)... and yet after e match still got something more tedious stuff to handle. I felt tt at times life is so unfair to people. Nana knows how to play basketball better than anyone presently at court yet she's not even respected at all for her skill n her contribution for e team...Rose who wished to have a figure like me yet with a height of those national players, but all she get was mass and height advantage over the team in general tt she all along hates and coach presently does not need it anymore i guess. Everyone has their peak time and also their humiliating times. I have tt kind of feelings too...which practically nobody knows tt only some people in my sch knows e story. But seriously, there's nothing we can do since it's already so unfair then might as well just accept e fact n make urself happier by stop thinking abt tt? Perhaps tt's how i overcome my own humiliation. I felt just like a fool. Everyone at court can give attitude except me. Why do i always have to show tt i'm happy even though i'm sad or angry? I seriously dont know y am i such an idiot! Hai~
*Msg for both my Fs. Please give yourself sometime to think about what happen that day that makes both of you so unhappy. No friends would be angry or upset with each other's attitude as we should know each other's attitude better than anyone since we are buddies. Pingz and mingz dont wish to c both of u get mad over some small trival matter as it's not worth sacrificing our friendship over a bball match especially is due to those bastards at court! Argh~ I JUST HATE TO PLAY BASKETBALL IF U GUYS R STILL SO IGNORANT ABT OUR FRIENDSHIPS!

Yesterday had a celebration with jm at harbourfront as usual. After school i went down to lavender to meet kor and gotten a free ride to borders to meet rs. We were meant to buy present for jm but in the end, we went there to have a BK (burger king) meal and went back to bugis street to return the car. LOLX. Wad an expensive meal we had. HAHA... in the end, we shopped at bugis instead. We bought the stuff and took bus 80 down to harbourfront to meet sharon. Then we set at Mac to wait for dear, jm n tommy to arrive. When they arrived, we took pics together...damn long since we last took a gang pic together... ^^ we hang out at pastamania till 830, juz when jy arrived, then we parted to tiong bahru plaza for a movie "One more Chance 三个男人". Before the movie started, we took quite a number of pics outside the cinema and also went to the arcade and saw a professional drummer playing drum. When the movie ended, it was nearly 12 midnight. We managed to catch all the buses home but we chose to walk home. So cool la...lolx hot like mad...hee then we walked off and went to 7-eleven for a drink and settled down at one of the blocks to drink. When all of them were busy talking, i was busy dozing off at the seats. So tired~ yawn~ so in the end, rs sent both sharon n i home as it was on his way and finally get to sleep by 2am+. *Happy birthday, jm!"

Just today, i had driving lesson early in the morning at 8am. It was so damn tedious for me to open my eyes just to drive. But i did not make any mistakes while driving. ^^ so i alighted at my hse there as usual n made some phone calls to double check whether anyone still heading down to Delta gym. All came down except jy & tommy. I did not really do much exercise in e gym as i seriously feel so tired n giddy after running on the trackmill. After exercise, all of us head down to redhill market for branch. I had a long queue for my chicken rice while e rest already eating their meals. All departed from redhill mrt tt bus stop as all of us r heading to different directions.

In 6 days time, i will be taking my driving test le (TP). Wish me luck people! ^^

Blue - If u come back
C'mon c'mon Yeah
Can you feel me? (Baby can you feel me?)
I've got something to say
Check it out
For all this time
I've been lovin' you girl
Oh yes I have
And ever since the day
You left me here alone
I've been trying to find
Oh, the reason why

So if I did
Something wrong
Please tell me
I wanna understand
'Cause I don't want
This love to ever end

And I swear
If you come back
Here's my life
Baby, till the end of time (Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side
'Cause baby
You're the one I want (Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
Oh yes you are

I watched you go
You've taken
My heart with you
Oh yes you did
Every time
I tried to reach you
On the phone
Baby you're never there
Girl you're never home

So if I did something wrong
Please tell me
I wanna understand
'Cause I don't want
This love to ever end
No, no, no, no

I swear
If you come back
Here's my life
Baby, till the end of time (Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side
'Cause baby
You're the one I want (Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
Oh yes you are

Maybe I didn't know
How to show it
And maybe
I didn't know
What to say
This time
I won't, this time
Then we can
Build our lives
Then we can
Be as one

I swear
If you come back
Here's my life
Baby, till the end of time (Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
Oh yeah
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side
'Cause baby
You're the one I want (Come back to me Come back to me)
Oh yes you are

And I swear
If you come back
Here's my life
Baby, till the end of time (Come back to me Come back to me Here's my life)
Oh yeah
And I swear
I'll keep you right
By my side

De-stress, Stress, De-stress, Stress...

2005-08-29T14:49:00.000+08:00

Finally out of the greenhouse and don't have to step into it anymore i guess...as i have harvested my last batch of plants for the whole of FYP. Now is the results part where i will be going to NTU to do my research on...hee so cool hor...which means sept i will be packed again to be at NTU for research...sigh although now the report for FYP for my team was delayed to mid sept, but i'm still busy busy~~

I'm feaking worried and sick now...i dont know whether anyone can seriously understand how i feel...sigh today i skipped lab management class although my daily grades are like Cs...but i still skipped the class...as i am freaking scare for my 2 UTs tomorrow and also my piano exams. I'm just a freaking monkey now sitting on a broken branch...down on the ground i fall, which hurts my butt badly...

Anyway, today's class ended at 12pm...i was like...wth...i didnt go sch it ended bloody early...IDIOT! It just pissed me off la...thanks la...stupid Arul...argh~ should have attended class but....haizzz so in the end i stayed at home n study for one of my UTs (genomics) n i'm almost done with it as i already had the main concepts knocked into my head (i hope)... I still have one more UTs and practing of piano to go...but i'm seriously praying for another 24hrs for me to do all the things before facing them...sigh

I skipped training today too...i think fang was pretty pissed off with me when i told her that i also won't be attending the match on thursday as i have driving...but i seriously hope that you guys will understand me that i really have no time for training even though i know my skills aren't as good and yet i still don't practice hard...i also don't know what should i do...basketball, studies, fyp, piano, driving...i'm like superwoman la...argh~
*To my darling nana, please do take care of yourself and don't be so upset about the basketball thing. Nothing can make you unhappy but your own mindset. As long as you think likewise, you will be happier and trust me, you will be! :)

Something happy to share...gab pass his driving le...hee so happy for him la...i was damn worried in the morning as he did not sms me after nearly 2 hours from his driving time...so i thought something bad happen but he managed to PASS!!! :D well done gab...

Hmm...guess wad...my mum wan me to skip sch tmr...lolx she says tt since i'm so tired and freaking stressed, might as well dont attend class if the fac refused to account my day for class...she asked me to attend my UT in the morning, then go for a break before my piano exams starts at 1035am...then i just go home after that...to rest for my evening 415pm UT...now i'm really troubled...shd i stay or shd i go?

Share a song that i like right now...
Bon Jovi - I'll be there for you
I guess this time you're really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
Well as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love, it's suicide

You say you've cried a thousand rivers
And now you're swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won't save me anymore

I pray to God you'll give me one more chance, girl

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

I know you know we're had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can't promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I'll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I'll be the wine

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you
I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

Solo

And I wasn't there when you were happy
I wasn't there when you were down
I didn't mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I'd seen you blow those candles out

I'll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I'll be there for you I'd live and I'd die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can't say what a love can do
I'll be there for you

藉口

2005-08-25T18:40:00.000+08:00

Lately i have been listening to 绝对Superstar - 俊扬's song which he sang just before he left stage which is 藉口. The more i listen, the more sad i am....i guess it is really a sad song and a bad thing to listen ya...but i still chose to listen to it... Please turn back I will walk with you till the end...Even if there is no result I can bear it...I know your pain Is the promise I gave...You said you gave me tolerance before...Silence was because of forgiveness...If you have to leave please remember me...If you are sad please forget me

翻着我们的照片想念若隐若现去年的冬天我们笑得很甜

看着你哭泣的脸对着我说再见来不及听见你已走得很远

也许你已经放弃我也许已经很难回头我知道自己错过请再给我一个理由说你不爱我

就算是我不懂能不能原谅我请不要把分手当作你的请求

我知道坚持要走是你受伤的藉口请你回头我会陪你一直走到最后

就算没有结果我也能够随我知道你的痛是我给的承诺

你说给过我纵容沉默是因为包容如果要走请你记得我

如果难过请你忘了我

:: Baby, i will wait for you...

2005-08-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday dear Sharon! It's my pal's birthday today! Yippy~ It's been one year since and everything seems to change alot for this whole year. Last year was at Seoul Garden at taka, while this year is at Pastamania at harbourfront. Totally different and less classy i would say, but she seems alot more happier than she used to be. This year also lesser people celebrated with only yh, xiao choo, gab and me...and of course smelly rs who rushed down from rugby training... (hey, dude...dont get bothered or pissed by that k...everyone also stinks la...after a whole day of school, training for both you, me & gab...just let it b a memorable day too...keke)

We had a fun time laughing in our own world at Pastamania today. All thanks to xiao choo for her marvelous joke style...buay tahan...from taxi driver's joke...all the way to toilet joke...plus plus...the 7th month joke sia...oh my~~~ life is so cool man...like back to the same old day...thanks xiao choo...hee

I told this story to only those people at the birthday party and also zann. This is something so unique and indeed memorable experience for me for the first time in a cab. This morning as i was late for school, i took a silver cab to school. There was this taxi uncle giving me a fortune telling session free in the cab. He knows from the look of my eyes that i am born in the year of 1986, then he asked, may i know what day you are born, i say "13". Then he say today is my lucky day and i will be a rich lady when i grow up, but even if i am rich, my bank fills with lump sum of money, i will still stay in a HDB flat as i am not those kind that will show off that i am rich. I will have to start my own business in order to succeed. Then he even told me that i will be those kind of person that will let people to cheat my money even though you know that they will cheat you but you will stop as and when you should. He said that i am stubborn sort that will not listen to anything even though it's a good advice etc. Then he even adviced me to be wary of those people born on the dates: 8th, 17th and 26th are the days that i will be fond of them (regardless of genders) yet they are the ones that backstab me. He also will say, i will know how to drive and he say i will surely pass on the 9th Sept. GOSH...if i really pass, he's really a good fortune teller man! He can just quit his job to be a taxi driver.

Happy 2 years anniversary. Thanks for getting my first necklace with the heart shape pendant from you fixed and also returning back my bracelet. I truly appreciate that you went to polish them and getting a new necklace for me. The "love you" blue teddy bear is really cute and adorable and that's the unique bear that i have seen. You always managed to find something unique for me. =) thanks for the esprit shirt...gosh... u really very kan de qi wo...think ur gf got super good figure ya...hee but nice nice...arigato! Though not blue, but still kawaii! Tomo tomo~ -muacks-
I will wait for you...

For you:
[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all

[Repeat Chorus]
I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

# Losing & getting him back is something worth cherishing about {precious}

2005-08-09T01:03:00.000+08:00

Last thurs was a horrible match with Meridian Junior College (MJC), not that we lost badly but just a sucky jc that i have seen so far. They are just like a bunch of barbarians that go about pushing, hitting and dragging people. What a vulgarity team! Especially the no. 9 player, just totally CMI lor! SUCKS! U SUCKS! Whahahah~ but we just not happy to lose by 2 points with such an attitude team. They are just tyco!!!! Argh~

My team were disappointed but i guess we played fair and square, something to be proud of. Even though we travelled all the way there and fight a bloody vulgarity game. Nana, cheer up k! No matter what coach say, as long as you are happy with your own performance is enough le. Mingz didnt even perform well and get reprimanded, i should be more sad ya? Sigh~ all the 小朋友 dont be disappointed k...everyone is just not performing well because of the violent team that we are facing as well as you guys have you guys personally problems so nobody is at fault ya?! :) Fang fang also...dont be despair and stopped pushing all the blames to yourself just because you are a captain k! Hee...

On the very same day, i had a big impact that cause me to be in down syndrome for days. Losing him making the world turn into darkness for me, but just yesterday, the world is brighten up became a rainbow. Losing something and gaining it back is much more precious than before losing it.

On sunday, my one whole gang all went out together to town and shop. Sharon and i reached town the earliest, followed by Kor and Joyce. Then we shopped from Taka to Far East Plaza and backed to Taka to pick Pei wen (on the way) and Xiao Choo. We walked from wisma to Taka and shopped at adidas to get present for Rui song but found nothing nice and decided to go Heeren to shop for more. Outside adidas, we stood there and made some stupid jokes about the present. Saying from wearing of belt to buying of belts to buying 5 belts linking to SM. Damn lame lor...whahaha *link them yourselves ba... :P Before leaving Taka, lao ba, dear, wen yang and daph mei all came to meet us and walked together to Heeren. So we walked to Heeren and stopped by Flash & Splash and bought a Quiksilver shirt for him. After buying the shirt, we walked around the Heeren and went down to Plaza Sing to meet rui song, belated birthday boy, for dinner at Fish & Co. (initial plan) so we went to the arcade and stood there to wait for rui song to come. After about 10 mins, rui song finally came up and found us rotting outside the arcade. When meet up, we decided to eat Fish & Co. but before going down to the second floor, we thought of changing venue. So lao ba suggested playing 黑白 and the odd one will play 剪刀,石头,布. In the end, lao ba is the loser and thus he had to decide what to eat for dinner. Final conclusion was to have ajisan. -.-''' i dont really like my order and it truly sucks. Whahahaha~ but in the end, i still finished them with the help of dear, eating some of my shares. Hee... then we went to arcade and had a few rounds of games...shiok ah...i played drum and daytona...hee so long didnt play them le...but still not so bad la... :D - reached home @ 11pm -

Lively ming is back~

2005-07-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

Guess what? I got a sms from my dear that he misses me...woohoo~ so happy! It has been so long since he last said these three words to me...now i understand the meaning of when you hardly hear something from somebody, when it is spoken, it is definitely something that warms my heart. :D

Lately lots of things happen in class and even in basketball. Though everything suddenly all came at one go and seems to be like 一波未平，一波又起, but i guess life is always full of ups and downs that nobody can predict or prevent. In class, everyone seems to be acting stupid yet they aren't stupid and i'm the only one that is stupid to believe that nobody understand but in fact, i am the only one that doesn't understand. At times i really don't understand why people can score As or Bs for that module yet i can get E or F. Am i really that stupid to that extend that no matter how hard i read and make notes, i still can't seems to understand?! Hai~
I can say that this semester my GPA is my greatest challenge as i feel that if i don't get a 3.0 at least for this semester, next semester would be even harder. I will be facing three core modules which are all about pharmaceutical (dealing with drugs etc.) I hope i won't be facing the same fac everyday as i know in RP only one fac practically knows how to facilitate these three modules...which means... DIE LOR! Whahahaha...

My wish now is to graduate with at least a good GPA so that i can go over to Australia and study. My mum sort of plan for me as i told her that i wished to further study on pharmaceutical faculty as well as in accounting...then she say that i can go australia and further study this two faculties. I wonder what will my dear be when i'm away in Australia? All his friends in army and this poor boy will be in Sg all alone. Hai... I miss him~

Basketball has confirm their trip to Bangkok on 12th Sept - 15th Sept suddenly without informing us much and everything already booked. Kind of surprised as we are left with only "go" and can't say that you can't go...hai but anyway, it's my last year in RP team so i guess, i will try my best to enjoy myself before the next semester starts huh...hee i had my checkup today and doctor said that it shows no sign of bone crack, it should be something good but the doctor also said that it might be ligament problems thus my matter has been sent for a specialist consultation which will be way long on Nov.

Past few days have been people's birthday. Cousin wee's birthday on the 27th of July, Doggie Joshua and Han Ming's birthday on 28th of July and Squirrel Rui Song on 29th of July. "Happy Birthday to all of you!" Hope you guys have an enjoyable day ya! Hee...

Suddenly thought of changing the songs so i changed it to this song "Never be replaced" very kid songs hor...but it's my meaning and it suits my blog wallpaper...hee - I love you dear. You will never be replaced! -

Short blog...life is meaningless...

2005-07-24T17:38:00.000+08:00

Lately has been dealing with UTs thus i dont really have time to blog and stuff. Talking about UTs, just make me sad. I got my worst grades that i have in RP for this semester. I doubt my gpa can be over 3.0 this semester. SIGH.

22nd July was my 23rd month (1 year 11 months) anniversary. I had a normal day by going out to watch movie "Be with you" and had pastamania at cineleisure. Saw that cutie nana that ties her pony tail hair. Hee...kawaii~ The movie was sad yet meaningful and only cathy has the slot.

Although the fyp presentation is over, but fyp for me never seems to end. I'm so tired upon going to greenhouse and do all the readings. Haix... Anyway the 2nd batch of plants have been harvested on a rainy saturday. Zann, jackson (zann's bf), kenneth, gab and i went to do the harvesting from 10am - 5pm+. It utterly sucks though it's only 48 pots of plants, but it took us like years and century. PISSED! Gab wants to go and run but he was "forced" to come and help me (FINE!) then when he was there, his attitude face lasted for HOURS AND HOURS! ARGH~ then when jm ample of calls, make him even more ATTITUDE! FINE FINE~ bball and run and everything is MORE IMPORTANT than me...now i know... It's been one whole day...with no msg...no phonecalls...no msn though he's online...he's not the only one that knows how to get mad...ME TOO! I dont see the need to be given attitude when the weather was like RAINING LIKE SHIT and yet he still want to play bball...he can tell me RAINING LA...DONT WAN TO GO OUT...DEN RAINING STILL CAN PLAY LA...IS THERE ANY MEANING IN OUR RELATIONSHIP?! CAN ANYONE JUST TELL ME?! I'M UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED IN HIM N ALL OF THEMMMMMMM!!!!!

I'M TELLING ALL THE PEOPLE THAT KNOWS WHO I'M REFERING TO...TO KEEP AWAY FROM ME...STOP NASTING WITH ME...I HAD ENOUGH ALREADY...U WAN HIM...GO AHEAD N GET HIM...STOP MESSYING UP MY LIFE...I RATHER B SINGLE IF I'M PLANNING TO SPEND MY LIFE WITH U!

Yesterday skipped piano lesson...today skipped driving lesson...hai maybe tomorrow skipping school soon...HAI
I HATE U!

The sad & busy mingz

2005-07-09T01:16:00.000+08:00

I think there won't be a day where i can officially take a day off for myself, for him or for my friends to go out havoc. This week i totally or should i say barely have enough sleep due to FYP and trainings. Hai... every alternate mornings, i have to reach school by 8am to do the readings and rushed off to class at 830am. I'm trying hard to convince myself that i'm doing for the sake of good grades as well as for the convenience seek of my fyp mates. But as i keep doing and doing, i felt like a fool, a more fool as compared to the previous blog. Yesterday had a big fight with that bimbo team mate of mine that has been MIA from the fyp for months and yet she kao bei me for hours like mad. I felt so dumb to volunteer to go talk to her, asked her to turn up for tomorrow's or should i say later in the morning at 11am fyp meeting in school. In the end, i still tolerated all the nonsense and talked to her peacefully. I'm not sure whether she will be there later, so we shall see...
It has been 6 days since i last saw him...but life still go on nevertheless...but miserably...hai thinking about the 6 days...there might be even more days that we wont be meeting up i guess...sigh next week schedule would be just as packed...but i would rather pack my schedule tight to make myself busy in order to avoid meeting him too... *contridict huh...hai* i also dont know what am i thinking about at times...sigh
Next week i already had my schedules planned out:
Mon - training
Tue - fyp
Wed - fyp + go c pingz
Thurs - fyp, trg + match
Fri - fyp last preparation before the real presentation on sat
Sat - fyp presentation
*fully packed...shiok* busy busy...
That's all folks...time for bed...tomorrow have to wake up at 8am to practice my piano for lesson at 10am then rushing off to fyp meeting...*yawnz*

I hate myself, my fyp, my classmates...everything!

2005-07-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

Ever since school start, i have been having tough time in school regardless of what happen. Time just seems to be unlimited to me...hai have been dealing with my fyp even during school hrs as i have to take readings every alternate days... every alternate 2 hrs...but today i finally cannot take it n burst out crying...
I guess it's part and parcel of life that everyone has to undergo when they reach the graduation yrs ba...but y am i struggling so hard? Slogging like slaves? I felt so dumb yet i dont know how to explain my dumbness...hai i have a team of 5 people in e fyp...yet i feel like having only 3 people...but now more like 2 people...even more pathetic...sigh our "leader" seems to give way too...falling sick finally n surrender his hardwork for us to do...but i feel tt he wouldnt have fall sick if he's willing to give up earlier by letting us do some parts of e project rather than him slogging his way...hai i just dont understand guys at times...GIVE UP! I feel tt no point arguing with him as he will nv understand... After this set of plants, he still planning to do another sets of plants including my set...which is another 48 pots of plants as he feel tt he just want to complete his tasks as e other time he only did 11 pots for experiment which is not as accurate as 24 pots, thus he would like to place more pots to do experiment. I'm so tired...hai

Have been skipping trainings due to fyp...my skills r deteriorating n i might b involved in playing ISIBL & IVP...can i just quit e cca now? I feel like doing so...but i just cant bear to part with my passion...with my team...with my F5s. But...hai...

Today Carl told me tt he searched my blog n went to tell ben abt it...eh...but e hell he wan to gossip abt man...catch no ball...DONT GIVE A DAMN ANYWAY...

Fang gave e team a treat as she won e sports women award this yr...we had canadian pizza for lunch...but i ate air...sigh i have been sick for days...but hasnt recovered yet...hai...

These are some pictures we took during the meals:

// Act "DAO" \\ commented by crappy char... :p
With luv *my darling boey always....*

// Once my team, always my team \\ Once an advisor, always OUR advisor --
With luv *my darling boey always....*

// The team that never fails to crap & joke ard \\ Babes~
With luv *my darling boey always....*

Anyway, after having fun downstairs, i went up and continue to have my presentation for the day done. I was damn sick & tired of this class n barely can take it anymore! The first thing i do is to ask about my team what they have done and what they want me to do...n i was told by sophia tt yiling has distributed task for them to do n she has no idea wad yiling wants me to do. Alright FINE... then i went to ask yiling wad i can do...guess wad she say?! "I have no idea what to do..." SHIT U! IF U HAVE NO IDEA WAD TO DO...HOW COME U CAN DISTRIBUTE TASK TO THEM & NOT TO ME?! Have i done anything wrong to piss u off...cant i juz go down for a lunch break when u guys already haf urs?!!!! FINE...SINCE I HAVE NO TASK ASSIGNED TO DO, I SHALL JUST SIT THERE N DO MY OWN SLIDES THEN LATER C WHETHER SHE WANS IT OR NOT!!! I done my slides n sent them to her...guess wad she say. "Why u & sophia do e same thing? U have overlapped other people's work!" PLEASE LOR...IN E FIRST PLACE, I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT HAVE U GUYS DONE!!! That's what i told her! JUST PISSED ME OFF! ARGH~ in the end, the presentation does not consist anything which belong to my slides... *hurt*

After school, i went down myself to the labs to do e weighing of e compounds n my other team mates juz walked off without giving a hand, except zann who's still stuck in her class. How unlucky i can b man...SUCKS!

I totally wanna break down n cry le...so i went hm immediately after e fyp stuff r settled. I tot hm would b e place where i can hide my sorrow...b happy n laugh my way through wif my mum...but...now i'm in a battle mode with my mum...sigh i came hm feeling so pale n down...as i wasnt feeling well firstly...how beautiful can i b...plus i'm not in a mood...how radiate can i b...sigh i juz dun understand y she purposely wan to nag at me when i'm at a foul mood. Anyway, tt's not e main thing tt cause us to quarrel. I think is more of e tone she talked to me...n how she interpret & ASSUME my words. She cooked dinner early as she's heading off for a wedding. I told her i was tired n wished for a nap first den later waking up to eat her dinner, she tot tt i dont wan to eat her dinner n threw temper at me by banging stuff. Hai...i'm so sad...it has been so long since i last quarrelled with her...i argued &amp; run back to e rm & cry. I'm totally down~ i guess i was so tired n dozed off after e cry...i woke up watching tv alone at hm...n felt slightly better. At about 9pm+, dear called me. It has been after so long since he last called, as he knew i was feeling down n was worried abt me i guess...so he chatted with me for abt 45 mins or so, i put down e phone as he wanted to study. Thank you dear~ though i still feeling down, but u truly warmth my heart. U r e best...muacks!

One week plus journey... From KL ==> FYP ==> Anni ==> Bball ==> Chalet

2005-06-26T21:38:00.000+08:00

One week had past and i'm long back from msia trip just that i havent got time to write blog for myself. My initial trip to msia is to go Cameron highland with my parents but in the end, i went to Ipoh and stayed by my cousin sister's side all the time.

17th - 20th
Day 1:
On the day i departed from singapore on friday, there was a slight jam at the checkpoint even at 8am in the morning. I reached my youngest uncle's house at 1230pm. I rotted at the house till nearly 3pm then my cousin sis, wee, came to pick me up. I went touring around the her family office with my youngest uncle's kids (cousins too) for 1 hour or so, and we sent them back to the uncle's house. After sending them back, we thought we can go out and have fun, but in the end, we still have to drive back to the office to pass lychee to my mum & my aunt who's still at the office. So in the end, we are spending our time going round and round. Finally, after delivering, we went back to my cousin's sis (condo) to take a nap before going to my aunt's house for dinner. After dinner, we went down to KL around 1030pm and had dessert...i think we are mad. We stayed at Klang and it's about 1/2 an hour trip to KL. Haha...

Day 2:
We woke up pretty late and missed the breakfast time with our parents, and also late for work (for my cousin - duh). Both of us went to have roti prata for breakfast before she sending me to my youngest uncle's place to meet my mum, while she can go work. I waited for her to end her work at about 2pm, then she, her mum, her sis and i went out together to go see toilet bowl. Haha...!!! As they are moving house, so they need to get new toilet bowl. Her mum planning to buy jacuzzi and baby toilet for their new house as well as for her future grandson or granddaughter to shit. LOL...
When they are done with the shopping of toilet bowl, it's already 4pm as we also went to fetch my mum & their maid back home before me and my two cousin sisters go out and officially shopping at KL known as 1-Utama. It's super big shopping complex but we have limited time as we are meeting the parents for dinner once again (advance Father's Day dinner). Sigh... My cousin sis bought a lot of stuff as compared to mine. I bought a shirt for dear at nike and it's red color...hope he liked it. xD then i also bought a shoe for myself...hee that's for my shopping part...haha my cousins also bought shoes and it's damn cheap for me. Hehe... and they also bought a nike tee for their dad as Father's Day gife. We rushed back from KL back to Klang to meet them for dinner at a resturant and it was already 9pm + dinner. LOL... after dinner, my one of my cousin sister went back home with me while the other one went havoc-ing. Haha...
U guys must be wondering, where's my dad?! How come i only say my mum....haha read on to find out...

Day 3:
It's Father's Day! I did not give my dad anything as i bought my stuff and it's at home. S.I.A.N i finally met my dad after parting from him on fri at my youngest uncle's place. He stayed at his cousin's place, that's why i never get to see him thus i wont get a chance to mention him in my blog. My dad want to bring me go to Ipoh to meet one of his long old pal. That old pal friend of my dad, is already 92 years old. GOSH. He still look so fit k! Can go restaurant and eat with us for Father's Day. It was a 2 hours plus car journey to and 2 hours fro. When i reached back to Klang, it was already 5pm. My parents and that cousin brother of my dad, went down to "ji dang (Port Klang) - fishing village" to have God dinner, while i was sent back to my cousin's place to meet her go shopping again. Haha... I bought a elle skirt for myself and made handphone chains for my buddies gal friends...hehe we had japanese food for dinner at 915pm. It was a late dinner and after dinner, the shops were closed so we had to go off. My cousin drove me down to "qi chiong gai" (in canto) to buy vcd. The place sell fake stuff but looks genuine. We went down and walked about 10 mins, we went back to car as the place is far too complicated and scary as only the two of us. We drove back to Klang and reached home about 1130pm.

Day 4:
It's the day when i going back to Singapore. We woke up early and went out for dinner with my cousin uncle - bak kut teh for breakfast. The place people know my dad - surprise! After breakfast, my cousin brought me to 7-eleven and i went to buy mentos chewing gum for dear. I saw my mum and my aunt having breakfast. My aunt drove me and my mum to my youngest uncle's house instead of my cousin as she need to go back to office. But in the end, my aunt still drove me back to the office to play computer. I did nothing at the office so soon i felt hungry. Then my cousin and i went out to secret recipe to have lunch together and she went to collect money from someone. I was sent back to my youngest uncle's house to board "cab (包车)" from there to depart to singapore.

21st:
When i got back to Singapore, the next day i went back to school to deal with my FYP early at 9am. So damn tired and i had to do harvesting for our first preliminary set of plants which has to be sent to NTU for ashing on sept as we still have our second set of plants to do on right now. We start our work from 11am till 6pm. Without having lunch...saded

22nd:
Happy 22th Month Anniversary! It's 1 year 10 months already! Though we had lots of quarrel and lots of unhappiness during the 21st month, all these have gone and we are now back to our lovey dovey again. Hee... mushy mushy mush... We watched "a lot like love" at Jurong Point at 430pm. I went over to his house to meet him as i had to pass him the nike shirt and the chewing gums, as well as to see his doggie, bean bean and her babies - wang wang, xi xi, huan huan. We took bus 30 down to JP and reached there by 330pm. We bought the tickets and went to play arcade for almost 1 hour. It's been so long since we last played those games. We played "Time Crisis", "Daytona", "Photo Hunt". I lost all the games to him. Sobsob~~~ After movie, we had dinner at the new cafe - Bento Box at JP. It served Japanese food so dear had "Pork Unagi", which i have "Udon with Chicken Karaage" and with additional of a pizza (ham, chicken & pineapple). After dinner, i went over to his place once again to play with his puppies. It was only about 830 to 9pm. I stayed till 11pm then i went home after playing with the doggies.

The baby doggies - cant name them...gosh wad a clone...haha
With luv *my darling boey always....*

23rd:
We have match at Hougang Street 1 (Yu Ying Sec) with the C / B divison girls. WE WON WE WON WE WON!!!! Hahahaha... First time the score exceed the score sheet recording...LOL so cool man...hehe all thanks to the team especially to Hui min, Nana & Brenda... 爱的力量 does work for you...haha the score was 86 vs 46. I did not really play much as i felt so useless and everything just not turning out right i guess. I felt like a loser. Sigh. After the match, all of us went to the nearby hawker centre to have lunch together. Most of them had fish soup while nana, rose and i have economic rice. Haha... Then all of us parted at the bus stop taking bus 113 back to kovan MRT station. Serene and Brenda alighted at PS while the rest alighted at outrum, leaving me alone back to harbourfront. I went home and took a slight nap, and went off to PS taking train there to meet jia yang and dear to buy bbq food for chalet. We bought within our budget but the quantities are too much especially chicken wing. Jian Ming came over after we finished shopping to help me & gab to carry to his aunt's place to store the food.

24th - 26th
Day 1:
Dear, jia Yang and i meet up at 2pm to go over to jian ming's place to take the bbq food and headed down to Sentosa Coasta Sand. We checked in but things arent going smoothly at our side. The rooms were far too small to accomodate a group of 10+ people. The aircon spoilt and there were water dripping at our shoes as they were placed beneath the aircon. Their service at coasta sand sentosa sucks! They gave us those attitude that pissed me off. As the aircon was down, we requested for the change of room as the room service person coming up three times in a day just to fix the aircon. The person-in-charged can actually say to all of us that it's because we have too many people in the room causing the aircon not functioning well, but the people next door have 7 people and yet they aircon worked until our room outside also can feel the aircon. WTH!!! So all of us left the room, for our KFCs meal downstair to "AVOID OVERCROWDING IN THE ROOM".

// Sharon feeding ming \\ yum yum KFC... *guess who's actually eating* haha...
With luv *my darling boey always....*

// Another hand[less] feeding \\ Oishii!!!!
With luv *my darling boey always....*

After the meal, sharon, jian ming, rui song, tommy and i sat by the swimming pool there to crap and take picture for a while.

// Sharon & Ming by the swimming pool \\ yoyoyo~
With luv *my darling boey always....*

// 0_RuiSong, 1_Sharon, 2_Ming, 3_JianMing \\ Act cute ming...haha~
With luv *my darling boey always....*

When we finished taking the pictures, we went up and got to know that we had a change of room to the 3rd floor (0302) instead of the initial of the 2nd floor (0202). We went up to carry our barang barang and continued taking pictures outside at the corridor of the room.

// We just LOVE balls... whahahaha \With luv *my darling boey always....*

// Kor, Sharon & I \\ Siblings photo...
With luv *my darling boey always....*

// Rui song got rape by two insane man...GOSH~ \With luv *my darling boey always....*

// Ger power :P \With luv *my darling boey always....*

After the moving of room, we had pancakes for dessert. Thanks to rui song for his pancakes...

// Eating pancakes with dear \\ Look at the hershey sauce we put...it's in a heart shape... =P
With luv *my darling boey always....*

// Who's feeding the hungry mingz again? Haha... \With luv *my darling boey always....*

// AHHHH yum yum... \With luv *my darling boey always....*

After eating, we did not go to sleep, but we watched "House of Wax" together. It's not a very good quality outcome or maybe it's really like that as at times i cant really see what's going on. Haha...but can imagine la...hehe it's quite a vomiting movie...lolx after the movie, we went on to watch "Seoul Raiders" but only disc one as all of us almost down when the show comes to an end.

Day 2:
The next day morning, sharon, jia yang and rui song woke up early to the beach and took some pictures. By the time they came back, it was only 8am in the morning. They tried waking us up, but all of us were still in their deep sleep especially jm...haha we did not go out and play unlike we planned, but we played dai dee in the room and had cup noodles for lunch as wen yang bought in more cup noodles for us when he's on his way to the chalet.
Sharon left around 10am, rui song and i walked her down to the bus stop. Then we walked back and it started to rain. By the time i walked back, all of them were asleep again except dear and dasiree. So the five of us watched "Seoul Raiders" disc two. But in the end, only left me and dear watching. After the show, we also knocked out for a while then all awake and went down to beach to play touch rugby and volleyball till noon. Then the guys all went to swim while i stay put to be photographer for a while.

// Waterboys \\ Look at the leaf on tommy's head...so funnie...hee
With luv *my darling boey always....*

I went up to bathe and rest till 6 then rui song, tommy and i went over to palawan beach to buy starter, lighter and cheese for bbq. When we came back, it's already nearly 7pm. Dear was vexed about the pit as our initial pit was messed up again and we were given another two options area to have our bbq. We were so pissed off but in the end, we managed to get a bbq pit no 6. right at the corner of the bbq areas. It's better than nothing i guess...haiz so our big chief keeps the balls rolling by placing the charcoal and the starters...and started cooking the food for us...thanks to jian ming, tommy and rui song. While dear and i went upstairs to slack...haha dear was tired...poor guy...he slept for one hour and i woke him up to go down and have bbq...

// Dear & I \\ Bluez Love //
With luv *my darling boey always....*

// The two main chief \\ Jian Ming & Rui Song //
With luv *my darling boey always....*

// Want some mashmellow?! \With luv *my darling boey always....*

// Me & Rui Song \\ I just love no. 7...hee
With luv *my darling boey always....*

// Me & Tu Di (Jia Yang) \With luv *my darling boey always....*

// Cooked Fish \With luv *my darling boey always....*

// Fishy gone... \\ Burp...
With luv *my darling boey always....*

// Tu Di (Jia Yang), Shi Fu (Gab), Shi Mu (Me) \With luv *my darling boey always....*

After bbq, i was totally knocked out le. I went off to bed immediately as i wasnt feeling well. Sigh... by the time i wake up, it was already midnight plus. After i woke up, i bathe and went back to sleep again. Haha... pig me...lolx

Day 3:
We were meant to check out by 1030am, but they gang woke up at 1015am. Haha... the guys took some funny videos which i just find it's so stupid...whahaha after being asked to leave twice, we headed to harbourfront to have our branch" as it was already 12pm yet we havent even had breakfast at all...LOL the 8 of us went to noodle hut and spent about $75 altogether. We parted at harbourfront after branch and went home to sleep...hee

Tough time...tough decision...

2005-06-15T22:24:00.000+08:00

As most of you guys who read my blog would know that i will be going to malaysia in a 2 days time (friday) as my grandma came to singapore to treat her leg, and now she needs to go back home, so i gonna be a filial granddaughter to send her back. *dont UH HUM k!* anyway, since i'm going back to msia, then i will make a trip down to Cameron highland (my 1st visit) as my dad's business partner lives there. Hope it's gonna be fun but i will be with my dad & mum, practically one of the youngster there with the adults...pray for me ya? Haha....

On sunday, i managed to meet up with the gang at the basketball court when i went down to find yihang, but i did not join them for the game due to my leg injury plus i'm heading out to tiong bahru plaza to meet sharon. Initially was meant to be just a meeting session with sharon and yihang, but ended up, dear and jian ming also came as i asked them to. *oops* but it's good too...as i managed to get my thoughts cleared. Sharon cant stand the hunger, so she went to KFC to have her meal le, while the remaining of us, including pei wen, went up to "Griller" to have dinner. *yum yum* As usual, i ordered black pepper chicken while dear ordered "shit"! Haha~~~~

//Black Pepper Chicken\\ *taken before this visit*

... "Shit" meal... //Haha\\ *taken before this visit*

On monday, my beloved bball team, proved that their past trainings werent a waste...a hope for all of us! They had a game with Bedok North Sec Sch, although Sec but heard from others that they are pretty good players and i truly believe. But now i believe that my team is even better! :) The players that turn up had each made fabulous shots and attempts, though i'm not there, but i know, they showed good team spirits with 8 players!
1. Lifang - 6 points
2. Nana - 15 points (top scorer 1)
3. Annabelle - 5 points
4. Brenda - 15 points (top scorer 2)
5. Sherylyn - 0 point (though no contributions, but you are still a great player and you played a part in creating a miracle!)
6. Hui Min - 10 points
7. Charmaine - 2 points
8. Ying Yi - 2 points
The situation on that day was pretty bad as we only have 8 players and as compared to them, they have 20+ over players to sub them, but our score was 55 vs 49. I am truly overwhelmed and happy to hear that though i cant play, cant contribute, cant do anything now. How i wished i could play?! But i guess i should let my positions to others who have shown passion and made contribution to the team to be in the school team. - It's time to go -

On the very same day, dear and i went out to tiong bahru plaza (there again huh?!) after my fyp to watch "Mr & Mrs Smith"! Chio ah...got hunk with chiobu...what's more you can ask for in the movie! Gosh~ They are definitely hot babe & hunk man! Lots of hot scenes and nice romantic ending that they have...plus the 5 or 6 years ago & after scenarios...damn funnie...go watch this show if you wished to see hunks and babes! Woohoo~

Just today, dear came to find me at my greenhouse again...to give me a hand...but abit late huh...we are done le... :p anyway, then we all went down to Katong...real Katong...to have Katong Laksa (328). Goodness...it's SPICY even without adding chilly...haha *wateeeerrrr* but it's worth eating ba...with han feng, han wei (feng's bro) & zann. Thanks pals! Hardwork count on you guys for next few days...i wont be around to give a hand...sorry man!

I will be back to update more for my blog after i'm back from my holidays...hope i have an enjoyable trip as i will be having more hardwork on fyp when i returned. No pain, no gain. Now i believe~

Who am i on the inside?!

2005-06-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

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2005-06-09T17:33:00.000+08:00

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Braggart
You are 57% Rational, 85% Extroverted, 42% Brutal, and 57% Arrogant.

You are the Braggart! Like Muhammad Ali, you would surely tell everyone
that you are "The Greatest" whilst bragging incessantly about your
intelligence, your skills, and your abilities. You tend to be a thinker
rather than a feeler, and combined with your extroversion and
arrogance, this makes you someone who probably just LOVES to brag about
his accomplishments. Despite this, however, you are a very gentle,
tender person and truly care about others' feelings. You just happen to
care more about yourself. Unlike Ali, of course, you are rather
rational as opposed to emotional, and you are also much more gentle.
But his arrogance and extroversion best reflect the most visible
aspects of your personality. Your personality defect is the fact that
you are extremely overconfident, extroverted, and perhaps rather
lacking in emotions. YOU ARE THE GREATEST! Or so you keep telling
yourself every night, in hopes that eventually everyone else on the
planet will agree. Well, sorry, we probably won't.

To put it less negatively:

1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.

2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted.

3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.

4. You are more ARROGANT than humble.

Compatibility:

Your exact opposite is the Bitch-Slap.

Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hand-Raiser, the Haughty Intellectual, and the Capitalist Pig.

If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you
could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42%
Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is
close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well.
Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can
determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored
near fifty percent for certain traits.

The other personality types:

The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.

The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.

The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.

The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 46% on Rationality
You scored higher than 84% on Extroversion
You scored higher than 46% on Brutality
You scored higher than 64% on Arrogance

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- Dear, my praise for u! -

2005-05-31T09:22:00.000+08:00

My dear has the following characteristics:
1) The guy who love you, can't tell you the reasonwhy he love you. He only knew that, in his eyes, you are the only one.
2) The guy who love you, actually always make you mad, but he do never know what stupid thing didhe done, as everything he done, is for your own good.
3) The guy who love you, seldom praise you, but in his heart, you are the best, only he know it.
4) The guy who love you, will scold or complaint if you din't reply his message but others, because he cares.
5) The guy who love you, will remember every word u said, even its accidentally and he will use the word always at the nick of time.
6) The guy who love you, will not give any promise that easily, because they don't want to break the promise, they want you to believe him and they want to give you the happiest and safest life ever after.
7) The guy who love you, always tell you not to think too much, because they already plan it for you, he want to give u the best life in the future, he want to give you a surprise, believe him that he can do it.
8) The guy who love you, won't said " i love you" that easily, because everything he done for you is showing that he love you already, but only he will tell the word at the special situation, because he dun wan u to misunderstand, he want u to know that he love you.
9) The guy who really love you, will feel that,sometimes, something hav to tell for only once,because he thought that u might already understand him,if talk so much, he will feel that theres nothing you will cherish.
10) The boy who love you, will listen quietly to you,when you are mad, and when you finished, he willsaid, you still got class tomorrow, sleep earlier with smile.
11) The boy who love you, don't know that whether he should call you when you are angry, but he will sent a message to you after few hours,if you ask him why he call that late, he will said, when you are angry,my explanation are all rubbish.Butwhen you calm down,my explanation will only really works.The boy who love you, always call you little girl,but everytime he want to make a big decision,he will first want to hear your advice.
12) The guy who love you, while quarelling, he will apologize uncontrollably,althought you are the one who's wrong, and later, he will sent a message to you with " baby, actually you know its your fault, you know it urself "
13) The guy who love you, seldom said sweet words, but you know, his kisses already transfer his all passion to you.

-Madagascar-

2005-05-29T16:57:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went out early in the morning to school (greenhouse) to water my 宝贝 plants. They need daily watering so i was scheduled to water them yesterday as zann wasn't free. Dear was meant to go with me to water the plant, but he slept the whole day and forgotten it. *stupid* but then in the end, he took a cab down to meet me when i was already at Bukit Merah. So i went to NTUC and shopped for a while to wait for him. Then he accompanied me to eat at the hocker centre - fishball noodles + soya bean. We went to CK to buy a new wax for dear and a new shampoo for myself. Hee...then we took a bus 273 back home to get my specs. We parted from the optical shop and went home separately. We met up again at about 330pm to go to Changi Airport to fetch my sister. We haven't leave the estate yet, my sister sms me from Hong Kong saying that she don't need people to take lagguage from airport. I called her immediately, realsing that her flight would land at 8pm and not 4pm. OH MY GOSH! Where the hell dear and i go airport now for?! Whahaha...silly me sia... We went about calling the gang asking them whether they would like to watch "Madagascar" at GV Marina. Jian ming, who initially had his plan for dinner at Swensen, came to join us after his meal after our long "kao bei-ing". Haha... then kor and his gf, Pei wen, also joined us after their respective meals done as both of them were in a short quibble. Rui song also joined us as he's going to carrefour to shop for his ingredients to make tiramisu. All of us were late for the movie but the commercials were long so it did not affect us at all. The story was a joker man...just cant stop laughing but the storyline was really dull. If you want a laugh, that's the show to watch. But if you are tired, please don't go watch as you might dozed off in the cinema by the stupid storyline. http://www.madagascar-themovie.com

- {Madagascar} Alex & Marty [Brothers] -

- {Madagascar} Gloria [Wad a BIKINI] whahaha... -

- {Madagascar} Melman [A fragile giraffe] -

- {Madagascar} Monkeys [A talkative yet illiterate // A mute yet literate] -

- {Madagascar} Penguins [Forever thinking of escaping from zoo] -

- {Madagascar} Cutie baby squirrel [Middle] -

After the movie, we walked from Marina Square to Esplanade. What a long way! Zzz...

19, 20, 21, 22...

2005-05-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

I just realised..it's gonna b a damn long blog sia..consist of my camps...my anni...my "long"//"short" weekend...as well as...my sucky sch...haiz
Lately i wasnt at all happy staying in my class especially for DRUG DISCOVERY & DEVELOPMENT class!!! I very sianz...because my group...we actually exchanged our resources then we do our ppt but they actually used my resources and made into their slides and present...what the hell!!!
Scenario goes this way:
I did my research and found a pdf file which i sent to all of them. They used my resources and made them into their slide without informing me. Then when comes to presentation, i only get to see slides that come from that pdf file but i was not told to present at all. Sheena did not do anything and yet she get to present!!! *ARGH* At least theo did something although not in the main slide, at least she present any slide i still find it fair, but that idiot gal, did not do anything, she get to present! Bloody hell!!! Then when presentation, as tommy was the one rearranging the orders of slide, i did not know where are the slides placed as he did another arrangement before going up to present. Then when he ended his presentation with the solution, everyone thought it was the end of our presentation, then Michelle Siow came to ask me, "Yiming, you not presenting?" I was like..."eh...*smile*" Then tommy showed the last slide and asked me to present...please lor...like that right...Michelle will think that i'm not doing anything lor...BASTARD!!! I hate this team to the core~ if you were me, will you feel pissed???!!! -heart ache-

I had my camp from 20th - 22nd May in school with my bball team. They were a bang of jokers man...super enthu...super funnie...i love them sia!!!
On the first day of camp, the seniors (Anna, Lifang, Rose, Nana, Erushi, Jac, Angela & I) went to the Glitz dinner at Mount Faber. All of us practically ended school early, and Rose, Nana and i meet at Rose's class to get changed for the dinner before going down to container to put our barang barang there for the camp. -all of us looks so weird & diff- Before we left for the dinner, we went to the plaza to meet Wendy for a briefing. We took a cab down from Redhill MRT station to call for cab to Harbourfront Cable Car Station. At the Cable Car Station, we met up with Jac, Angela and Erushi. Then we took two cable car over together and arrived queuing to enter for the dinner. Initially when we arrived, we thought it was an outdoor dinner as everyone was stationed outside, but we got to know that it was for cocktail purpose. We took lots of pictures together as a team or with the guys team at the outdoor. The ceremony begins at the outdoor with the Guest of Honour, Sean Tay, gave an opening speech. The first award to be given was the Ceritificate of Merit, where Nana was the first to go up stage, followed by Rose, Anna then me. We were given instructions on how to go up stage and what to do after the certs were received.
The dinner soon started at the basement level of the restaurant. It was fun especially we had a jokey MC as well as we sat together with some of the guys team. They were a bunch of lamers surrounding us. When we first sat down, Kin Sing already busy playing with the wood model placed on the table. (Picture of the model url: http://www.kamat.com/vikas/blogs/wood_model.jpg) His action actually attracted the MC's attention as well as the camera man's attention. He's definitely lame to the core. -whahahaha- then the MC started by asking all the guys to stand up and had the floors giving a round of applause for the appreciation on sports, followed by the ladies standing up. The ladies were told not to sit down even though the applause was given as we were given the privilege to have our dinner taken first. That's when the buffet dinner started! There were dedication going on and the bball teams all dedicated our msg to Benjamin. Ben came over and "thank" us for our msg...as we said, "Ben, stop being so lame!" as our first sentence...lolx then there were Certificate of Meritorious Silver award given to Lifang and Kin Sing as well as Sportswomen award given to Lifang. -congra to them-
other funnie scene like:
- Kin Sing & Ben were told to volunteer for biking (this cca) to let perform stunts over them, make Ben & Kin Sing sweat. Haha~~~
- The MC announced the grand prize of 21-inch tv for the lucky draw with the no 017_, then ben already yaya papaya walked up the stage liao...we thought ben was kidding...but actually he really won!!! So funnie!!! His expression on stage really damn damn damn "cold" sia...Glen O Grady was the one given the award to Ben.
The ceremony ended by 10 i guess. Then we took the first feeder bus off hill back to harbourfront mrt station. From there, we took a cab back to sch but before that, we went to cheers to buy some stuff like toothbrush etc. When we headed back to school, all the babies havent sleep yet...hee so nice of them to wait for us to bathe and they really enjoyed themselves! =)
Let me recap our activity of the day before we went to bed on the first night...
Nana, Rose, Lifang & I went to container and get our barang barang...at the same time getting changed and headed back to the SM0103 to had our last activity with them. We were told to bond together and lift each other up, and we tried lots of time until at the last attempt, we managed to lift each other up but fell apart immediately. Haha... I guess after that all of us take turn to bathe or get changed then get back to bed and sleep. It was already near 1am when we finally get ourselves already for bed. Then nana and lifang went to do those numberings written on the mahjong paper while me and rose piang our rj. After which, nana went to bed, leaving me, rose and lifang sticking the stickers on the bottle as a gift for this camp event.
On the second day, Rose and i woke up at 6am as rose wanna bath and i had to accompany her to the toilet while the rest of them r still in bed. After which, before 7am, we slowly wake all of them up except Wendy. All of us had a morning run at our usual route and our highest record was 10 mins + and lowest was 14 mins +. After running, we had our breakfast at the canteen. After taking a short break, we had our friendlies among one other. All the blacks a.k.a known as Champion one team - Lifang, Nana, Yingyi, Cherylene, Charmaine, Penny and I vs Wendy, Boo, another UWC gal (forgotten her name...sorry), Rose, 2 Brenda and Serene. We won the team with good communication and coordination...i'm so happy!!! But Wendy wasnt happy with her team...thus she punished all of us with 2 suicides!!! I realised 2 suicide really can make me go commit suicide which links me to coach carter..."U owe me 1000 suicide" hahaha... after friendly, we went to wash up and had our lunch (Nasi Lemak) till 2pm then we had our next activity which was conducted by Anna at another classroom.
The activity was like a sports psychology class which required us to visualise and get our outcome goal and action goal set.
Outcome goal:
- Hope to be able to dribble ball well so that it is not necessary to have to depend on certain players to dribble. THEY CAN COUNT ON ME! :)
- Hope to shoot better --> improve in my shooting style
- Hope that my fast break would be even more faster and at the same time play apart in assist and defense
- Hope that my communication & team bonding gets stronger and tougher!
Action goal:
- Need more practice (duhz!); Build up in my confidence in dribbling, protecting my ball like protecting my children
- Same old thing --> still practice! Also can consult advisor & coach for proper way of shooting
- Train my stamina! Do more suicide
- Hope to have more activity together with the juniors & have more camps / trips perhaps!
But most of our visualisation time, most of us fall asleep...especially e seniors as we were busy dealing with the camp stuff the previous night. I would say the psychology really can make people shiok ah...make me think how great i am sia...whahaha as all of us so sleepy, Wendy's activity kept all of us awake. Wendy placed lots of number cards that nana and lifang prepared the night before and scattered them around a square area. We were told to stand within the box and had to step the numbers in chronological order within the time target she set for us. We were not allowed to do the following:
- to have two foot in the square area
- stayed within the square area before the game starts - there's a starting line that we were told to stay and then run to the square area after the command
- the timer will stop only when all of us get back to the starting line
We managed to make a record of 13 secs. -We are great!!!- Huimin came in just when the session ended.
Then after the activities, we had a chat session with coach for nearly 4 hours as it was raining heavily outside. -sway- then coach teaches us how to fake fall and all of us learnt to fake fall together, as well as we get to know our weakness and strength one by one being said by Coach.
My weakness:
- FEAR! This word is enough to explain all. My lack of confidence at court explains the reason why i wasn't the key 5 or recognized players though i am a year 3 student.
My strength:
- I have shown improvement for the past 2 years with no knowledge of basketball at all.
After 4 hours of Coach session, we had our dinnner (经济饭) until 9pm. Then we have our night game activity with Wendy's friend. But before i had my dinner, Nana, Rose, Yingyi and I went down to mobil to buy instant noodles. The night activity that we played, was using the same number card. The differences are,
- some of them will be blind folded using bandanas
- non-blind folded people might not b allowed to speak at times
- e starting point is at our sleeping room all the way have to walk to the classroom where we have sports psychology
- the numbers are placed in chronological order but in a snake and ladder form where it requires alot of turning and moving
- per number requires AT LEAST one leg inside or else we have to restart
The whole game really trilling as we would need to take care of those people before and after you, fearing that they might not step at the correct box. When my communication was down, i had to communicate with brenda using squeezing of her hands to let her know whether to cross or not to cross. The game did not end. After that, only 4 people got blind folded and i am one of them. We were told to sit around a square which had a mahjong paper placed, then we had to hold on to a string which was tied to a pen, then draw the Mickey Mouse picture out. The outcome of the picture was super funnie and all of us took picture with the Mickey Mouse. It was finally bed time and all of us slept in the Coach Carter's dream as the movie was playing while all of us were sleeping. LOL
On the third day, we woke up alot more later at 8am then we had our breakfast. After our breakfast, we went off to the court and had our fitness trained by the National Rugby Coach (Wendy's Coach). At that point in time, then i knew Wendy is the captain of National Team. Coolz~ The coach teaches us the proper technic to warm up and also teaches us the way to be more flexible in her activites. The way she speaks really linked me to coach carter again. "Am i not speaking in english?" (she spoke this when she expecting us to go to the base line but all of us are taking our own sweet time). "Dont force me to give you all suicide, i dont like suicide either" (when we were about to start our activity with her) She's a very encouraging coach as even though we did our activities wrongly, she still said "good job" "you all are doing great" etc.. to motivate us! After the coaching end, we had our friendly among ourselves without boo and wendy. This time round, Nana, Rose, Brenda, cherylene and i are in a team whereas the remaining are in another team. We only managed to play for a while as charmaine injured her head in the game as she lost her balance. Though the injuries werent serious, but she was admitted to hospital for a checkup. -take care char-
There's no lunch provided so those remaining people were taking lots of lame pictures while waiting for wendy, brenda and char's return. When wendy and brenda returned, we had the strength and weakness sessions again, but this time around is what the team members think about you.
Weakness:
- Panick passes
- Low confidence
- Not agreesive enough
- Not visualising
- Lack of communication
- Bad defense (standing too close to opponent)
Strength:
- Positive attitude
- Covers for cherylene on defense (based on the game)
- Good speed
- Motivating; Encouraging
- Hardworking
- Communication (abit contridict with the weakness)
- Shoot well
- Eye contact
- Coordinate well with Nana (based on the game)
I admit to the comments and i hope to change them before i leave RP this year! Hope i can make my FEAR gone!!! -my target-
Before the camp ended with a debrief, the captaincy was announced. Congra to fang becoming the capt & nana becoming the vice. Anna, dont be upset or disheartened! The team still loved you and we still need you to guide us with your experience! All the best to fang & nana for leading the team~

---This is the end of my camp---

I took cab back from school although initially thought of asking dear to come school fetch me but changed my mind to ask rose's sister to drive me back, but in the end, took cab home as rose left early. Dear did not manage to arrive on time to fetch me from downstairs so i went up myself and he came to my house. I had all my barang barang cleared before getting changed and headed to his house for lunch (spaghetti). We watched "Babe" in the mean time when i rest at home. It gets even more bored when i was at his house, then when i was watching zhen qing halfway, his maternal grandparents came. All of us were happily watching zhen qing in the living room when suddenly, a stupid cockroach appear. My funnie dear went to use a racket for hitting mosquito to chase after the cockroach just to see whether it will get electric shock... -_-"' which in the end, the cockroach went missing in the living room...whahaha i went to his room and sleep in the end as i was super tired. I didnt realised that i actually dozed off when his family were having dinner. Dear was taking his nap too beside me. =) then at about 8pm, we took a free ride from his grandparents to Safra. We bowled two games and left to tiong bahru for our dinner at Griller. We had the student meal dinner for $4.90 with a free coke. Dear ordered a fish n chip while i ordered black pepper chicken. After dinner, it was nearly 10pm. We went to have ice cream at MacDonalds before heading home. He sent me home though we took a cab. -so nice of him-

Happy 21st Month Anni! Next month will be even more memorable as it's 22nd month anniversay on the 22nd....haha must start planning as it would be during our June holiday...hee ^^ thanks for tolerating my nonsense and my tiredness from camp yesterday. I love you~ muacks!

-Pls, hear my prayers-

2005-05-12T08:46:00.000+08:00

Guess wad am i doing in class man?! My classmates have people taking UTs...den e remaining of us haf to keep quiet but can still IM in class while waiting for them to get their UTs over. Then when they r done...we den can have our 1st meeting...OH MY GOD! Wad time will b my breakfast sia...zzz pity those late comers...cant even enter e class gonna rot outside... *sad* next week gonna b a super packed week...hope i still got time to go out like yest & e day before.

Sharon has been feeling down and had jio me out for e past two days. I did not reject her although i knew i was tired n dead beat. I met her on tue after my training in sch n i went to harbourfront with jm, rs, wy, dap & dear. Then we hang around at the place till nearly 1130 plus den we took bus home. Rs, dear & i walked sharon back to her house. When i reached my hse downstair, there's a doggie tt stood by e stairs. It nearly entered e lift with us...but dear asked it to "sit" n it really sit. Doggie really is doggie man! :P *sharon, u got to b more happy k...i'll always b there for u~ juz cheer up... -smile-

Then yest was Sports Management class n it ended off early as usual. Nana, nana's bf, rose, rose's bro & yingyi all went ps to watch "Coach Carter" movie together. I did not join them as i was meeting Sharon. Sharon came to PS to meet me...so is jm. Den three of us walked from PS to Taka juz to find Karen lee. On the way, we met wei xin, my sec sch friend, who's doing sales now selling belt for father's day gift. We walked all the way to Taka juz to acc karen to buy her formal outfit. She called me all of e sudden i sure noe something not right la...oops...haha we walked ard a while...n we went to KFC to have our dinner. Then we walked around n met ck at G2000. All of us stupidly juz walked with Karen n let her lead e way. From taka walked to isetan...n she only bought a $65.30 dress... *faint* walked till my leg cramp ah... *hurt* now still limping...n i haf match later...sianz although i know i wont play long...but i still wished to play... :(

Today shall pray well tt e weather will b fine...i dont wish e weather to rain...sigh~ *God, listen to our prayers! -hugz-

I miss dear~ -muack-

First white post*

2005-05-08T15:38:00.000+08:00

Lately had been so boring and busy for me. I had been dealing with my FYP at the same time schooling so kind of rushing things here and there. Heard that next week gonna be UTs week le...which is even worst...haiz i met dear on thurs to watched "Coach Carter" at Great World City as match was cancelled due to the bad weather. I was lucky enough to use the free complimentary ticket as nana wasnt able to use it when she wanted to.

Lately a lot of things happen to me and i'm so moody and down. Times and times i have been bursting to tears...haiz anyway, today is Mother's Day. "Happy Mother's Day, Mum!" as well as "Happy Mother's Day, Auntie!" Later whole family going out for dinner around bugis area to have - "Tian Tian Huo Guo". =) *yum yum* just cant wait for my dinner...haha

New blogskin... I just wan to b happy~

2005-05-02T14:15:00.000+08:00

So long didnt update blog or browse my blog, then suddenly at one go, all gone. Hai~ quite sad that i lost my ex blogskin due to exceed bandwidth...so this time round, i play safe to actually had the blogskin saved at photobucket. Credit goes for nana for trying her best to explain to me how to save them at photobucket. My sis also attempted to mend my blog but i did not use the blogskin in the end.

I like this blogskin because you have to click in order to see things and unlike last time, everything is fixed there for you and all you have to do is to scroll down. Prefer to trouble people...haa i had changed some of the things inside...and had a new songs for the blog by Michael Jackson...dont look like i will like him ya?! But i just like the title of this song "You are not alone" because i wan to tell everyone tt i'm not alone, i have all my friends to be with me as well as dear. My lifes are full of ups and downs...lately has been my sad-est time in my life. But thanks to ck, nana, rose, karens for cheering me up...i think u all reali make me think well ba...make me happier by making me to suan all of u till i song...haa thanks pals! ^^

Had been super busy with school and basketball so almost everyday also no time to meet dear as our time just clashes. When got time, there's still bound to have things coming up to spoil our day. But i guess, it's a form of challenge ba. Hack~ haha...

Starting of the new term...

2005-04-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

Happy 1 year 8 months Anniversary to dear! Yesterday so sorry for my tight schedule in school that makes our day together abit short... :( anyway, i had an enjoyable day yesterday! Thanks for the teddy too...so cute. Although abit of crack, but u made them...hee thanks alot...*muacks*

I went to watch "Wet Dreams" yesterday at Jurong Point...a pretty late time slot to me. Lucky dear dont mind...it's a 905pm show...haa lots of couples in e cinema n only like 2 groups of guys (threesome & foursome) watching e movie...like so "gay"...lolx... e show really super imaginative la...super XXX also...hoho~ *it's an M18 show anyway...hee

Started my new term. I am a year 3 student now...wohoo...grow up liao~ yeah~~~ being year 3 student is not good...means more busy, more work, less leisure...sigh though i am already busy, but i am still having two major exams this year...my grade 5 practical test & my TP (driving)...both falls on sept...sad-ed la...*stress* just rushed finish my literature review for my FYP...thanks to han feng for helping me...hee coming week will be dealing with my protocol...haiz S.I.A.N i think more to come ba...zzz

Got to know some people in my class as everyday to me is a brand new day. My class has a combination of people from 0504, 0505, 0506, 0507. Then lately has been chatting with ck...kind of cool to chat with as he's also like me...dont like to have long classes or noisy debating class. Haha...

Blog update [Part 2] ... S.I.A.N

2005-04-13T15:16:00.000+08:00

Today as usual nothing to do, so i updated my blog with a new song. No longer in "Tong Hua" fairyland...but now in a more romantic and cheerful song. This song is sang by David Tao which is recorded in his new album - Tai Ping Sheng Shi. The song titled is called "Jiu Shi Ai Ni". The song is meaningful if it is a guy sings to a girl...go see the lyrics @ www.boxup.com and you will understand what i mean...

Anyway, i have been rotting at home...meant to go bbdc today but parents came back by noon so i have to be home to open door for them as they left their keys at home. Schools starting in another 4 days time...tomorrow going to bbdc liao i guess...cannot delay much longer...if not when school starts, i dont even have the time to go down liao lor...S.I.A.N plus i took up extra module to study on wednesday which was meant to be my offday...sigh then now bball having training every tuesday and thursday, it's a compulsory training as we have to set good example to the juniors so that they will join bball...i dont even think i can jog liao...how to run...hai how to train... :( then there will be upcoming bball camp on 6th - 8th may in school...it's gonna be like physical and mental skill training...sigh then have to help fang to organise the camp which initially was nana, rose and i in-charged. Hai... *degraded*

Latest blog update...

2005-04-12T12:51:00.000+08:00

Today nothing to do...rotting at home...just done with my laundry and had my breakfast...hee so i came online to deal with my blog pictures. My dear's birthday pictures have been uploaded...it contains lots of memories where everlasting friendship does exist... ^^ take a look at it k!

A never growing (childish) dear of mine...haa [Part 2]

2005-04-11T00:46:00.000+08:00

Just went to lao ba (jm)'s blog...den realised tt i forgot to mention abt our midnight bball game at our old court on dear's bthday...it brings back lots of memories tt not many pple will haf in their life...haha our first 3 months before dear starts to go JI / MI for sch...we spent almost everyday at the court...playing bball...and tt's when i started to like bball...started to like my dear now...haha so where can u pple find those memories man?! Haha... e midnight bball-ing we had last nite...was cool man...still rem tt time when yh's bthday...1 yr plus ago...we also had a similiar scenario...haha everyone misses e ball n tio hit by e bball...haha u noe how dark it is a not...haiyo...moreover e ball is red...blend with e court n also e dark sky...wad e...LOL we had 2 sets of 11 balls...and it was a win-lose, lose-win situation...hee i was in a diff team from dear...jm, yh, sharon n i one team vs rs, tommy & dear...haha super funnie combination...hoho i'm waiting for tmr to come...waiting for my pic to b passed to me...dear hurry!!!! Cant wait to add to my friendster...add to my galleries in blog etc...haha our pyramid!!!!! Hee...

A never growing (childish) dear of mine...haa

2005-04-10T13:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was so fun and cool man! I guess my dear really enjoyed himself at the party wor...as well as all our friends havocing their way through...hee yesterday was the first time for a lot of things...first time had my crystal jade meal with dear...first time had so many people in a birthday party...first time see so many couples in a party...first time see so many couple tees...first time had durian cake...first time had a pyramid formation pictures taken as a gang...first time had lots of gang photo...first time see dear swim...first time see dear drenched...haha so many first time leh...i think there's more to come sia...hee it's also the first time i got my leg injured over and over again...hai no more bball for me already i guess... :(
Yesterday event runs well smoothly even though the past few days were nightmare and stress. Dear liked the presents alot...and that's good...so happy that my effort wasn't wasted... :D thanks to karen, kor, rs n nana for the ideas contributed...hee we took lots of pictures together at the party and i hope i can upload them asap to my galleries and let everyone see...hee sure gonna laugh ur ass off man... :P

Happy belated 19th birthday dear...i know is too late...but i sang twice happy birthday song to you n said twice happy birthday to you too...haha not bad liao la...so many happy birthday cakes and presents for you...u sure flying "without wings" liao... :P hope u r really truly happy abt those sudden events...and dun say i bluff u or pian ni hor... :( u r 19 already...i hope u will study hard hard...love me lots lots...haha most importantly, take care of urself more k...hee dun always make "auntie" worried hor..."auntie" cannot always take care of u one k..."auntie" need to take care of herself one wor... :p i love u! *smile*

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2005-04-09T02:40:00.000+08:00

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Mood-less /\ Lovey Dovey

2005-04-05T00:44:00.000+08:00

Things are going on fine with me & dear as long as i dont purposely make a big fuss out of things which he had enough of those nonsense i guess...hee women have pms la...u will never know... :p

Just tio scolding for no reason...kind of sad and moodless sia...i do understand that i came home late and it's also my fault for not picking up ur call...but think about it...have you ever concern about my friends? But instead u keep saying my friends not good and stuff...dont always go out with friends...if i dont go out with friends, who should i go out with? Hai...i'm so upset by ur scold man...it is meaningless to talk to him liao...argh~

Anyway, some happy stuff...i took neoprint on sun...hee super nice...so long din take so nice so cool pictures together with dear dear le...we have missed 2 mthly anni...so we make it up by taking 2 neoprints...haa *pple, if u wan to view them, they r at my galleries...the last few pictures of ::Sweet heart:: ...hee

FTT PASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!! Drive drive drive... booooommm booooommm booooommm

2005-03-31T18:58:00.000+08:00

For the past few days, i have been going out but not with dear... On monday, i had my advance driving theory paper (FTT) with Karen...funnie thing was that Karen and i were meant to meet at the first cabinet of the mrt of the east-west line, but we did not meet up till we reached Jurong East as Karen thought that i boarded up the train at outrum park instead of redhill. We weren't late for the test as we alighted at Bukit Gombak and took the free ride to the driving center. We did not hesitate and entered the exam hall immediately. I left the room about 5 - 10 minutes earlier than Karen, and i was chatting on the phone with dear. Dear told me that i need to go top up liao lah...he doubt i can pass. Sigh... after the test, i went off to dear's house to have dinner and tang yuan.

On tuesday, I went out with Karen and Yihang to orchard to shop. It was super lame day as we walked from one end to the other end. We took a cab down and alighted at takashimaya. Initially we walked around the takashimaya shopping centre, but in the end, we walked to heeren HMV. We walked around the 77th street, then we went to buy some candies and went to cineleisure to have our lunch. *credit to yihang as he suggested it* we had long john silver for lunch, it was cheap and worth it man as it has 3 pieces of chicken *burp*... then we walked around at heeren and went to arcade to waste our time while waiting for rui song to join us. We played lots of rounds of puzzle bubbles and for various rounds, everyone managed to be the winners for certain rounds. Before we played puzzle bubbles, we had at least 4 - 5 rounds of photo hunt and we managed to make a 3rd record at one of the machine. Haha... *highest record* LOLX.... finally rui song came to join us at cathy and we went to HMV as rui song wanna get a disc. Then Karen went off to give tuition at chinatown. The 3 of us walked from HMV down to orchard point OG and shopped before walking back to takashimaya. *lame right...tiring sia...* Kor needed to get "Crystal Jade" food for his mum but by the time we reached there, there isn't any more dim sum for him to pack. So we went to cold storage to get pork rib for his mum, and guess wad? NO MORE...haha... fated la... so we headed off from takashimaya to tangs to take bus 124 down to chinatown to meet Karen, at the same time, kor can pack cheng teng back for his mum. We reached chinatown and waited for a while and outside the hotel 81 junction, we saw a couple quarreling in public. The male actually slapped the female. Funnie word that i find is "Ni ru guo yao fan jian, jiu bu yao hui lai zao wo"...sound like as though the female is a prostitute...oops...haha then we walked around chinatown and realised that there isn't any cheng teng available. *kor wan to buy wad, wad will b closed...HAHA* So we walked all the way to CK shopping centre there and bought "tou fu" for his mum. FINALLY...GOT SOMETHING...HAHA...

On wednesday, i went to chinatown OG with my mum and bought a new blue color shirt. Hee...bluey again!!!! *yippy*

Today...i was meant to meet dear to go and eat Katong Laksa at our house area, but then so suay...the Katong Laksa CLOSE LIAO!!!! ARGHHHHHH.... how can...sigh... so i did not go and eat but i was happy as i received my result for my advance theory!!!! HOHOHO... I'M SO PRO....I PASSED!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....

*THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU...all thanks to DEAR for his ENCOURAGEMENT...hahahahaha*

Unmoveable stone day... Slpy boring next few days...

2005-03-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, dear, my mum & i went to orchard paragon together at noon, to get book with her. The bookstore was at the basement selling lots of yummy cafe and restaurant, maybe can go there to eat on dear's birthday or anniversary ba. =) then we walked to lucky plaza where dear and i walked to scotts [pastamania] to meet "bo bo cha cha" team, while mum took a bus down to orchard point OG. I promised the team that i treat them, so they think of cheaper way meal for me to treat them and so they brought me to pasta to eat as royston worked there thus, we are giving 30% discount. Hee...

After eating, we went to far east plaza to take bus 124 to the basketball court. We alighted at the usual court while jian ming and tommy alighted at the cc stop. In the end, jm & tommy walked from cc back to the usual court to meet us. Dear, jm & tommy played 3 on 3 with lester, xian hui & wei kang, dear's team won by one point (i think). Then after they played for one game, dear and i played abc. Guess wad? I won because for me, air ball not counted. Haha... :P after playing, they changed court to cc due to some smelly smell at the court. We went to 7-eleven as usual and bought drinks before proceeding to cc. When we went to cc, we only managed to play against each other for 21 balls then other people came to the court and play. No choice, all of them have to challenge each other in order to win procession at the court. So it's kind of boring to see they all play as i only can stand / sit at the boundary.

At about 5pm plus, the bo bo cha cha gang planned to leave. So we walked them down and we continued to play at the usual court. Wen yang also went off with his girlfriend and his girlfriend's friends. We at the court played ABC once again and the final champion is tommy. Then we played Qi Tiao Ming, then dear was the champion with one life battling. Haha... We end off with a 2v2 (Tommy & Dear vs Jm & Rs). We went back home at 8pm.

Today i have piano lesson in the morning... barely can open my eyes for the lesson...sigh but i tolerated and bluff my way through...as i did not practice my piano...hee after tt i went hm n online for a while...n by 2pm, mum & i went down to tiong bahru to c condominum. Not bad la... e layout...but abit too small in terms of moving area...haha but very WHITE HOUSE cos all furniture is WHITE...lolx

Dear, jia you for ur papers wor! Common test shouldn't give you much problem ba...haha you so smart... :P gambatte o... i will DO MY BEST for my advance theory one...i wan u to OWE me...HAHAHAHAHAHA c u on april fool day... *miss u*

Life is full of encounters...

2005-03-25T02:14:00.000+08:00

Guess wat...it's 215 & i am actually blogging at this hr...gosh! My dear's gonna kill me cos i promised him tt i will slp at 130...shit shit... i blog a short one so tt i can go zzz... guys guys...i just added a song into my blog using angelfire...hee anymore love songs to recommend? Feel free to tag to me... :D

Anyway, though my leg just recovered, i went to orchard road OG today with my mum from 11am to 845pm. Can u believe it?! Haha...even i also dun believe lor...it's super tiring k...my legs are aching n so does my mum...sigh we spent over $500...haha wah seh right...haha...but i shopped till very happy cos i bought a new jeans, a new fila shirt (color is opp of my couple tee fila sheet...haha), a converse couple tee tt mum bought for dear & i as dear's bthday present...hee n also a new nice lady sexy top...woooo haha... *drooling right? :P Actually we finished shopping at 530pm, but we queued for cashier for whole 3 hours?! Goodness...haha it's true...hai...slow slow slow...zzz

Mum did not cook dinner...poor dad came hm no food... cos we came back already 9pm plus...n we just settled our dinner at our house downstair...hee after so long, i set down at my hse downstair to haf dinner...haha hor fun & cao fan...er...lolx

My present nick is "All i asked for is so simple, yet it cant b done...sigh"...there's ample of meanings to this nick & only dear will understand how i feel...one of the reason is because i got back my semester result...it sucks! All i ask for is all Bs...but i just cant get all Bs...hai i am so dumb...wad to do... :(

Results:
Anatomy & Physiology: B+
Microbiology: C+
Immunology: B+
Pharmacology & Toxicology: B

God, life is so unfair...all i ask for is Bs...y u gif me B+ for other sub & dun pass my micro with B...sobx though i should b happy with B+, but i am not...one of my friend got all B+ & he's not happy...another one got 2As, 1B+, 1B n he's still not satisfied...wad e hell...i work so hard & i cant even get a B...cant they just spare a thought for those who cant even get wad they wan & at least ur grades r far much better den others...*sad sad*

Tomorrow gonna be a match day for the guys...haha they are playing against my friends whom i know them on 3 on 3 event at RP. They are only 17 years old average...if u all 19 years old lose to them, i got nothing to say...haha jia you ba...gambatte! Tomorrow gonna be a better day ya? Don't you think so...hee :D

Lesson learn:
Be more considerate at times, and be satisfied with what has God given to you or what you have worked hard for...

Miracle sinseh | 1st husband + 2nd husband

2005-03-24T00:34:00.000+08:00

Got to know that lao ba updated his blog...remind me to update my blog too...haa *copy cat huh...blexh who cares...lolx

Early in the morning, i got awaken up at 7am by dad to help him apply air tickets for him & mum to go to Kuching & Kota Kinabalu next month, in which they will be going on two different places at two different periods of the month. As usual, i made mistakes whenever i helped them to run errand. :( i did not notice that the flight to Kuching was so early in the morning at 7am+ and they had to reach JB airport, not SG airport. GOSH! Kana nag for my carelessness again...sigh *time to plan for my breaks without my parents around for 6 days during april...hee *devilish smile*

I went back to bed after settling all the flight matters by 9am, where i took only an hour or less nap, then mum woke me up this time. Hai... she insisted upon bringing me all the way to OLD CHANGI AIRPORT ROAD to see a sinseh...who actually can cure people with immediate effect. My mum's friend's son actually went to see the doctor, who injured his hand on PSLE period, but he still managed to do the english paper the next day. Miracle doctor i would say...hee so i have no choice but to wake up and had fried rice that mum cooked, and went off to see the sinseh. We took a cab down and that stupid cab uncle actually turned off the meter...*dumb* but in the end, he still calculate back the fare although he said he didnt mind. o.0 we arrived at the place by 1135am and there's still patients coming in to find the sinseh after i left. *shen yi xing long* then the sinseh was so patient with every customer. It's worth my $25 to consult him. :) He did not rush, he did not restort to violence and cure my leg. Haha...i can walk back my normal way liao...so happy...but might look like slight limping at times...still adapting...hee tomorrow going to orchard road with mum [siao bo], can help her carry stuff liao...yippy! Then friday also can play basketball liao...provided dear allow... :(

Before i reached home, i accompanied my mum went to NTUC to buy gorceries and somehow we felt cheated. Cos there is this $20 promotion where you purchase $20 items, you will be able to get stuff at a cheaper price. But neither my mum nor i know that it was TOMORROW's promotion. Wad e lor...if it's tmr, why bring it out now?! -.= so wadever it is, NTUC at bm cannot be trusted... !@#$%^&*() after settling the bill, we went to have fishball noodles...yummy...

The first thing i did when i reached home is SLP SLP SLP...haha but i was charging my 2nd husband at the same time. In case you people have no idea, my 2nd husband is my new ZEN micro creative mp3 player. Hee... my 1st husband named his as his 2nd wife... :) after sleeping for an hour plus, my mum woke me up again wanting me to online to chat with my sister who's at hong kong for business trip. Poor xiao xin...down with cough...*sayang sayang* so i woke up and chatted with her, at the same time, transfering my fully charged creative.

Now already midnight plus liao... i think it's about time for me to get to sleep liao...tired tired... nitenite pple... sweet dreams....

Good luck to all my friends @ SP & NP! All the best for your semester exams... ;)

Happy happy happy... Happy Anniversary... haha

2005-03-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

Today is our anniversary...though i am a bai ka...down with injuries, but my dear came to my house at 5pm to pass me my / our ZEN creative mp3. *Muacks Muacks* Sorry to trouble u dear...plus we cant have our meals out either... But i am so happy today... cos... cos... cos...
1...Dear brought ZEN to my hse personally...
2...Dear came to watch finish our movie marathon "Series of unfortunate events & Cinderella Story"
3...Dear stayed back for dinner at my hse...with my parents...
4...My dad smiled at my dear... *hooray*
Glad that things are going on fine...all my worries r finally cleared...hee happy happy...

*Look @ e time of e post, dear...

Brand new start for jesgab4ever.blogspot.com

2005-03-22T00:32:00.000+08:00

Finally get my blog done after so many days of hunting for a frontpage to deal with it...my laptop used to have frontpage...but ever since i hadthe C drive reformated, my frontpage gone... o.0

Although the new blog skin is pinky n u all might not get used to it tt it's my blog...but i find tt it's sweet n somehow suit my present love life n my character (always facing pc)...hee

Just hope that the change of blog skin really change everything in my life...my relationship, my studies, my friends...i hope for a new start in everything... it's time for me to care more about myself rather than others where i realised not everyone on earth cares about my presence...haix

Blog so many times...i dun rem saying thank you to the following people... Dear, jm, yh, wy n dear's parents... thank you for accompanying me to go see sinseh that day when i injured my leg at basketball court...though it seems not so serious, but i actually made everyone worried..so sorry...i'm not sure whether will everyone get to c e msg...but is the thought that counts, ya? hee... thanks thanks...

Wadever it is, it's 22nd again...it's dear & i 1 year 7 months anniversary. Unlike other couples...anni might b an exciting day for them...but to me...nothing much i guess...as i also cant move abt much...so can forget about going anywhere or doing anything ba...sigh

My word to love:
"A basic respect is the most important thing in life, to show how important he / she is to you"

Shd i stay...or shd i go...

2005-03-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

Bo stead miserable...got stead also miserable...y life is so miserable? Pple like jm or tommy they all...pinning for stead...pinning for one to love them...but i haf someone to love to hold...yet i still not happy? Am i asking for too much or am i far too petty? My feelings r so complicated now...so sad...

Everyone i know would think that i am bullying him...cos i look fierce..den to them...i will also b petty cos i always angry with him...but nobody ever tries to be in my shoe to try to think why would i b angry with a "wood block"...with someone who is so innocent...
I haf been trying to talk to him nicely...trying to say what i can say to make him do what is right...but did he ever listen to me? If he ever did, lots of things will not happen! I am utterly disappointed...hoping to give up everything on him...but why am i still clinging onto him? Hai...

I have friends vexing about their relationship too...one wish to break off because e bf "plays" with other gals in front of her...n those gals fall into her bf's arm...another wish to end it as arguments reali makes one sick...n me? I also sick of arguing & quarreling wif someone who puts others before me...who nv ever will listen to me...telling him straight...thinks i'm joking..tell him rd abt...he say y dun i tell him directly...

Wat am i suppose to do... am i suppose to cling onto this sorrow n miserable relationship...or shd i let go....

Down with injuries... sobx

2005-03-18T19:54:00.000+08:00

After busy for the past few days, ming finally down...and this down gonna take a long time to heal...sigh... I went down to play basketball @ my house basketball but i was on sandals...although i knew i was on the wrong outfit, but i still played basketball. But how the world i know i actually "crack" my foot bone. Kind of serious as i managed to hear the crack sound...and i break down on the floor. Now my leg like elephant pig leg already...it hurts even when sleeping as it is one side of the foot that hurts...sigh

Anniversay is coming in a few days time...but my leg still hurts...how to go out with dear?! We missed last month anniversary due to IVP..and this month...i missed it again... :( next month i might be missing again due to basketball camp...
Dear, i'm so sorry! :( pls dont blame me...sobsob~

Busy yet enjoyable 7 days... Miss all e young punks...

2005-03-17T09:45:00.000+08:00

For the past 7 days, i have been busy working @ suntec city (the IT fair) from thurs to sun. This is the first time that i stood working for so long...continuously from 1145am till 930pm. Goodness! But i did not regret as i have made new friends and also learn new things about ipaq a.k.a PDA, and i also made new friends. For the few days, i have been pinning for sleeping, for resting of my leg...but i just can't get back my sleep anymore... *yawn*
Dear, jm and wy came down with jm's jie (angeline) and angeline's bf to find me @ suntec on sat night. I wasn't really very happy because i am tired from work and yet they still taking their own sweet time to think of going where, to think of doing what...etc... they super draggy...cannot make it la... then jm's jie...super act cute...haiii like machiam her age...she act cute abit bie tahan...dunno la...dun really like ba...zzz
(12/03) Then on sun, dear, jm and wy came down again because dear wanted to buy the creative mp3 but how did we know that the covers left were limited and the queue to buy the creative was long, so in the end, we did not buy anything at all. As it was the last day for the fair, i ended work very late and they waited for me for quite some time. We left suntec and went to esplanade to take pics with the wireman. Haha...dear brought camera...hee but he hasnt pass the pic to me... :( then we went down to the 24-hr prata store to makan...so full lor...barely can finish the cheese prata that i have ordered. After eating, i went down to dear's house and print the basketball list etc. The time we arrived was already 12am. So EARLY sia...haha
*this is the end of my worklife but the beginning of 3on3 basketball.

(13 - 15/03) I was helping out at the basketball 3on3 event but all i did for the past 2 days were organising the teams to get ready for the next match etc...a bit slack in the task though...hee but the sun was scorching that all of us look like baboon or red indians liao...haha for the first two days, we were so busy with the guys team because there are altogther 176 guys team and have to get them compete by the two days. I get to know 3 - 4 teams of guys...they are so cute...joker teams...hee know alot of guo shao too...they pro leh...i mean they are extrodinary guo shao...one can even guan lan at a height of less than 170. OH MY GOD! I also know a guy...which i called him "labi xiao xin (crayona)" because he pasted labi xiao xin's picture at his student pass...haha but since then everyone called him that...oops muahhahaha... but i will nv forget these few teams especially moxie 4 (labi xiao xin's team...actual name is wen bang) because their team got 3 guo shao...goodness! Haha...no wonder champion lor...lolx... then i also wont forget my bo bo cha cha team...my first team that i noe tt joke wif me n threaten me for pastamania...but in the end, i treated them drink...wat a cute team...hee then another team is KJ team. They also have one guo shao who is a zhong feng...based on his height...hee they have a cool captain that keep counting on my jia you when i wished them luck...but too bad, they lost at the 2nd match for the round robin...sigh but before they left, they say gdbye and thanks me for my support. So sweet...hee :D then another team who is the 3rd for the finals...the shorties team. One thing that made me notice them because they are the first team in my list for my first match. They aren't short but they called themselves shorties. Cute right...haha the thing that keep me impressed in my mind is that there's a gang fight in my school during one of the match, and i went over to help calm them down...and the captain of the team actually volunteered to accompany me go over there...innocent young boy...haha hope to c they all man...hee I hope they can join us for the trip to Taiwan or JB or Thailand... *stupid ben till now still dunno go where sia...still dare promise them...zzz

Busy busy busy... o.0

2005-03-06T14:05:00.000+08:00

Wah...i super long nv update blog liao...now den i realised...oops...hee sorry fellows who were always looking @ my blog...hee mingz pretty busy lately...either trying to piang my ut grades for at least all Bs or busy on IVP or dating...lolx *eliminate e front 2...those r excuses* haha~~

Anyway...lately i haf been getting on fine...haf been wif my bball gangs especially rosie...hee as we will b working together next wk sia...haa pretty excited as there's $$$ coming...hohoho... hope can earn more den can get some stuff for dear...hee

I have uploaded some IVP pic tt i took... it's at the gallery section... go haf a look at it ba.. ;)

Valentine's day cum IVP cum Dear's ai xin dinner...hee happy salala...

2005-02-16T22:29:00.000+08:00

Dear just went back home from my house...i'm now a sick bitch that my doggie has to come and deliver food to me. Pathetic right...hai whenever my parents not around, i would always be down with flu and cough one...sigh cannot make it la me...siannnnnn

14/02
It's Valentine's Day...duhz isn't it obvious...haa it was like a normal day to us...other than we did stupid thing by going all the way to Changi Airport to have swensens. Haha... dumb right...but i like...hee
He came all the way to my house after class to pass me my Valentine's rose. He gave me a bear "love" attached to the rose. Although it's not blue nor a bouquet of roses (unlike those gals receiving bouquet), but i am already very happy. Thank you dear! It's the thought that counts...and i know no matter what you give me, it is just great to have you as a part of my life. You are the star that brightens up my life! :) so he went back and took a bathe before meeting me once again to head to Changi. We took a cab down...super ex wor...lolx
We reached there, the queue was long...but it's not getting shorter but longer as time goes by...haha dear was abit pissed off when we reached as it was a long queue...he gave an attitude tt was identical to me...lolx *copy cat* then we waited for about half an hour then we had our dinner. We took our own sweet time to eat so that we won't have to give up seat for those late comers...*very bad hor?! Haha... :P

~ * Valentine's Food Menu * ~

We took more than an hour to finish our food and just before we parted, dear's dad called to ask him pack food and buy gift for his mum. We bought the swensen's ice cream cake back and bought a chocolate too. Then we took a cab back to prevent the ice cream cake from melting. Wah...just board up only...it's already $5.40 leh...super ex lor...*bished* the taxi uncle pretty crappy...crap alot with dear...lolx dear was praised to look like an university student...hee
When we get to dear's home, it was already 1030pm. Dear's dad tried to please dear's mum to wake up, but she simply refused. So dear's dad say, "Women's are so troublesome." Dotz...

Happy Valentine! 2nd V. day together liao... :D dan yuan quan tian xia you qing ren zhong chen juan shu... *smile*

15/02
IVP ah IVP...like my nick...so near yet so far...the score was so near...but we make it to become so far...haiiii how can we lose man?! To a team standard about the same as us...?! Why..?? I always think that it's great to have michelle back...but is it really true like what dear say...we are just like last year...also have jian fei & man ping (all the pros) playing yet we still lost to SMU... I dun wish to admit that...but i am really seeing that in court... I dun wish to say...dun wish to be pissed off...but what can i do? Hai...
Those things i saw in the court:
1) Players showing attitude in court; not 1 but more...
2) Players having lots of turnovers...for nothing...haiii
3) Players lacking confidence in themselves...not daring enough to layup or dribble ball...
4) Players wishing to self-performed and yet air ball shoots...

I am not a good player...neither am i a good temper person... but how come no matter how scared i am, no matter how lousy i am...i'm still trying my best to protect the ball like protecting my kid...and yet people can simply pass the ball to another person?! Do you think i am not pissed off by those attitudes and turnovers made? But do i get angry with them? Do i wish to displease my players? Why do you people show those faces to make the tension in court 10 times harder...? Haiiii how i wished i haf e skill like michelle...then i wont haf to depend on u guys...c-ing u pple's faces...it's really sad to c tt being in a team, yet u look down on ur own players...bie song ur own players...machiam like bring choppers or knife killing urself..haiii
At the first quarter, the score was 7 : 7. But tension start to rise after people urgently shooting ball and making turnovers. We were happy with the score but the 2nd quarter, we totally did not score and it was horrible making them score 10 marks +...michelle was pissed and said that "forget about it and restart again". Although she said that, but she actually chose to subout during the third quarter. In the end, fires are raging at the court so the score set at 14 : 42. Almost 40 points different...haiiii
Took lots of pictures with dear's digital camera...hee lots of nana's smart & lame pictures..lolx she's such a joker sia...hee kind of happy for her that DL did not reject her as an ahem...haha finally can c her smile liao...not so "sexual deprived"...muahahhahaha just kidding...though she's dotz dotz la...but ah she's a very pure n nice gal... :) anyway...F4s cum Jac went to Holland Village to have dinner together...chicken rice store...that i will always introduce to people when they come to Holland V. Haha... yum yum...so full... took bus 61 with rosie...both of us nearly threw up...e bus cannot make it sia... :(

16/02
No school today...it's my offday...so i took a cab to and fro to Toshiba. Left my dearest laptop there...haii gonna miss it man...hope everything is fine...:( then i came back and washed all the laundry for the past 3 days...ever since my parents left...haha super heavy lor...nearly dropped off with the bamboo man...hee then super tired after hanging the clothes...and went to bed...
Dear came over at about 7pm to give me food (duck rice for dinner)...and he stayed at my house to see me finish eating and watched jie da huan xi with me. Hee... then he also help me to take in all the laundries...wah super strong leh... i use 2 hands nearly drop down...he use 1 hand... -_-|||
When he left, i came online to write my blog and realised that jasmine actually ended her 2 years long run relationship... i mean...i dun understand...haiii people all around me...their relationships all ended like a spark...all of the sudden...sigh just not long, my secondary school friend broke off with her bf...which is longer than me by 1 month...and just beginning of this yr...another friend broke off with her bf...few days longer than me... Is relationship that fragile?! I dont wish people around me to be so sad...so solemn...hai i wan the world to be filled with love...sigh